I've posted more in the discussions than my blog, but that is going to change, so I can record my experience for my own benefit!
Just when I think things were stable and consistent…
Category: Aneros blogs
Erotic Sexual Spasms
Hello all. I'm writing this after just reading one of my brother Lingamans hot and sexual blog post. He talked about the sexual gagging spasms that he get. I never could name it but I always wonder how my body did it. To explain it a little better its like when I feel a orgasm approaching whether its a mini o or super o or full body o I get these gagging spasms that shoot through my back side. Like when your brushing your teeth and the tooth brush goes to far deep and you gag well its the same feeling. Its just that the felling is coming from your anus.
I was just having a a-less ride reading some blogs and they start up so quickly. Like my whole body jerks and my ass is regurgitating the orgasms but they don't hurt and they feel awesome. They give me confirmation that my session is on the right track and that a orgasm is vastly approaching. I mean my whole body just can't keep still and has to alert me that a orgasm is coming and that I better take hold of something cause its gonna be a big one.
I am also on another one of my crazy challenges and trying not to touch my dick or jerk again. To confess I was cheating with the last challenge. I did not come for 22 days but I was still edging and jerking for over 3 hours but just no release. I am dick hungry whether its mine or someone else's. So this time no touching and I'm already 1 day down.
Vice BJ & Handjob
She was tired today from all of the company we have had and events, so I had to settle on Vice blowjob & handjob.
Not necessarily a bad thing…
She started with a 10 minute blowjob and then she sits up facing me between my legs and said
"What do you want me to do? Jerk you off?"
What's a fellow to say !
So she jerked me off with coconut oil and worked the Vice in me. We talked back and forth with dirty and erotic talk.
I exploded as I haven't cum since Friday )4 days ago(.
I came and was bucking so hard that the Vice shot out ! Could be too much lube or my squeezing is getting stronger. Or both :(It stayed in place nicely throughout the rest of the session. Think it is the Kegels.
A session worth noting for sure.
Finally…
So I've been interested in trying anal sex for a while. I had a couple of failed attempts by not so worthy men in my past. Those occurrences taught me a valuable lesson, my ass is special and so should be the man who is invited into it.
So I'd say my husband definitely fits the bill for "special". He has my complete trust, and I know he wont put his excitement/pleasure before mine. however…we've had a small challenge in this area. Honestly I've been scared shitless (no pun intended) of him taking my ass. I'm not one to boast but my hubby is not one to take lightly in the endowment department. Mentally and visually 11" length and 2.25" in diameter is quite a bit to take on. Vaginally he is a challenge. I dont have much of a choice but to allow myself to relax completely so that everything fits. I must admit i like that. Its amazing how accommodating the human body can be, still it's a stretch (damn puns…). For a long time I thought to myself (when he would bring up anal sex) you're not putting that anywhere near my ass! Yet the more I push myself mentally, the more the idea became more arousing. Just the idea of him opening me up, and visualizing him moving inside me made me at least want to try.
A Session Worth Writing About
Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.
I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on.
I Miss Aneros Girl
I was supposed to be with her all this week. I cancelled. Its complicated.
A friend recently said to me, kindly, " I don't pretend to understand your relationship with AG".
Kids, I don't pretend to understand it either.
She is a prostitute )in a country where it is legal(, an adept with Aneros or manual prostate massage, a mystic, and a kindred spirit. She fuccks like a tiger, and I fucck her back like a tiger; even among prostitutes this is rare for me.
I spent a weekend with her at her home recently. Met her two boys. Met several friends of hers. We had a blast. We made love in ways that were so tender and intimate…I simply cannot express to you how it was so different from the usual prostitute experience, it was way off the charts from that. And yet, that could just be the 'technique' she uses when she sees that a guy is hooked.
The terrible truth about sex with prostitutes is that then entire thing is based on lies and deception. My experience with prostitutes has taught me to be so cynical that, even if AG is the 14 Carat Gold Cast Genuine Article, I don't believe anything that comes out of her mouth…ever. And on some levels, that just stinks to high hell. And I hate it about myself….that I know this and am this person. But it's self-preservation.
update on experiences
Hi everyone. Just an update on my experiences this week, and my current…routine.
I experiemented a bit this week as I have not been hitting the highs I did at first. It still feels quite good, but I only get short orgasms or quiverings, that are localized and not whole body..and rarely if every do they happen one after another like the did for my first week or so )Before I got a cold(.
I'm not sure why, although it may be due to not giving more then 24 hours or so before a session on a regular basis.
I tried a few new things along the way this week though.
First, early this week, I tried using a toy on myself after a session )Before cumming( and culminating while using a toy. This was enjoyable and felt good, but it seems better to just keep using the Aneros since it's hands free and moves around in time with my thrusting quite well on it's own. It lets me focus more on the feelings and less on …well generating them.
After that, …yesterday and I think the day before, I switched positions a bit. I usually lay on my side )on my right side( and thrust….but I started trying a few other positions and found them quite good. Both laying on my back and thrusting up, and laying on my tummy thrusting down are very good after I have already gotten turned on and thrust on my side a bit.
Just a little fantasy…
This is just a quick fantasy that I've had in my head lately. I figured I might want to jot it down, and what better place than here.
Usually I'm not a big porn watcher…for lots of reasons, however erotic stories usually do it for me and get my mind working. However during a session I don't really want to read in most cases, so I'll read a little if I know I plan to have one later or something…my mind usually takes off after that point.
He and I are both naked…kissing. He's sitting in a chair…I'm in his lap facing him. My fingers entwined in his hair as we kiss deeply, passionately. His arms are around me caressing my back, holding me close to him. My chest is pressed against his, I can feel him breathing, I can even feel his heart beating. I'm sure he feels me breathing, and my pounding heart as well. There is a mirror across the room that we can see our reflection in. His erection is between us, hard, throbbing, and dripping. Without breaking our kiss I shifted my hips taking him into me. Now I'm skewered by his engorged manhood. I relax into him, around him. He's a very adept man when it comes to energy, so then I feel him "shoot" his energy into me. It feels almost like a jolt of lightening. I gave him his energy back, then mixed a little of mine in. The energy exchange continues for a while…
Fueling for the race
As I've probably mentioned I often use the Peridise for a little while )15-30 minutes( before switching to the Helix in most sessions. Friday evening wasn't any different. I did have one thing planned to try this time. Previously, I had had one of my longest super-O's in a Helix session where I'd stimulated my nipples quite a bit in the Peridise session before, but not at all with the Helix. That's what I planned on this time.
The nipple stimulation almost always brings me to an orgasmic state in short order if the Peridise, Helix, etc. is inserted. I was hoping that something about doing the nipple stimulation with the Peridise would carry over to the Helix. Things went as I had hoped.
I don't know if I did the nipple stimulation all that long. I still had the Peridise in for several minutes before starting in on the nipples. I switched over to the Helix, got myself situated and waiting in hopeful anticipation.
I don't think "waiting" or "doing nothing" is really what is going on even though outwardly it would look like that. I find myself actively keeping certain muscles in my pelvic area from getting tense. It's easier than it used to be, but there's focus needed to maintain this. There's a nearly automatic reaction at times for these muscles to tense up when a wave of pleasure hits, but it really prolongs the pleasure to keep those muscles from clenching.
Just a little fantasy…
This is just a quick fantasy that I've had in my head lately. I figured I might want to jot it down, and what better place than here.
Usually I'm not a big porn watcher…for lots of reasons, however erotic stories usually do it for me and get my mind working. However during a session I don't really want to read in most cases, so I'll read a little if I know I plan to have one later or something…my mind usually takes off after that point.
He and I are both naked…kissing. He's sitting in a chair…I'm in his lap facing him. My fingers entwined in his hair as we kiss deeply, passionately. His arms are around me caressing my back, holding me close to him. My chest is pressed against his, I can feel him breathing, I can even feel his heart beating. I'm sure he feels me breathing, and my pounding heart as well. There is a mirror across the room that we can see our reflection in. His erection is between us, hard, throbbing, and dripping. Without breaking our kiss I shifted my hips taking him into me. Now I'm skewered by his engorged manhood. I relax into him, around him. He's a very adept man when it comes to energy, I feel the energy pass from him into me.
This isnt done…i'll finish it later.