In a Haze

It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O.

New Observations

Another great session with the wife this evening 😀

Tried Vaseline with a layer of Wet on top. Made for easy insertion, nice rocking it and squeezing it.

Wife noticed that my balls were like non existent despite the fact I was wearing a cock ring and had a throbbing erection. I was also experiencing wonderful tingling and waves.

She pushed the rabbit on high to my perineum and had a knee jerking orgasm after the BJ and the stroking. Actually pushed the Vice out when I came. First time with the Vice. Was an issue with the Naughty Boy and Big Boy Rocks Off products.

Maybe too much lube if that is possible :(
Will have to experiment more with the Vaseline. I think it may be a keeper. The forums say Shea Butter is # 1 so it is on my list to try it. More to cum…

Today Experience

Today we planned to have a session. She had a solo session yesterday that she shared with me last night and teased me with the details.

Obviously, that was in my thoughts all day. I hadn't cum since Saturday < Which is a record for me !>.She sucked me and stroked me but would not give me any relief.

She asked me not to jack off in the morning and save it for this afternoon.

I edged this morning but didn't cum.Felt great to be so turned on.

I got a 20 minute head start this afternoon with the Vice. Just good music, relaxation, vibes, no attention to my cock.

She joined me and stroked him to an erection. then she swallowed my cock me for a good 10 minutes. Total Bliss!

After some dirty talking and hot conversation and her masturbating for me..I erupted ! Huge Overflow/ Ejaculation !

California Nightmare in Hellsville

Well this is the final part to the post entitled California Dreamin' in Buckhead…took me a while to post. Took a lot out of me to post…but integrity means something to me, since I said I would do it…here it is.

Disclaimer to those who have not read the first one this is total fiction, however it was a real dream I had.

The next morning I woke up before he did. I slipped out of bed and brushed my teeth. While brushing I remembered he likes coffee. So I put on my workout clothes and made coffee. 'You must really like him or you're out of your mind…' my mind just woke up with its barage of thoughts. I do think coffee is the most vile liquid on the face of the earth that totally assaults my senses like no other, however…I want him to be comfortable…feel at home. Once done with that I jotted down a quick note:

Morning, I'm gone for my run, I'll be back. There's fresh coffee in the kitchen. I'll cook breakfast when I get back. If you're still here you're welcome to join me. If you aren't, I just wanted to tell you thank you…I had a wonderful time with you.

Quality Time

This entry will be very different. Some of you may not know but my dad also is a aneros user. He has had it for about 5 months now. He has the Progasm Ice and he loves it. There's a blog I wrote on how he discovered them and me using it and how he got hooked to the toy and why he even likes anal play.

We were suppose to be going on one of his business trips this weekend. But his comapny cancaled it and had to rescedue it. So instead of fun with dad while mom was at work we really had a indepth conversation about our sex lives and aneros experiences thus far. As you know I just celebrated my 1 year anniversary and he wanted to hear all about it. But I really wanted to see how he was doing and how he feels he has changed since buying th ty or does he feel any different at all. He began to tell me he oves it and that its a diffrent feeling then having the real thing up there. Oh yeah forgot to say thatdad is bisexual. Hasn't acted on any sexual intercourse with a man in years but still has those urges.

Solo Session with Milovana and blindfold

Very nice session this morning on the office love seat. Put the leather ring with a vibe underneath my balls. Used the vibe from my Naughty Boy. It has 7 speeds.Inserted the Vice, laid back and put on the blindfold. I had sounds going from Milovana
http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=9540

For the first 20 minutes I did not touch my cock. I got the two vibes pulsing opposite each other and reached down to stroke.

I was pleasantly surprised at the firm erection I had attained and did not even realize it. My focus was on my prostate and it is roaring by this point. The stroking felt exquisite and continued to get faster as the waves came.

Finally I couldn't take anymore and exploded with an awesome ejaculation. I lay there for a good five minutes with both vibes still going coming down and listening to the sounds.

The blindfold and the sounds really helped me focus during this session. I recommend everyone try it. It's a fine experience !

dmiket

I have better understanding of the relaxed and aroused mentality that others have posted. Thursday night after I did some prep and warm up and one good puff of some good herb, I laid on the couch with my legs draped over the arm and got comfortable. The hour that followed was full of contractions and body tensing and got myself thoroughly simulated to a point where my body was just buzzing and I could just lie there and not even feel my body..it was almost a feeling of being inside of my own self. it was amazing!! it was from that point that the relaxed and aroused sensations just took over and I feel like there were five or six super O's .
This took me to a new heights !!
again just amazing.
the best part was such small movements and they were all internal as my physical body had stopped moving except for the tiny contractions and movement of our pelvic floor muscles .that was exquisit!!!
At one point it almost felt like through my minds eye I was traveling through space and just watching the stars coming at me slowly and steadily. It was unlike anything I've done before .
I can't wait to do it again.so I guess I would add as I near the finish of this is that it took physical movement of the device in my anal canal and my prostate to reach a point of high arousal.
from there the completely-relaxed not-moving-my-body at all with the tiny muscle movements took me to a brand new place.
it was fantastic!!!

My Wifes Experience of Orgasm

The other day a few guys in chat challenged me to express my wifes experience of orgasm in a blog post. So based on some recent love making sessions …. here it is. enjoy.

Hi. I am J, Linghamans wife. He has asked me to write this post for him to describe my experience of sex with him. Before I can describe our intimate life, you need to understand a few things about me. I am incurably erotic and sensual but I am very reserved and private. Coming from a puritan New England home sex was never mentioned when I was growing up. I never even saw my father without a shirt on, even at the beach. I had absolutely no sexual experience in high school. A couple of the boys I dated felt me up and one in particular coaxed me to let him feel my vagina but he didn’t stimulate me or penetrate me with his finger.

Linghaman was the first boy I ever saw naked and he was the first and only boy to see me naked. When I saw his erect penis the first time I was dumb founded. I couldn’t imagine it would ever fit inside me. Yet despite my anxiety I was fascinated by it and was drawn to it like a moth to a flame even as I was overwhelmed by its presence.

First blog

I experimented today with something different. I started with a normal session, that lasted for about an hour. I started off with muscle contractions only while watching a video which gets me aroused. After 10-15 minutes, I started mild thrusts, which then built up to stronger ones. After 30-40 minutes I was thrusting hard until I would start to quiver non-stop without thrusting for a bit, then I would start thrusting again until the quivering/contractions started.

I did this for the first hour, but even though I have waited a whole 24 hours…I didn't get the whole body spasms like I had the previous days. I decided to try something new. I had heard someone in the chat room mention they put a vibrator on the outside of their aneros, and well, I decided to do something similar. I have a bullet vibrator )has a bullet on a cord that connects to the control. I actually have never tried to use it directly for prostate stimulation..which I need to do sometime, but in this case I took my Aneros out, and inserted the bullet first )not vibrating at that point(…gave it some extra slack…and then put the Aneros back in.

Then I went back to doing what I was before, thrusting )slower now as the process of taking things out/putting them in etc cooled me off a bit(. In no time I was back to where I was before though, and then I turned on the vibration for the bullet.

Journey Observation

After two weeks of sessions with the Vice at least twice a week and a month worth of sessions with two other prostate massagers ,the Rocks Off's Big Boy & Naughty Boy, I am noticing firmer erections during sex or other masturbation activities. My prostate also feels better and emptier for lack of a better term to use. My orgasms are fuller with larger amounts of semen as well. The intensity of a normal ejaculation is twice what it was before. I am continuing to love this new journey. The Vice is far superior to the Rock Off products!