It is early AM and I got back into bed for what I thought would be some nice kegels and reverse kegels, maybe to rev-up the prostate via an Aless session. So I got into bed, laying on my right side and began the process….Well, it wasn’t too long after that that I somehow “stopped” the kegels entirely, and instead, meditating, just focused my thoughts on what I wanted to do. Amazingly, what I seemed to do was ‘trace’ the ‘infinity’ symbol over and over in my brain As I did this, I began to feel what I can only describe as a sexual ‘energy’ building up in mostly my groin area. But it was not contained only there. After a while, it seemed to ‘spread’ to other parts of my body. I continued along this path….Let me try to explain……
After a while, I began to feel an intense ‘quivering’ probably in my prostate. The feeling though quickly began to spread once again throughout my whole body, extending to my fingertips and then my toes and even my head….. OMG! My whole body is ‘alive’ with sexual energy (chi?) and I have some experiences now where I am breathing more deeply and actually have some whole-body spasms! This is unreal! Where is this energy coming from? How long will it last? I don’t know the answer to these questions yet, but I am continuing to feel this energy now all over my body. It feels like this ‘energy’ is traveling all along my spine and is connecting with everything (if that makes any sense).
Is this a brain orgasm? I honestly don’t know what to call what I am feeling. It is unusual in that it is not a penile orgasm, nor a prostate orgasm. I wouldn’t remotely call it a super-orgasm either. It seems to be a different type of orgasm. Actually, orgasm may not be the right word either. Maybe whole-body energy is more apt. Whatever it is, is a truly amazing experience!
This lasted for perhaps an hour. Was it ASMR? Amygdala clicking? All of the above? Or something else?
Again, I am mystified that my body has this power deep within……What’s next?
I realize that I do not need to be laying down to experience this energy! I can be sitting in a chair, close my eyes, meditate, breathe, and I can return to this ‘energized’ state! Mind-blowing!