Calm Blue Ocean

Started out with what is the usual routine now – warm, relax, flex, lube. Getting the Peridise in place was easy, as my body has been craving it all day. At certain times earlier, I could feel an almost purring or thrumming inside the space between the base of my scrotum and my anus. Could be my prostate? Hard to know. It was a subtle vibration, in some ways, and it felt good. When my body pulled the device in on its own accord, it took it in up to the last bulb, where the last nub stayed half in, half out of my anus. Gentle contractions didn’t pull it in any more than that, so I decided to keep it in that position unless my body pulled it in further.

Again tried the “do nothing” approach. I didn’t get the same sweet feeling inside my anal / prostate / scrotum region, but in relaxing, I could feel my body sometimes making involuntary movements with the device. I could feel it gently moving a bit here and there, and it felt good. As I let my body relax throughout the session, even though the device wasn’t moving much (at least consciously?), I felt a gradual increase of pressure on my prostate. It engorged with seminal fluid, and I could feel the pressure building inside. Mostly my penis remained flaccid, but with that pressure, more precum started leaking out the tip. At times, I was incredibly tempted to start conscious muscle contractions, but fought the idea away and tried to stay relaxed. The mounting pressure in my prostate was amazing, and it was craving release. At the end of the session, my body reluctantly gave up the Peridise, and released a significant amount of precum throughout.

Extended Practice Time

Warmed up the room, used low light to encourage relaxation, and got everything I needed for a session laid out. After some relaxation breathing, anal muscle flexing, and setting up some calm background music, I was ready and eager to start.

My body eagerly took in the device, much like last time. Although I started on my back to let my anus pull the device all the way in, I soon rolled onto my right side to try out the traditional Aneros position – lower leg straight, upper leg towards chest – as last time it provided nice sensations. The last bulb was again right on the cusp of bring out and in, so this time I gently nudged it all the way in to the hilt.

Following some advice on an archived post on the forums, I tried a “newbie do nothing” approach at first to see where it would take me. According to the post, the first half hour was to let my body and mind relax, and forget the Peridise was even inside me. The music and breathing exercise helped me calm, and for the most part I could barely feel the device. After around fifteen minutes of not much of anything, I could feel something going on in my inner anus, behind my testicles, and very slightly on the underside of my scrotum. It’s hard to describe; it was like a very vague, gentle throb that was accompanied by sweet feelings centered around that whole area. It lasted around a minute or so, then subsided. I kept trying to stay relaxed, and after five or so more minutes, it happened again, for about the same duration. Around ten minutes after that, it happened again, but for a very slightly longer duration. It felt great, and at no point did I get an erection, but my scrotum definitely reacted, by pulling my testicles closer to my body and getting stiffer on the surface.

Experiments & Hypotheses

Turned the heat up higher than usual, kept the bedroom nice and warm so that I wouldn’t have to worry about clothes, covers, or chills. Did some yoga breathing, then added gentle flexing and relaxing of anal muscles with them. No precum yet, but my body was relaxed and ready – been looking forward to this since the last session.

Used the same amount of lube and massaged some in, then put a layer on the device. My body was eager to take it in; it pulled it in to the first bulb with little resistance. With some gentle muscle movements, eventually it slid in just on the cusp of the last bulb, which stayed half inside and half outside of my outer sphincter. Started out on my back again, with legs bent, and small movements and contractions felt good. Squatted for a while again, which had a similar effect as last time, kind of encouraging my anus, inner sphincter, and rectum to wake up. Tried lying with my legs up at a right angle, resting on a cushion (a forum user really likes this position with the Peridise), but after a while of trying it out, it really wasn’t doing much for me.

current findings & updates

Latest updates. Some findings, things I’m going to do different, kind of long.

Got helix all polished up, ultra shiny and as smooth as progasm jr. Going to do a little more to see if I can get that deep glass look, almost there. Joining is so much easier, glides in so smoothly and takes hardly any lube unlike before. I have also changed over to using just straight silicone lube, ‘wet anal’. Only takes .3cc prelube and a drop on the tool spread out to go all night, plus because of the molecular make up it is not absorbed into the skin, molecules are much larger than water based lubes so no drying out or having to reapply on those long sessions. A side benefit is it makes the skin feel smooth and supple even after cleanup.

I think I am starting to get a feel for my rhythm. Whether pre ejac release or full on refractory ejac I have an every other day cycle, ie day 1 nothing, day 2 things start to get moving, day 3 slightly more than nothing but not much, day 4 really picking up, day 5 caries on from day before. day 6 ok but not great, day 7 getting better but seems to plateau but duds seem fewer but not great. So based on these findings and my previous experiment I was going to start doing light pressure releasing, just enough to keep things flowing.

Starting Again

Two years ago, I bought the set of four Peridise massagers with the full intention of using them for anal health, pleasure, and prostate stimulation. In my first session back then, I used the second-smallest Peridise. Against all reason, I decided to go to town. Lots of flexing, breathing, and clenching for an hour and a half. It felt good at the time, but the next day, there were awful health repercussions – they were horrific enough that I gave up on any anal use at all; outside of normal bodily functions. It was a bit crushing, as previously, my anus had been a source of great pleasures.

Fast-forward to now. Taking a lot of advice to heart, I decided to go slow in reclaiming my body. For the past year, I’ve been gently reintroducing my anus to stimulation and penetration using my finger or small, smooth toys. Finally, I felt like I was ready to try the Peridise again. It was really nerve-wracking at first, but using yoga breathing techniques helped keep my body and mind at ease.

Read up on the Aneros forums about how to use the Peridise – supposed to start with the largest size, and work your way down as you tone your anal muscles. It looked small enough. Followed the directions in the box (relax, practice contractions with no device in, then lubricate). Used a gloved finger to apply ID brand lube (an old favorite) to outer anus, massaged some around, then eventually inside. Applied generous amount to bulb on largest Peridise, then all over the shaft.

My Christmas present to myself. (out of order)

This is out of order since I am just now getting around to finishing editing. I Have had a really good vacation. Best in a long time.

I purchased the progasm jr & peridise kit. They both came in today, Friday 12/28. I am super excited about these and couldn’t wait to try the jr. Up to this point I have never had any real involuntary contractions, just muscle fluttering from trying to induce so these new pleasure tools should be interesting.

I got everything washed / cleaned up and took a good look at the progasm jr first. So smooth and shiny but also looks kind of intimidating because of the size since the helix has been the largest I’ve had in 25 years. Prepped and joined with my new friend. I followed the process outlined for the progasm doing the scoop motion to join, my friend slid in so easily. Wasn’t in for 10 seconds when involuntary started promptly causing it to be pushed out before I knew it. This is going to be fun. A quick rinse & relube w/ a few drops before rejoining, again sliding so easily. I am defiantly going to polish all my others to that glass smooth finish since it is forcing me to hold some contraction to maintain the integrity of the joining which is inducing involuntary contractions, unlike the mgx or helix that just stay put although mgx will start to slide out if I stay relaxed when standing, ie going pee.

my personal experiment. good strides made

This is a recreation of my original document and may not contain all info but will try as best as possible to not leave anything out. My computer decided to do an update and for some reason deleted the entire saved file. I also don’t claim to be a story writer so expressing my sensations will be lacking. I will endever to try to make strides in the future, for now this is just to get it down before forgetting things

I have just finished a 21 day SR and found it do do nothing for me. I don’t feel any more feisty but that is to be expected since I have nothing to get excited about. This is going to be the documentation of a 7 day experiment of using only the aneros product, either helix or mgx, no masturbation, edging or stimulation of the sweet spot. I want all stimulation to be from prostate massage either internal w/ said tool or external from deep tissue massage. I will use massage of the sweet spot to get things going if needed when using one of the tools only. each session will be about 1 hour long or there about and do nothing sessions.
EDIT. I really pushed the time on Fri, Sat & Sun. having gone several hours.


Every session brings new things.
I have found myself becoming more horny as time goes on.
I passed through a period initially where all I could think about was my next session.
That seemed to tone down after a month or so.
Now into month five, I am again becoming obsessed more and more.
Last night was a high water mark with pro-ice. I was right on the doorstep to O land. Very awesome.
I quit that and put in the small peridise and went to sleep. I woke several times having mini ohs.
Today I was catching minis at work.
Trying to decide what tonight needs.
I also picked up a eupho T a few weeks ago. I might try that on.
There is always helix to consider….

What is going on

Hello. Let me start by saying that I have been trying prostate play with the aneros for about 2 years now. I have had the helix classic, I now own the helyx syn, the peridise and the progasm ice. I have not really had the super o or earth shaking orgasm everyone speaks of. It has felt ok at times, it has felt good at times even great at times. Never a hands free orgasm. Well last night I had a session that was a little different. It lasted a few hours. I started with my helix syn was super horny felt small pleasure waves pass through me on and off. But was not really getting to the next level. So I moved on to the progasm. Things did heat up a bit. It felt really good. I love the full feeling of the progasm. So to not make this long and drawn out. I was feeling amazing but not wow amazing. I wanted to cum so bad or to at least just have some kinda jump to a level I have never been. I just couldn’t quite get there. I was totally relaxed and in the moment of pleasure. So I advanced to my wife g spot vibrator. I get a really strong tickling on my prostate with that. Almost like I’m going to see but a little different. That feeling comes and goes. Mostly because to keep it I have to press harder. I’m afraid of doing damage so I have to just take it in 10 to 20 second bursts. Well last night I was trying to hold it there a little longer and with a little more pressure and also trying to slide it around at the same time. Well last night I was able for the first time to achevie something that I have never done before. I came every where but in actuality I came no where lol that sound s funny but I’ll will explain .
I got the I’m going to cum feeling followed by I’m going to pee feeling. I’m just lying there (Oh my preference for position is on back feet on ground knees up ). Loving this new feeling when all of a sudden after about maybe a no it’s or 2 of this feeling coming and going. I get really warm around the base of my cock. I get that feeling that I’m going to cum. you know feeling your thick cum start to pass on its journey through your pipes to get out. But almost at the point of when it would fly free it changed to that lighter feeling of just taking a good piss. Like what was coming out was more lighter more fluid like substance. I take a look down at my cock that feeling like it is just gushing something all over the place like a fire hose. But I only see a little dribble of white milky cum and a little trail of clear fluid. Well from the feeling I should have been soaking wet. But from what was there. There was nothing. After that passed I had to stop. I wanted to keep going but I needed my session. So my question is what was this. Has anyone had this feeling. I was completely flaccid as I usually am during my sessions. I sometimes get hard on and off. But 80% of the time I’m flaccid. Is this feeling the true start of what’s to come and should I push and try to power through it and keep going next time. Also is there any tips or tricks or other units that one would suggest that work better than what I have. I usually use about 30 mls of astroglide (water based) if I’m using the helix syn and 30 mils of astroglide ( silicone based) if I’m using the peridise or my orgasm ice. Is this enough lube. Also another thing I have noticed that happens is sometimes my ass gets that feeling that I have to shit so bad it contracts so hard almost to hold it in. But usually my ass will squeeze out alot of the lube. With the toy staying in me a few time it has pushed of the toy. So am I doing any thing wrong in any area are these all normal Things. Any feed back would be great.

A Meditation: “Thin Veils To Male Orgasmic Bliss”

While relaxing this morning and listening to a nice, soothing track on YouTube: “Chill Out Sensual Nights / The Best Of Lounge & Chill Out Music by Johnny M In The Mix”, I began to meditate on how our male sexuality often is “hidden” only behind “thin veils” (real or otherwise) and it started to became very clear to me. Let me explain…..


In spite of our “macho” appearance and persona, the key to male orgasmic pleasure often is hidden only behind a thin “veil”. Some examples will make this comparison more clear:

 My use of “chastity cups” or “cock cages” relies only on thin pieces of plastic that separates my hands from my male package, thus inhibiting me from masturbation and orgasmic release.

 Using a condom: It is only a thin piece of rubber, but my use of one during sex makes a world of difference. No matter how thin it is, there is always a loss of feeling. Us guys know that there is not supposed to be anything between our erect cocks and ultimate orgasmic pleasure during intercourse.

 When receiving a HJ from my wife: sometimes only the slightest “hint” of an erotic massage on my package can send me into a far-off orgasmic “orbit”.

 When performing an edging or “surfing” session, I want it to take a long time and use only the slightest pressure on my package.. Why? Because the arousal feelings seem to be magnified. Even slight “tapping” of my erect cock sometimes is too much to bear. The orgasmic ejaculation is intense.