“Oh, Jock!”

I have recently ‘rediscovered’ my regular jockstrap collection which consists mostly of swimmer’s jocks. I used to wear them all the time while swimming daily. It wasn’t so much to control my erections, but rather to remain ‘modest’ if I were to get one while in the pool. About a year ago, I decided to forgo the jocks and just wear my jammers. But some of these jammers will not hide nor hold an erection all too well. I am tempted then to start wearing a jock under my jammers again!

I am currently at Day 3 of SR and Day 88 of NoFap ® PMO. I will discount the recent ‘edging’ session/fantasy I experienced as a relapse since I believe that I had exited my ‘flatline’ and that activity was just a manifestation of my body’s returning back to a more normal libido. That feeling persists today; let me explain…..


While I still enjoy wearing my jockstraps with cups, I find that wearing my regular jockstraps give me the opportunity to ‘test’ my erection through visual cues of my package and through light, delicate touches on the pouch to see what effect they can elicit. While doing this, I can’t help but fall-into a fantasy that it is actually a lover’s hand doing the exploring! Those light touches, even from my hand, can trigger an erection. This is an opposite, albeit more normal, sexual response than relying on porn or (in my case) binaural beats* for that erection. It is almost as if my cock is on a ‘hair-trigger’ for an erection now and that is the way it should work! After all, when a guy is in a situation where he ‘needs to perform’ with an erection, he does not want to think about whether he will get one or not, it should just be automatic! Any thoughts of ED should be put far-away out of his mind.

Can I “Jump-Start” My Exit From Flatline?

Currently, I am at day 6 of SR and 84 days of NoFap ® PMO. I am thinking I should be ‘exiting’ a flatline soon. Is there a way that I can try to hasten the exit? This is what I explored this morning. Let me explain…..

I had a great therapeutic session with the HIH 950. Lasting about 25 minutes, I had put-on my rarely-used Bike hard cup. It just felt right so I proceeded. This was a good, therapeutic session. I followed instructions to the max: relax for about 10 minutes then finish-up with about 30 or 40 anal contractions. When this session was over, I felt energized and empowered to take-on the day.

Exit Flatline?
I continued to wear my Bike cup for a while this morning, but then I got an urge to switch to my “Duke” swimmer’s jockstrap. What effect would this have? I was curious. Fortunately, I did not experience an immediate erection like I thought I would. Rather, the regular jockstrap felt good. I am able to ‘feel’ my package through the mesh. Do I feel any different? Well, yes and no. Physically, I don’t feel any different. But mentally, I am quite prepared for an impending erection and the feelings that accompany it. (This could be analogous to foreplay before sex).

“Flatlines and Cravings”

I am currently in Day 7 of SR and Day 71 of NoFap ® PMO. I still feel like I’m in a ‘flatline’ period but just the other night, I experienced an intense craving for sex (or at least an ejaculation). I have night-time erections every night but this one was different. At the time, I believe I was wearing a ‘cup’ and the unusual thing about this erection was not only with the physical reality but the mental state I seemed to be in at the time. Let me explain….

Extreme Craving
The steel-hard erection was accompanied by a mental state that I can only describe as an unsatisfied need for sex. Yes, I mean penetrative sex with ejaculation. It was a strong feeling and one which I have not felt in a long time. I have read that these cravings are entirely normal while in NoFap ® and the best way to cope is to focus on something else! Thank goodness I was wearing a cup!

More Spontaneous Erections
I have noticed recently that I am experiencing more erections (or at least half-ones) not by looking at porn but a pretty woman or a great, sexy body! I suppose this is an entirely normal reaction. It means that I am being turned-on sexually the right way! This is almost an automatic response from me. It can, however, be somewhat embarrassing if the erection comes-on at an inappropriate time such as on the beach or in the pool. But a guy has to cope the best way he can.

“It’s All For Prostate Health!”

[This blog was inspired by @Lth0ms0n, thanks!]

I had read an interesting question on the Forum from @Lth0ms0n this morning, having to do with involuntaries. What are they? And that got me interested and intrigued. So the next thing I know, I am prepping for a ‘therapeutic’ session with the HIH 950. Here are the details……

I am currently in Day 9 of SR with no hint of blue balls (yet). I am also into Day 49 of NoFap ®. I’ve only had an occasional ejaculation, about every 10 days to control my blue balls. Other than that, no masturbation for me, period. And no porn, ever again. But I still need to keep my prostate healthy. So this morning, I got ready for a nice session with the 950. I was already wearing my Mueller cup to prevent an unintentional ejaculation; it worked. I lubed-up with SSG not only the massager but my opening as well (it made a big difference!)

I started-out on my side. Before too long, while just relaxing and performing the ‘do-nothing’ technique, I began to feel a ‘twitch’ deep-down in my prostate. No, it did not feel like a fatigued-muscle spasm since I had just started the session. But it was something I just could not control. Around the same time, I remember, I had this erection develop as well as an uncontrollable whole-body ‘shudder’, almost like a jolt of electricity running all through me. Let’s not mince words here; these actions were ENTIRELY out of my control! And that IMHO is the essence of involuntaries—-by definition*, you do NOT CONTROL them! Just as you are ‘forced’ to excrete waste by involuntary muscular contractions in your colon, you are likewise ‘forced’ to experience the nuanced ‘pleasures’ of a prostate massage.

“The Amazing Little 950!”

My recent “MO” streak ended at Day 8 of SR (“P” continues at Day 41). Sure enough, I felt the blue-balls coming on and since I would be active the next day, I decided to end the streak with a therapeutic ejaculation. This one was a little different. Let me explain. I started with a completely limp dick; then gradually began to stroke. All the while, I began light massage on my perineum and my balls. Eventually, when I was erect, I discontinued stroking near the frenulum and only concentrated on the bottom of the shaft. Well, it was an amazing feeling and I was able to “delay” the ejaculation but not indefinitely. Even with stroking near the base, only a “light” touch on the frenulum caused an immediate ejaculation. I could only imagine how this effect is also manifested during sexual intercourse. That “touch” on the frenulum would be enough to positively stimulate an ejaculation. Farewell DE (Delayed Ejaculation)!

Overnight Erections/Aneros Session
Even with an ejaculation yesterday, my night-time erections last night were (surprisingly) just as strong as ever! In fact, they were so strong and plentiful that I needed to put-on my “anti-MO” Mueller cup to discourage me from ejaculation again!

“Some Reflections On NoFap”

[Note: NoFap is a registered trademark owned by Alexander Rhodes and NoFap LLC]

I kind of backed-into this “NoFap*” thing by wanting to extend my semen retention run (SR) and eliminate the dreaded “blue-balls”. I also wanted to experience another wet dream. It all seems to be working. Let me explain…..

Semen Retention
I am currently at Day 11 of SR and not feeling any blue balls. Yes, I should have had them by now and that usually meant that I would have a strong need to ejaculate. I am getting close to that time (Day 12) when I experienced my last wet dream and I am looking forward to another one any day now.

NoFap Technique (So-called Hard Mode or “Monkmode” (No PMO, no sex, no stimulating media at all. That generally means cutting out all social media, most tv, movies, video games, whatever else might convey sexualized or suggestive material)).

There are a couple of things which I am doing differently in NoFap that I haven’t done before. They include the PMO* rules:
• No porn. This is a critical component of NoFap PMO*. Absolutely no viewing, “teasing”, “sneaking” or even thinking about porn is allowed at any time.
• No masturbation (including edging) at any time. This one is harder than it looks. It includes NO TOUCHING (except for normal hygiene). For me, this also includes any form of touching my cock/balls/package through my jeans. While showering, it includes no playing-around with the slippery soap “down-there”. Anything that can cause me to precum may induce blue-balls and trigger masturbation and ejaculation and so it should be avoided.
• No orgasm (except for a wet dream). This is a TO (usually caused by masturbation).

“Does Anticipation of a Session Make For a Better Session?”

I had a nice session with Helix Trident yesterday. Slept in my Safe-T-Gard Cage Cup overnight; I am now in Day 7 of SR. Lying in bed early this morning (about 5 AM) I began to contemplate a short session using my HIH 950.

In my mind, I was going ‘through-the-motions’ of prep: lube, insertion, relaxation and almost was ready to advance. In my mind, I could ‘feel’ the massager begin to work on my prostate. I ‘felt’ the soft but compelling glides of the slippery tool against my aching gland. Then, I ignored the whole idea. Why?….

Better Next Time?
I discovered that by building-up the anticipated Aneros session in my brain (I almost accomplished it) I was already on a path to prostate pleasure. It’s a little bit like anticipating an ejaculation through edging. But the edging never happened. Likewise, the prostate massage never happened. Yes, I was disappointed. But the anticipation caused a ‘rush’ in my arousal that is hard to describe. I can now feel a gentle ‘pulsing’ in my prostate, almost asking me: “When next?”

As I entered this blog post, I am performing nice, gentle PC contractions and definitely starting to feel it in my prostate. Perhaps it will reward me with another great real session sometime? Touche’.

PS I can’t liken this inaction to a form of chastity . The anticipated session was real from the start. So I never anticipated that it wouldn’t happen. In chastity, you know that you are always denied the pleasure. This ‘mind-game’ is worthy (IMO) of further inspection.

“A Long Time Ago In A Galaxy Far, Far Away….”

[Thanks to the ‘Star Wars’ opening crawl (and to George Lucas and Dan Perri) for the title of this blog post]

According to my blog posts, it has been 11 days since my last session. Why did I wait so long? Well, for one thing, I believe it is the same reason that I practice semen retention (SR). That period of abstinence only makes the sexual event more special, more powerful. Just as withholding ejaculations can make them more potent, withholding Aneros sessions (I believe) can make them better and stronger. Was that the case for this morning’s session? Let me describe the session…..

I selected the HIH 950 for this session, because I really wanted a “therapeutic” prostate massage session. I want to keep my prostate healthy and help with BPH symptoms too. Of course, I knew in advance how the massager would feel pressing against my prostate, but since it has been so long, the anticipation of that feeling became exquisitely erotic. I couldn’t wait. So I lubed-up the 950 with SSG and inserted it quite deeply, making sure that the perineum-tab was pressing firmly against my perineum. I went to lie-down and relax.

“Precum Pump!”

[Inspired by @Pasttime]

About a week since last session. Home alone this afternoon (with the dog). Good night too; rare but I didn’t sleep in a cup! Quite aroused this morning and somewhat throughout the day. I took advantage of the time with a short session. I selected the HIH 950. Little did I know what was in store for me! Let me explain…..

I lubed-up with SSG and (not wearing a cup) started the session on my side, with left leg up. It wasn’t too long, however, that I began to experience some serious auto-f&*( contractions which I could not stop. After about 3 or 4 “pumps” I reacted somewhat violently on the bed, along with a shout-out. Things settled-down for only a short while, then started-up all over again. I tried different positions for my legs and the auto-f&*( ing continued unabated. In fact, some positions were even more stimulating on my prostate. Perhaps a different part of it was affected.

To quote @Pasttime (in the shower): Pow! Pow! Pow! Pow!

This went on for a while; with every f&*( I could feel the P-tab on the 950 pressing and stimulating my perineum/prostate and that just re-energized the f&*( some more! When would it stop? At the last Pow! of every ‘pumping cycle’, I felt an intense contraction in my cock and before I realized it, I had a stream of precum oozing out and down.

“Going For Broke”

Well, I made it to Day 8 of SR. No sign of blue-balls yet. I slept in my SD “chastity cup” overnight and experienced several stimulating erections, feeling close to the PONR. This morning, I had an urge and every intention to end this “run” by putting-on a condom, my Duke swimmer’s jock and then lie-down and listen to a nice MB assist binaural track on YT. I would be sure to ejaculate with this erotic mix. I put-on the jockstrap but nixed the other ingredients. Yes, I could experience a great EJ, but there is a satisfaction in the mysterious absence of orgasm at this time. Going through the day knowing that it has been 8 days since I last ejaculated builds-up the anticipation to a greater level. Barring the blue-balls, I should make it!


PS I thought about a short session with the HIH 950 this morning, but in my current “condition” I felt that would be too tempting for a Super-T! I’ll hold-off on that session for now.

PS In general, IMHO, any SR days in excess of 7 can yield wonderful, delicious results. Somehow, the mind is aware that an ejaculation can be imminent, and I will be constantly “reminded” throughout the coming days. That means more spontaneous erections, leakage, Aless prostate pulses and horniness. Oh yeah!….