Another step in the climb to bliss

Damn it, I was …………this close.

There I was standing to take my last pee before going to bed when she decided to say hello. I could feel helix starting to ever so slightly move around causing my prostate to say “Hay, what is this? OOOOOHHHH this feels interesting, I’m going to let the brain know this feels quite nice. A tingle started that changed to almost an itch than changed again to a feeling I don’t know how to describe but it was starting to expand to an almost glow. Out of nowhere I heard “I need to use the bathroom also”. SHIT!!!!! it all went away just like that.

Got into bed and waited for this to hopefully restart. Nothing. Left, right, back, even tried the front. Nothing. So what to do? Do what I know works. Glance at the clock it’s after 12 now. I really should roll over and sleep but nope I need an orgasm of some type. I reach down and start massaging the sweet spot ever so lightly but my finger keeps bumping into the p-tab and each time it makes something happen inside. I stop massaging and grab the p-tab and ever so gently rock it back and forth, just enough to make the head jiggle against my prostate. The feelings I had just 45 minutes before started to return. A tingle, an itch, than the feelings of electricity reaching back to my anus. I let go and ever so gently contract/release, wait, again. The sensations slowly changed to a feeling I knew from external massage, this was moving into an orgasmic feeling. I have had more intense by hand but this was the first time that one was sustained by the tool only no hands involved. This was enough to make me satisfied, I had opened a door if ever so slightly. By the time these sensations ended it was after 1 something.

I was given another puzzle piece.

I was enjoying myself Friday night, riding my waves of induced pleasure when out of nowhere helix gets sucked up hard… Let me explain what I mean

Seems my prostate still hasn’t decided to join the party yet. How do I know this. After spending multiple times doing nothing, and nothing happening except the random twinge, this can be the only answer. Now don’t think I’m getting frustrated because of this, I’m not. I feel that I’m still ahead of the curve. So in the mean time I’ll do both, some do nothing and some external massage of the sweet spot inducing orgasmic bliss. Doing this is cheating but not interfering with progressing as this point is going to get stimulated in the process and allows me to work on the amount of contraction required to get the involuntary’s going plus the head is dancing around on the pleasure center.

So as I was saying, I was enjoying some light bliss, when without warning helix was thrust deep inside. My orgasmic sensation went away which I thought was strange but was presented with a new sensation. I had been holding a 50% contraction when this happened. I could feel my anal & rectal muscles moving in opposite directions in flowing waves like they were fingers trying to learn about what they now felt. This was the first time when I stopped massaging that a feeling didn’t stop at the same time. I’m unsure of how long this lasted, seconds perhaps? This did stop when I slowly started to release the contraction to completion when I tried to just relax and let it flow. I think If I had just held the same 50% these waves would have lasted much longer but having never experienced it before I was unsure what to do with them, I won’t make that mistake in the future.

latest encounters

It has been a few days since my last entry so here we go.

Monday 12/3. I planned all day to have a meeting with my new friend, I was excited to see if we could return to a few days prior. While in the shower I joined up with my friend and it was smooth and easy. Helix slid in so gently, wanting to be together with me, feeling like an old lover who new all your subtle curves. Once fully locked in embrace my friend just disappeared, I could feel the slight movements letting me know she was home. Curled up in bed to start a sensual dance but my lover decided that all she wanted was to penetrate with no movement, cuddle with me and be in the moment. We drifted to sleep never making a sound or releasing our embrace.

How to choose your jockstrap size and your cup size correctly

Hi guys,

Over last weekend, @SOwithoutAneros sent me a PM on how to choose your jockstrap and your cup size correctly. He seemed bashful in asking me his questions. So I answered him matter-of-factly giving him all sorts of information from web sites selling jocks and cups in the USA, UK, and even in Australia. I hope he found my e-mail helpful.

This blog entry is a summary of the information I gave him.

Ordinary jockstraps worn by men come in sizes of medium, large, extra-large (XL), and even XXL and XXXL. They are the waist sizes of guys. Guys may buy jocks in medium or large. The waist and leg straps secure the fit of the jock whereas the jock pouch holds a guy’s genital. Thus a jockstrap should fit securely but not too tightly. That would be downright uncomfortable for a guy. A jockstrap is ideal for holding a guy’s erection. Just be sure to wear your cock in a up position or the twelve o’clock position.

Men and boys normally wear a jock and cup for contact sports, but quite a few of us wear such for fetish reasons, or just because they feel real good. Hence they wear them for everyday wear.

Originally athletic cups came in just two sizes: one size for boys and one size for men. In recent years, for men, cup sizes came in large and extra large sizes to accommodate one’s penis and testicle endowment. Shock Doctor, for example, has large and extra large sizes, whereas Nutty Buddy has three sizes for men, medium, large, extra-large. So choose the cup size to hold your “junk” comfortably.

Another Partnered Session

After the couple of years of proficiency doing mmo’s, I had reached the milestone of rewiring. That achievement altered me in many esoteric ways that I shall discuss in the next post. However, one of the very pragmatic things it did to me was give me control of my pleasure and the confidence to invite my wife to participate. It was this confidence that opened to door for me to tell her about my surreptitious use of her bare derriere in the middle of the night to coax exquisite orgasms into my anus.

It needs to be mentioned that I am much more sexually motivated than she is. Regardless she has always been willing to engage in all sorts of sexual activities with me. In our 20’s it was the power she had getting my penis erect and aroused. She became incredibly adventurous; it was this adventurous spirit that allowed her to go outside the conservative comfort zone of her younger years and led her to perform analingus on me unrequested.

One of the things that stimulates her arousal is seeing me ejaculate. The sight of thick creamy semen erupting from my pulsing cock slit as she holds it in her fist along with the tactile experience of feeling my shaft pump its steamy hot load in her grasp is such a turn on it makes her pussy weep. The feeling of a hot stream of semen rolling over the back of her hand during a handjob only adds to the visual delight. Like most women her experience of sex is predominantly tied to what she is thinking and feeling and who with.

Minor progress after 1 week even if I was cheating

Last night I had a partial brake through. Went to bed with the mgx. I started on my left side. After 30 minutes of do nothing and nothing happening, not even a twitch I decided to roll over on my back. I reached down and started to massage my perineum just above the p-tab. An orgasm started almost immediately than rolled into another more intense than the first. I lost count after 5 as they started to come closer together with out a break between. They just kept coming each getting slightly more intense.

The entire time I was riding these orgasms I was holding different levels of contractions allowing my muscles to involuntarily contract but this was not happening as a feed back loop. I think it was just happening from trying to maintain a set level of contraction.

The last orgasm I remember my body was so fully engulfed that I lost track of time. The one thing that stood out about it was the sudden feeling of a strange sharp pain that exploded from my prostate that caused my belly to clench than start to flutter maybe a dozen times before stopping. This feeling was scary but exhilarating at the same time lasting mere seconds before passing to allow the orgasm feeling to swell even higher before fading off. I believe that this was caused by the mgx sliding along the prostate as it was designed to do to create these feel good feelings. Could this have been the aforementioned p-waves? I looked at the clock to find I had been surfing this session for an hour plus but didn’t want it to stop.

The Starting Point

The last few days- which happen to be my first few days with the helix syn, have been interesting.

Since the first day, I’ve started to pick up on a slow, very gradual rise of just little things. Most important: cleanliness. Purging often, showering more, shaving the hair down there… it shows to me I care, and am setting the stage for further adjustments.

More kegels, more of the time. Decided to do 100 on the train today. I’m finding that the kegel exercise is a good way to open and relax the anal muscles, which I assume will lead to good things. The main thing I’ve learned from kegels so far is that if I hold a contraction for almost as long as I can- I get spasms. They target my sphincter and perineum the most. It feels good, at least to me, it’s something new so I’ll get more used to how it feels.

What I’m finding works for me regarding the helix, is slow gyration and thrusting of the hips. Something happens where it feels like the tip of the helix is tickling- and waking up, this hidden blossoming flower. Now it appears to me I have a choice. Wake up that flower, or go on my way, and maybe stay away from this kind of stimulation? Well I’m undecided. I guess I’ll have to explore a little further and figure out if this is the kind of energy I really want to have.

The “Why” of Male “Chastity Cups” —– Explained.

I slept overnight in my XO “chastity cup”. It is probably the most comfortable cup I own. Early this morning, while lying in bed, I thought about the reasons why I like to wear these cups so much. And here is what I discovered…The answers came to me in rapid succession: Who? What? When? How? And finally…..Why?

It is the “Why” which distinguishes my use from all the others. Let me explain…….

Of course, male athletes wear cups to protect their groins from injury. If you watch a sporting event, perhaps baseball, you will notice a distinct “bulge” in the guy’s groin. It is quite obvious. That is the outline of the cup. Depending on the brand, it can be quite pronounced.

I wear a cup too for protection… from masturbation and ejaculation! It is the same vital organs that I too am protecting.

Both male athletes and I wear athletic supporters (jockstraps, if you will) with what is known as a “cup”. There is usually a “fold” of fabric in the pouch that is large enough to receive a groin cup. The jockstrap could be worn without a cup, but it is really designed for one and should be worn that way.

I wear a jockstrap/cup combination both for chastity control as well as an aid in Aneros use, wherein the back of the strap is open for ready access and non-interference for sessions from the leg straps.

The Beat Goes On

On the trip home from that first successful session my prostate was buzzing; that buzz lasted several hours. The gentle hum deep in my anal canal was juicing my libido big time. I was leaking heavy all the time. The hum in my anus also triggered intermittent erections that caused my cock to drool precum. I felt higher than a kite. I had arrived at MMO. After I arrived home I texted an on line friend in the UK that I had been sharing the details of my efforts with telling her of my success. She was fascinated. I also told my wife about my experience. She was OK with it but was still really worried about my heart and whether it was safe; we still had not had sex yet.

It was another two weeks until I had the chance to travel again, so another succession was not possible until then. It was during that two weeks of sharing the details with my friend in the UK in writing that I discovered my love of erotic writing and sharing descriptions of my anal orgasmic experience and the journey of sexual discovery I was on. So I registered for a Blog on WordPress using the name I was using on Sex Forums and began to give my sexual narrative. I used the forum thread in Sex Forums to drive readers to my WordPress Blog. Sex Forums was also where my On Line UK friend was from; her name there was Princess O. The blog was becoming very successful. At the end of that first month I had 1000 subscribers. I loved the writing. It aroused me more than watching porn. At the end of a year I had 10,000 subscribers.

Start of new chapter

This is going to be the documentation of a new chapter in my sexuality. How I got here can be found in this thread on the forum.

I got time today to try out my new pleasure tools. I have purchased both the helix & mgx just to have variety. I woke up early (5:30) before she did, was excited for my first attempt. prepped the mgx first as it looked smaller in size even though I have read it really isn’t. I went back to bed and relaxed. After about 10 minutes I no longer felt the “full feeling” in fact I didn’t feel it at but I could feel it moving up/down with each contraction/release. I tried both sides and my back, nothing. I reached down and rubbed my perineum to see if it was the same place as the p-tab location and it was (this solidifies my earlier thoughts that’s what I was stimulating before, the fabled sweet spot) as I started to get the tingle. I decided to just lay there and try the do nothing approach, let my body get used to this foreign object pressing on my prostate. I must have dozed off because I woke about an hour later to this feeling of waves or better description pulses enveloping my body. At first I thought it was my heart pounding causing the pulses but when I focused on my heart beat. I found it wasn’t beating that hard or that fast. These pulses were coming twice as fast as my heart beat and before I knew it they were gone. No tingling or electric feeling, just pulses. I tried light contractions to see if I could bring them back but no luck. It was 8:30 and I had things to do so I cleaned up.