I am back at Day 1 of SR. Here’s how things developed…..
I had been in Day 10 of SR yesterday and I have never been in more need of an ejaculation. Imagine my surprise when my wife indicated to me last night that she “wanted” me during the day when I wasn’t there! That is so unusual for her to say and it aroused me immensely, knowing that my time would come later last night. Spare all the details; I had an explosive ejaculation and couldn’t believe how much cum I produced. It was incredible!
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Fast-forward to this morning. I am awake about 4 AM and, as usual, am rock-hard. I got to thinking: is there anything left in there? Should I try for a second? The answer was “yes”. So I did two things: I listened to a favorite male ejaculation binaural and, although it seemed to get me somewhat aroused, I knew it was not going to work its magic on me. So I continued to pleasure my package. I had selected a nice track on YouTube which I had not listened to before: “KAMASUTRA TANTRA MYSTERY – SEXUAL MUSIC LOUNGE For Intimate Moments” and began to listen. Now I’m not sure exactly how this developed, but the next thing I remember is I have all my clothes off and beginning to edge. But at some point, my hand became my wife’s hand and she proceeded to edge me with an incredible technique, a combination of penile “kneading” and “stretching”. And it was very effective! OMG! She is getting me close to the PONR but knows when to stop. And then this edging fantasy turned into a meditation. Let me explain further…..
I began to dwell on how “automatic” male sexuality actually is. Yes, we can try all the tricks of the trade to get-off. All sorts of stimulation, toys, lubes, apparel. But in the end is is just the way I was made and I was made for love and sex. It really is that simple……it’s automatic how I am able to f**k! There is nothing complicated about it. My arousal will occur, I will make a move, position myself, grind, penetrate and ejaculate! Not complicated at all! And the feelings going on in my brain during this time are equally automatic. So seductive, so arousing, so horny. Is there anything more sexual that the intense pleasure I can feel?
PS I didn’t realize it but as I was typing, the YouTube changed to this next track: “KAMASUTRA BREATH ❀ MIDNIGHT EROTIC SENSUAL MUSIC LOUNGE” and it is equally as arousing. I’ll have to listen again!
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Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/its-automatic-an-edging-meditation/