Origin story & best experience yet!

So backstory first: Long time lurker, after buying a Helix classic. I was first drawn to the aneros by an ex gf deciding to get kind of handsy during a bj, surprising at first with a knuckle duster and then she used her index finger to tap down (barely) on my prostate while going down on me. I melted as I came, it was fantastic! Being curious about this new sensation and comfortable enough in my own sexuality, I decided to investigate further all the while having this image in my head of the guy in Road Trip getting his prostate milked by the nurse – I wanted to feel that even though it was an act, I wanted that feeling. So I looked at Prostate massage for men via google and came upon the aneros and forums. Jackpot, I found what I was looking for and decided to go with a Helix bc the Progasm looked a bit much at the time. The Helix reminded me of the thought I had that if I could just contort my hand the wrong way, I could milk myself lol.

Never really tried it out with weed or anything at first and I did it all wrong too, I’d masturbate while it was inserted. The orgasms were intense and amazing. Sex with it was phenomenal, I had a whole lot more cum and I just felt the orgasm shockwave through my system and whole body. I was loud af to the point where my college roommate moved out. Then I browsed a few posts about hands free orgasms, that was my new goal. Eventually after a lot of relaxation, leaving the helix in for 20min prior to starting, and also reprogramming my brain not to go for the erection and indulge in rubbing my cock. I started getting p-waves. They radiated up and out, I’d moan and try to keep quiet but to no avail I could never reach handsfree ejaculation. Then one day I felt p-wave after p-wave and the big O hit! I had a lot or precum but no ejaculation.

So, today after waking up early and popping a vyvanse (I’m adhd) I found myself with a lot of extra time on my hands post-amworkout. Brought out the Helix and decided that today was going to be my day. I took a hot shower, lubed up and inserted it in, making sure that it was on that sweet spot on my prostate. Dried off, drank a smoothie and watched random youtube videos. The p-waves hit me earlier than normal, so I got into bed pretty quick. I started feeling myself relaxing with reverse kegels and pulsing with kegels. P-waves were crashing into me like crazy! I noticed that I was also kind of squeezing my butt cheeks together while subtley flexing my hamstrings, the Helix was going in further than before, everything intensified. I felt myself ready to orgasm, a warm rush overcame me and crackled out to my fingertips. Had to keep the noise down bc I heard my roommate getting ready for class. Then another O, it was amazing!

In the middles of all the intense wave after wave, I realized something was moving inside me, I started feeling like I had this urge to pee but I instinctively knew this was cum – I hadn’t had this feeling ever but I had something similar a long time ago. The last time I had that feeling, was during a sex dream while attempting to NoFap, I woke up with a boner and a bunch of cum on me and my underwear. Back to the present, I felt it happening and in the midst of heavy breathing, flexing, pulses, waves, and low level breathy moans, I just said “HOLY SHIT!” And moaned as it happened, each pulse was another huge spurt.

I lay there in shock at what happened while my mind reeled from everything, but I kept flexing and kegeling with the Helix massaging away. Then it just happened again, big O wave build and the cumming feeling. I kept going with determination and again hands were grasping at pillows and sheets – anything but my cock. POP! I came again with another round of huge intense spurts of cum.

Still reeling in all this I went back to the shower to clean up, with the helix still in. I couldn’t help myself, I was energized and horny to have ot happen again! As I stood there in the shower, I started at it again and I felt a gentle throb and pulse again. Bracing myself against the wall, I had some O waves and then it was building up again, this time I was fully erect. Harder than ever I could feel it all about to happen again but at a lower intensity. Then I came again, pretty spent but still a good amount with a lot of “dry” shots after. I stood there basking in the warm water and the aftershock waves and pulled out the Helix before bracing myself against the wall to clean myself up again. Then I went back and collapsed on my bed for an hour. I woke up from a nap and I just had to tell someone about it all.

Thanks for all the great advice and stories in this sub, they definitely help. And thanks for reading this all haha! Idk if I should start thinking about upgrading yet or keep enjoying the Helix until it’s done haha! I got time to think it over during the holidays though!