Another “living fantasy”…..It started with my lover wanting me to start wearing my chastity cage at night instead of just my chastity cup. So I obliged. She knows that I cannot escape from my cage no matter what. She wants to really prevent me from masturbating. And she wants to see more precum. There is no expectation of orgasmic release for me now. It is a different feeling from that which I have had before. Usually, I expected a release about once a week but this time it is different. Since she has the control and the keys, I am not in control of my orgasms.
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I have regular erections within my cage now but they are not painful at all. I feel pressure from within the cage and my testicles swell up and become very hard. After a while, however, they return to normal and the pressure subsides. I suppose that I will be begging for release soon enough. The feeling while in my cage is almost like continuous arousal. I feel my precum inching its way towards the tip of my penis.
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I am listening now to a nice track: “Best of Chillout 2016 /Influence”. It’s about 2 hours long and I am not yet halfway through it. I feel another drop of precum finding its way……I will go lie down again and take this all in….
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Another aspect of this fantasy. Since I am not in control, my lover will set the time for my next release…..it could be several days, several weeks, several months, never! This feeling seems to propel precum down my cock. I shake from the realization that I may never cum again!
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Several more developments. Since I am dependent on my keyholder, I want to make sure that she has every need met so I can better achieve my goal of release and orgasm. I need to make sure that her needs are met, both physically and emotionally. I need to help her in some daily tasks. And especially take care of her sexual needs. I need to do this without direct use of my cock. I can pleasure her in different ways other than through my penis. My hands and tongue become my sexual tools. I need to explore different ways of arousing her. Will this bring us closer together?
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Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/male-chastity-fantasy-its-all-about-control/