Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum.
My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after cumming and disgusted with the idea of swallowing that tablespoon of salty semen fluid just catched with a tumbler. But with ruining these 30 seconds have been enough to let my horniness regain its level and let me follow my CEI, proving that the refractory period already had ended.