Quite the Journey

**So**. I’ve been using one Aneros or another for about 9 years now. Breathing exercises, being calm and relaxed, making sure I have plenty of time, good setting, the whole 9 yards.

During that time, I’ve felt great things around my prostate, I’ve had powerful regular orgasms, I’ve seemed to get close to _something_, but, I’ve always felt like things were still focused around my penis (and specifically the glans).

I have also just fooled around with fingers and with dildos. I believe I have no anal hangups about this. I have supportive partners, we’ve even pegged (which I also just regular orgasmed after).

**Now**. Roughly a week ago I did my usual setup, had usual great feeling, etc. Then I had to get up to deal with something, and when I came back to bed, I just sort of flopped down, legs together, knees bent at roughly a 150 degrees, on my right side.

*Almost instantly* it felt different. More like I was being massaged from behind, rather than trying to massage myself like its always been. This feeling built up and built up. My hips started doing little thrusts by themselves and I felt more like I was getting fucked rather than trying to masturbate. My butt started to tingle unlike it has before, and I just sort of rode the sensation. It was almost like I was trying to stay on top of a knob of some sort.

After a while, I had to end the session, but man was it exciting. I crossed my fingers and hoped it wasn’t a one time experience.

Now, just an hour or so ago, I replicated all of that. Again, I had to stop the experience, but I feel almost refreshed from doing it even though I didn’t orgasm, rather than let down.

Now also I get some of the things people say about it. One thing that always confused me was folks saying you don’t worry about ‘how far its in’ (or something along those lines). Also, the descriptions of feeling sound more spot on, rather than me trying to shoehorn my feelings into the descriptions.

I’ll report back later, but im feeling pretty positive about this new development, and can’t wait to try again (and again (and again)).