Background
This “session” was inspired by the song “Believe” by Cher. I went to bed wearing my XO “chastity cup” on top of my red silky boxers (with bulge pouch). I am currently in Day 10 of SR but feeling the effects of “blue-balls” since last night. I got through the night but awoke about 3 AM with an achy feeling deep in my groin. I knew that it was time for an ejaculation. After removing the chastity cup and “playing” for a while through the boxers, it didn’t take too much effort. It felt so good! I put-on the cup again and decided to listen to some relaxing musical tracks.
While listening to some favorites, an old track from Cher caught my attention: “Believe”. I moved-on and settled-into a nice selection on YouTube (about an hour long): “50 Shades of Trip-Hop, Part 3”. With headphones on, I started listening and fell-into a fantasy, of sorts. The next thing I realize is that it is an hour-and-a-half later and the music has stopped. It is now 5:30 AM! What do I remember? What happened?
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Fantasy
Well, the best that I can recall is this. The original lyrics from “Believe” go like this:
(courtesy of MetroLyrics)
“Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don’t think you’re strong enough
Well I know that I’ll get through this”
These lyrics seem to fit my feelings after this morning. Of course I did not want to ejaculate but I knew I had to. I didn’t feel the “chastity” anymore. I didn’t feel my manly sexuality either. Being in the refractory period, I just didn’t feel it at all! Would I ever get through this? Do I have the strength to pick up the pieces and retain my chastity? Would I regain my sexuality?
The truth is that I will regain it. And hopefully, it won’t take too long. Yes, there is “chastity after chastity”!
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Lesson Learned
Do I believe? Following a let-down in love (I have), it is hard to realize that there is life after love. But somehow, love finds a way to resurface and rekindles the passion in one’s life. The same feelings also seem to apply to the practice of male chastity.
Something to ponder…..
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Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/do-you-believe-in-chastity-after-chastity/