Background
Now in Day 9 of SR; wore my Mueller cup overnight. Early morning, decided to take-off the cup and replace it with a pair a silky boxers with a contour pouch. Went back to bed but couldn’t sleep; decided to lie-down on my comfortable sofa and settle-back with some relaxing massage meditation tracks. Also decided not to have a session this morning.
Meditation
While listening, I honestly felt like I would edge, then ejaculate. But what developed was a very gentle scrotal/perineum massage that completely avoided my penis. I received all the erotic sensation of this “massage” without the expectation of an ejaculation. That was not to say that I didn’t want it. I did. But without the presence of “blue-balls”, there was no reason in the world that I should ejaculate!
Outcome
I now have a semi-firm erection and my balls feel very solid. I am leaking precum too. I should ejaculate. But instead, I will let this erection settle-down until I go flaccid again, then (hopefully) I will make it through the day without the ache in my groin, signalizing to me that it is indeed time for a release! But I really want to progress to Day 10 and beyond in this “run” of semen retention! What a feeling to be at max-T!
PS Taking-off the “chastity cup” for me is always a risky proposition because I cannot keep my hands off my male package. Usually, this “signals” to my subconscious mind that I am ready and eager for an ejaculation! But this morning, I was determined to rise-above that feeling and while maintaining that sexy, erotic pleasure of impending ejaculation, I would delay that ejaculation for another day, another time!
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Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/dont-be-so-eager-to-ejaculate/