In my career and real life I have always traveled to a different drum. I am a child of the 60’s who never abandoned my 1960’s values. Somehow I managed to develop a career that allowed me to follow my socially responsible values and still be modestly successful financially. I am not rich at all but have enough to retire without financial strain. I retired three months ago at 67. I was confident in my career and was recognized for my offbeat leadership. The career path I followed was on the edge of mainstream and out in the open and known. But while my socially responsible career was known by many in my real life, there was this sexual side of me that was curious, questioning, unsettled and hidden. The only outlet I had for it was my rich fantasy life, erotic daydreams and written expression in my highly personal recreational erotic writing. Women were always the focus. Yet in the back of my mind was this plaintive fantasy that wouldn’t it be amazing if an orgasm would last for more than a few seconds and I wonder what the turn on is for homosexual men.
Then, a little less than 14 years ago while I was cruising the internet I stumbled across the Aneros Forum, which was then just a collection of forum threads that was part of HIH’s on line business; there was no chat. I was intrigued. It was March 2004; I was home alone recovering from open heart surgery 3 months earlier; any kind of sex was off limits until the summer (three months later). I was grounded with a lot of time on my hands to read and research this phenomenal thing called Super O the Forum threads described. Even more intriguing was the fact that it was achieved by anal penetration, something I was very curious about. I joined that spring. I ordered my first Aneros in March and studied it carefully in anticipation of inserting it when I got the ok for sex. So in June when the doc oked me to have sex again I had my first Aneros experience. That was the beginning. Since then I have been a member here, changing my names every few years for security reasons.
I had no success for 6 months. By the end of 2004 I was having naiscent MMO’s; meager but promising. With a year or two of practice and the right device I had my first Super O after 6 months. By the end of the 2nd year I was having 2 hour chains of intense super orgasms. At the end of the 2nd year I was rewired.
Suddenly my entire sexual world was revealed to me. My erotic thoughts expanded to both genders. I joined several on line sex forums and developed open platonic friendships with women. I was able to ask sexual and erotic questions of women in a way that was absurdly informative and highly arousing. I began to cam with men and women articulating my feelings and sensations and weaving lurid narratives and dialogues culminating in mutual orgasms with men which was exciting and intriguing.
That was 13 plus years ago that this journey began. I am going to narrate that journey starting with this entry. This is a rebirth of my blog here. I had one here under my previous name. it had 100 entries and was 800 pages long. It was a narrative of my daily sex life. This one will be my story. It will pick up from that first experience in the summer of 2004 and will discuss every step and every discovery that I have made in the last 13+ years. I hope that you will all enjoy it.
Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/the-beginning-4/