Woke up at 5:30 again, felt empty. I went and got the helix to start the day. I know I should give a day between sessions but woke up several times with a screaming hard boner. God I need to get laid but know it most likely won’t ever happen again. Hell I’ve forgot what it feels like to have a hot wet pussy wrapped around my cock, it’s been so long
Slipped back into bed on my left side. I decided to start w/ do nothing and breating. I can feel the helix sliding in/out ever so slightly w/ each breath but not actually sliding or putting any pressure on my prostate. No different than the first time or second time, I know it’s there just not responding to tactile input yet on that side. I don’t know how long it was but I felt a jolt go from my prostate up thru my cock. With in seconds I was hard as a rock. Having my cock grow is not uncommon when doing an external massage, sometimes if the feeling is just right, but it is generally a slow gradual increase in size taking maybe 10 seconds to full size. This was fully soft and small at about 1.5″ long to full engorge of around 8″ in literally 2 seconds. It felt wonderfully full and just south of the painfull kind of hard on one gets with a cock ring that is on the edge of being to small. I almost wanted it to get to that point. I didn’t jerk when this happened to cause a contraction, I just breathed feeling a sliding motion waiting for the next jolt or tingle to come my way.
Again I over relaxed and fell a sleep on my side (gotta stop doing that) waking a while later to the same pulsing feeling like yesterday. Pulses at twice my heart rate. I tried doing ever so light contractions in time w/ every other breath but no joy.
Got a quick flash of what my be in the future. Each use gets me closer to the “prize” if you will.
Need to restart the SR clock after 10 days. Fell off the wave while taking my shower today. I just can’t seem to get my muscles to fully relax to get a dry o while masturbating. I can feel my prostate vibrate while on the edge and it feels absolutely awesome. Than without warning I go to explode level and all I can do is watch it flow out.
I think I’m going to have to lay off the cock/balls ring as waking up several times a night with a raging hard on, as wonderful as it feels, is starting to become frustrating as I know I can’t do anything about it. If I could just get to the dry o level I would not feel so bad about it. I NEED TO GET FUCKING LAID SO BAD. Sorry, was that my outside voice? I want to share this new journey with someone that would help to expand it or encourage it, besides you guys that is. Ok rant over.
l think that is all for this week. I most likely won’t get to play with my pleasure tools again till next week end. Although I might be able to get some standing room only sessions in the shower for my daily “me time”. 15-20 minutes is better than none.
Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/112518-2/