Woah

So it’s been maybe a month since the last time I played, but man was the craving there. Same set up as always, helix syn, porn, and my trusty hash oil pen.

Pretty normal session, aside from the fact that I was very horny from anticipation. The porn choice I selected is arguably more tame than what I’d normally watch, but how my body was feeling watching it you’d probably wouldn’t be able to tell the difference. I’ve found that I prefer watching something more audible (lots of moaning, screaming, etc) is way more stimulating while playing since I might not be watching. About half an hour in I decide to hit the vape pen and it really gets things going. About another half an hour goes by of riding the wave up and down and I had another wet orgasm. Instead of stopping the session here, I decided to keep riding it out for another 10 minutes since I was still feeling it.

I got up to clean up and take a shower and this is where things got interesting. As I was washing my hair I would close my eyes and I when I did it almost felt like everything was on a slant. I was having some audio hallucinations as well, must have been spilled over from the porn I was watching. There was very much an enlightened/euphoric feeling I was having while showering, and feeling very self aware of all the sensations while I was showering. If any of you are experienced with psychedelics, this was very similar to (if not exactly the same) as the “peak”. For the rest of the day I was feeling insanely horny, probably tugged it out 5 or so times haha.

Does anyone else go through this state after play? I do realize this feeling is mostly due to the vape pen, but I’ve never achieved the super O and I’m thinking what I experienced is yet another step closer towards that goal.