Saturday, January 12, 2019 12:21
So my journey is just a little over a week old, and already I have had incredible, previously unknown experiences. I definitely see this journey lasting the rest of my life, and transforming and aiding many life experiences as well as my orgasmic life.
Obviously, it also has its challenges. This week it has almost entirely taken over my life. Between reading the forums, writing on the forum, having Aneros experiences, and experiencing Aless almost all day long, I can hardly think about anything else. I make my own work schedule and I have a lot of private time, so it can be easy to postpone or procrastinate on other things. I’m very glad I had some appointments this week, or it may have totally lost myself in the euphoria.
I have also had some physical warning signs this week, especially after using the Aneros for any protracted time. Particularly after one protracted and very physical session, I experienced abdominal pain and extreme fatigue, which made me feel kind of dysfunctional. At the end of the session I had probably the biggest ejaculation I have had in a very very long time, so I’m sure that was a factor. I’ve also had headaches after two longer sessions, which I’m quite sure were brought on by the massager. Lastly, I also have some lingering dull pain in my rectum following the longer sessions. I’ve been able to convert these in my mind to pleasure, so they are not much of a problem. I think of it as longing, which actually might be the case. Lastly, the device and the forum have been “robbing” me of a lot of my sleep, so I know I am not well rested.
This morning I invited Helix into the shower with me again. I really enjoy having her there with me. I slipped her in, and just enjoyed feeling her in me as I went through my showering activities. I have a feeling that using the Helix in the shower when it is safe to do so (4 times a week) might be enough for me to make progress in my journey, since I am having a lot of Aless experiences as well. Hopefully this would put parameters around my journey that would integrate a little better into my life.
What do you guys think? Anybody else have this kind of experience, especially right at the beginning? How did you make adjustments?
Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/adjusting-to-a-more-sane-routine/