So a few nights ago, I had my first experience with the wild animal within breaking its restraints and taking over for a while. I still did not acheive Super O, but the pleasure was intense enough to keep me awake for about 5 hours straight. The next day I experienced the involuntary contractions all the way until I had settled in back at home for the night. I was super excited to try and spark things back up that night, but I was just too damn tired. I put the toy in had paid for [Mindgasm.net](https://Mindgasm.net) pro access and readied myself up to try the internal flame 60 minute session ……..and fell asleep within minutes. I did end up waking back up determined to keep my high going. But I missed out on keeping the involuntaries going because they had dissapeared after i slept. However, I still went forward with the Internal flame and was shocked at the new feelings. It was completely different from the night before and I feel like there is a link between the two that I might have had if I was able to keep the involuntaries going on top of it. The new feeling was just this incredible awareness of the buzzing/warm feeling in my center that led up into my abdomen. It eventually translated into this clenching in my stomache muscles that would build up all the way as high into my chest as they could. My entire back clenched so much that my muscles are sore and sometimes it would force my butt cheeks to clench as well. My foot cramped up a few times from clenching i think too. I tried to force myself to relax and a few times it would work, but it felt wrong to do so. Eventually i just let the clenching build as much as it wanted to. I believe i’m on the right track, but i think i needed a bit more movement from involuntaries. I felt so close the time before last, but now i feel like I just need to tie in the two sessions together and I might actually get there. I’ve felt so close to losing control completely and even just thinking about the peak gets me excited. I just feel like I need about 12 hours straight to make it happen *facepalm*…… Hoping you guys can confirm i’m still on the right track. Maybe someone can relate. I thought my damn wife took a long time to orgasm sometimes, but damn…. this is crazy. I’m going to have to drop every other hobby i have in favor of “sleeping” all day. I feel like Goku about to go Super Saiyan for the first time. I just need to figure out the final trigger that sets me off for the first time…..
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The buzzing feeling is what you are after. Eventually that builds up and buzzes so fast it turns into an orgasim. But just keep focusing on the buzzing and how it feels.
I also find it best to try and avoid those very strong contractions. Try ease them off if they starting to get super strong. Like surfing a wave or riding a skateboard. Have to avoid the ones where you grip down and clench
You are certainly on the right track!
Just keep going. Maybe start with a toyless lesson 6 to get the awareness going. Then do 2 or 5 to get physical involuntaries going with an Aneros inserted if you own one.
And if the next few sessions aren’t “as good” as your last level up, that’s okay too. Avoid chasing what you reached last time, only then will you get there again.
Enjoy the journey!