Started wondering where the feeling had gone. Not that SO’s were bad during the past month to month an a half but they just didn’t hit the spot like they had been previously. Well, last four sessions over the past two weeks have hit new highs. Actually have to scream into a pillow to keep people outside from thinking I’m being violently murdered.
I’ve learned I have to let them come on their own. It’s easy to try to force it but it’s a LOT better to just wait. I’ve learned to like the sensation as it builds, kind of a tense, peaceful, ecstasy. I’ll give the device an absolute minimum of movement to build the sensation just a bit, then stop, maybe a bit more and stop. Then, I can finally feel the wind-up and POW.
Been quite the learning experience.