I’ve done it!

Hi again. Before starting to tell you about last night’s session, let me remind you that all the experiences that I’m sharing are completely subjective, which means that each person may feel different things or may link different feelings/sensations to different words. Take in mind that everyone is different and that what works for me might not work for you. Having said this, I can start telling you about the life changing experience last night’s session was.

I followed my usual routine. I had a shower and prepared everything for my session(you already know this, let’s skip it and go to the good part. Well, I’m happy to say that today there were no water leaks, hehe). Once I was on my bed, I lubed my finger and I started stimulating my ass with it in order to lube and stretch my insides. My finger was giving me good feelings, I wasn’t feeling my prostate or something, but I really enjoy touching myself. Once I felt I was prepared, I took my finger out, I lubed my aneros helix trident and, slowly, I slided it in. I firstly introduced 1/3 of the toy, then 2/3 and my ass happily took the rest while giving me pleasurable sensations. In this moment, I lay back and let my body do its thing.

As soon as I breathed, my legs started to shake, it wasn’t a strong movement, but I knew that something had really changed as it usually takes me some time to do so. I just focused on the pleasurable sensations I was feeling. I relaxed more and more and I just couldn’t imagine anything, I was too relaxed. During this part, I started not to feel my ass or penis, which means, everything my toy was doing was being felt my whole body rather than by my ass or genitals. The state of calmness I was experiencing was amazing. I suddenly had some thoughts about it being boring, but they disappeared as soon pleasure came back. Waves of pleasure came one after another, each one being stronger than the last one. I had a similar sensation that morning, while having a morning session with the toy, but the strength of this waves was x times better, I just don’t even know how they felt anymore.

The pleasure waves continued coming and going for the following minutes until they decided to stay. I was just feeling better and better and my breathing started to slightly change. At this point I was doing some broken “aaaaaaaaa, aaaaaa” sounds, but they were quite low as I didn’t want my parents to notice what I was doing. I focused on my breathing and it became regular again, which made me relax even more and feel more pleasure. I have to say that my legs kept shaking during this whole time and I felt as if my bed was moving, as the mattress was trembling. I started to feel the waves of pleasure reach higher and higher, I mean, I felt them in my whole body, but another wave-like feeling started to climb up my body. It continued until everything went dark. It was pure bliss, I was just feeling out of my body and I couldn’t believe it. This feeling wasn’t “instense” in the way we are used to, so I cannot really tell you whether it was an orgasm or not. However, it felt that good that if it wasn’t an orgasm, next time I feel something more powerful I’m gonna die.

After the “orgasm” finished, I was feeling super relaxed and super happy, so I continued to play some more. I have to admit that my body was almost at its limit, I’m not used to p-waves, those were the first ones I really experienced, and it was hard to embrace them. Moreover, my legs had been shaking nonstop for more than 30 minutes, but that didn’t stopped me, it was now or never. The p-waves continued and they felt amazing. At some point I started to feel my cock, I had only felt its presence while drooling some precum, but this time it got super hard. This made me realise I had a toy in my ass, since the aneros pressed againts my prostate. I really thought I was going to have a HFWO, I even tried to stimulate my nipples (it was quite useless, as they were completely eclipsed by the p-waves). Nonetheless, I gave up trying to cum, I wasn’t doing all of that to take my fluids out, I just wanted to feel more, that’s what I decided. My dick became soft again and I continued enjoying my session.

I must say I don’t even know how intense it became, but I started to lose the control of my body. My legs started to move even more, even my abs were shaking at this point. I tried to move my arms to stimulate my nipples a couple of times, but they didn’t respond (I didn’t care, my nipples wouldn’t have improved the sensations I was having). I started to do some low noises (I was lucky I didn’t start moaning like crazy, even if I am not a vocal person, everything could happen), I choked myself very softly with my hand, I hugged myself with both of my arms. It was like it wasn’t my body anymore. At some point I tried to open my eyes and see what was happening, but they rolled back and closed again, I couldn’t bear all that pleasure.

I spent some more minutes like this until something inside my switched on. My legs started moving even more, and so did my whole body. My abs contracted, my hips started moving as well. I had several convulsions, it seemed like I was having a seizure, but it felt amazing. It wasn’t like the orgas-like sensation I had before, it was just me being taken over by all the pleasure I had during my session. At this point I had already surpassed my limits, so my body made it clear that couldn’t stand more pleasure by doing this. Once the convulsions finished, I opened my eyes and I didn’t believe what had just happened. My legs started shaking again, but it was clear that I couldn’t take anymore pleasure, so I took the aneros out. I stayed in bed some more minutes trying to understand what I had experienced while I was still shaking. Afterwards, I decided to get up to clean myself, my whole body started to feel electrocuted and my legs and jaw started shaking, it was awesome. I could finally go to the bathroom and clean myself. Then, I went to sleep.

Some minutes later I woke up and I knew my body wanted to burst some fluids, so I decided that I would go with some nipple play. My dick stiffen and everything felt nice, but I knew it could be better. Suddenly, I realized I was focusing on my dick rather than relaxing. Once I changed my mindset, something switched on and I started to feel more pleasure. My dick was steel hard and I was controlling the pleasure I was having to the point I knew I could cum whenever I wanted. My dick became even harder and I started to feel some contractions inside my body, my fluids had started their journey out of my body. I took that sensation and let my cock fill with cum until I decided it was enough. I usually have an unbearable sensation when this happens, but this time, it was eclipsed by pleasure. I finally decided it was time to cum, and so I did. My dick started throbbing and it felt as it would explode. I felt the cum inside of my dick even more until I bursted. Each contraction gave me tons of pleasure, I even stopped feeling my dick. It was the best ejaculation I ever had without taking the orgasm into account, it was just as intense and pleasurable as I wanted it to be. I was having my best HFWO ever.

After everything was out, I opened my eyes to see a huge load on my stomach and chest. I cleaned it up (I don’t care about eating my precum, but actual cum doesn’t make me want to eat it) and went to sleep.

I’m so happy because of the sensations I was able to feel. Today I am going to have another aneros session, it is more than possible that nothing really happens, but I just want to relax and see where the toy takes me. This whole session was a life changing experience, I now understand pleasure and orgasms in a very different way. I wish I got to experience this sensations several times in my life, as they are the best that ever happened to my sexuality. I also wish all of you could achieve something similar (each one will feel different things), it really makes life more enjoyable.