Last night I had another session. For the first time I experienced the “toy fucking you on it’s own” thing. It was because I was slightly contracting and the muscle started to give out. It felt ok. That’s it. I was more excited by what was happening if anything. Is this a step in the right direction?
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Yup! For me, every sensation is a step in the right direction. If I have a session (every now and again) where I feel little to no pleasure I say to myself, “its all a part of the journey. What did I do wrong or different tonight that I don’t usually do?”.
It’s usually not too long until I realise what I was doing differently or just wrong. But it’s all learning so the next time I know not to do that again. So it’s all progress.
To answer your question directly though, yes, you are making progress, any extra or different feeling is progress. Al these feelings come together in the end to become one giant, entire body experience.
The “Autofucking ” as its known is an amazing feeling. And being able to concentrate on allowing it to continue is a big part of what’s next. When it first started for me I would clench involuntarily, until I realised that I was just stopping it from moving. Now that I can reach the point of autofucking, and let it continue uninterrupted, it just hammers my prostate and I don’t actually have to do anything, it’s pretty incredible.
Keep it up!
There is a video on here of that happening and I was about to ask if they were made to go in and out like that. Apparently it’s an involuntary muscle spasm.