Thoughts after first few session with Aneros.

Hello, I wrote a post on r/prostateplay describing my background. I want to preface by saying that even though I am excited and relieved I was able to have this HFWO, I had to break a couple of my rules to achieve it (weed and pornography), so it’s a little bittersweet.

I have been interested in prostate orgasms for a couple of weeks now. I’ve been struggling to quit masturbating to pornography and came across mindgasm as an alternative. I started practicing mindgasm in Earnest two weeks ago and started with a njoy wand about a week ago; I received my Helix Syn today. Over these two weeks, I have had some lovely sensations and generated precum, but not reached a full orgasm. I have been researching techniques and digesting the philosophy somewhat obsessively on the forums. Compared to the Njoy wand, the Aneros is much more subtle; it revealed that most of my time with the wand was spent hitting the bladder. With the Aneros, I found it hard to even notice at first. I like how it takes the guesswork out of the equation, and you just insert it and let it find the prostate on it’s own. I feel like I would have been poking around in the wrong places for a while with the njoy just to generate intense stimulation, that was almost painful. I’m so glad that is not necessary in this game.

My first session started in the afternoon, shortly after opening the package. I began with midgasm-style contractions, and soon enough, I began to feel something, which built to an erection with precum, but at this point, I tend to focus too much on my penis and lose it. This is what would happen with the wand as well. I went through this cycle maybe one or two more times and then got bored and put it aside. I started this session sober and had my first wave of pleasure sober, but I decided to vape because I’m impatient… The THC gave me more connection to my prostate sensations and brought me more in tune with the contractions, but it’s a double-edged sword that can lead to rumination and anxiety.

I have also been practicing sr the last week, and nightly sessions with the wand and mindgasm have made me extra horny. I began the second session around 10 pm. I decided to vape again and began. I spent about an hour not getting anywhere and decided to try the wand because I wanted to feel something more overt. I spent about 20 minutes with the wand, and didn’t get anywhere. The brute force technique I had been using was so crude compared to what I was experiencing with the Aneros that I decided to switch back. I’m no pro with the wand; I’m sure it can do amazing things. So back to the Aneros, I think I was trying too hard at this point, I wasn’t getting anywhere, and after about 30 minutes, I thought I was giving up. I left the device in but grabbed my computer to look on the forums to see if I could find some inspiration. I found a user whose post history led me to a porn subreddit. I was just briefly checking it out, which I’m not supposed to be doing, and came across a reasonably hot clip, only one minute long and not even full screen. I let it play through several times and found myself suddenly insanely aroused. I hadn’t looked at porn for about two weeks and was extra sensitive. Before I knew it, the helix was going crazy, and I had a massive HFWO; it felt pretty amazing and was unexpected. After this, I took a break for an hour, then decided to try again. I went for about another hour and was getting close, but soon caved and started helping out with my hands, I got to the point where I was close to the PONR then took my hands off and let the Aneros lead me into maybe an even more intense orgasm than the first, but sadly also wet.

I’m very happy I was able to experience these, but disappointed I had to rely on pornography to achieve it. I feel like it’s probably been worth it, because I at least know my body can generate this kind of pleasure. Still, I imagine I’ll have to undergo a period of abstinence and “boring sessions” if I wish to achieve anything without external stimulation.

I started writing this post a few days ago and have since had a couple more sessions, also using porn and weed, I guess I’m on a bit of a relapse binge. The last session was very intense, I think I’m making some good progress, felt like I was about on a 7/10 on the orgasm scale for a few minutes, not sure, maybe p-waves, lots of involuntary movements. I found reading the Aneros WIki super informative; what a gold mine. Laying on my right side, as recommended, has proven very effective. Now I will look into the KSMO technique, which seems to align well with what I’m after. Very grateful to have found this magical new world.