What did I get into?

So… here is the story. I’ve played around with traditional dildo type toys… have gotten some “sensations” but I was usually pretty disappointed in any kind of results.

Last week – I finally pulled the trigger and ordered a Helix trident syn (I think… the black non vibrating one) and while i was waiting for that to arrive – i ordered the progasm. I actually received the progasm first.. and was excited to try it out. I inserted – and was surprised to find that it did NOT readily slip out. – I used it for about 90 minutes – but nothing really.. a couple “ooh.. what was that? ” then gone away.

A couple days later my Helix arrives. I find myself with a rare “day by myself” and I figure I’m gonna try this out.

I inserting the Helix. Nothing special. I lay on my back.. slowly doing some contractions. It feels ok… but I feel that I’m just not relaxed enough.

I flip over to lay on my stomach. Flacid- pushed downward where my pelvis is against the bed. I seperate my legs a little- but angle my legs like I’m kinda pigeon toed – opening up my ass a little.

I quickly find out that if I pull the helix into my core – and hold it – it will eventually lose “its grip” and like a worn out fatigued muscle – it kinda “flutters” back to relaxed. This starts some sensations

Sooner than later I realize that I’m tensed up and concentrating on this feeling like an ice cube on my taint area?.. I can concentrate and make the area grow in size – kinda like an orgasm seed as someone previously mentioned. I can hear myself grunting… actually grunting like a deranged horny beast. I can ride the wave and eventually that ice cube feeling explode into a flaccid HFDO… I calm down… slowly.. I realize my helix is being held in to a constant contraction. I MENTALLY make the effort to loosen up the helix. As soon as I do I feel a tickle again. A slight cold.. there it is.. that ice cube. Make it grow… bugger – bigger… Whoosh! Another HFDO. I slowly slide back and slow my breath… I concentrate and every conscious thought goes into a kinda reverse kegel… loosen up the ass and it starts to do is own thing – right away – without trying.. here it comes! Woosh… again… then again! Then Again… im getting tunnel vision… i think my helix is pummeling in and out. I can’t stop the sensations. I *think* ive passed out… i know I’m coming down a bit but it’s going right back up! Again! Woosh!

I physically move myself to try and stop the flutters and constant simulation (even though I’m not moving)… i get up off the bed – I’m literally scared. WTF just happened? It takes me 2 hours to stop trembling. But now I’m curious.. the wife just told me she was coming home late from work… i have another 4 hours…

I go back to the helix and lay on my back. Again – nothing much in this position. I move back to my stomach… turn my legs I like pigeon toed… then here we go!.

I go again for another couple hfdo… but I’m afraid to let it go too long this time.

I clean up… but now – somehow my inside are still pulsating – with no toy – hours later! I spend all night laying next to my wife – biting my tongue – because I’m having hfdo without toy… although not as strong. But I was able to mentally set myself off all night long.. I finally had to rub a couple out just to be able to sleep THE NEXT DAY!.. i guess I’m just lucky that this happened on my first real attempt..