Aneros session winding down & I need guidance.

My last orgasm was Monday. I haven’t really been playing around very much with denial lately. In truth I haven’t had any discipline. I’ll scroll through Reddit or Tumblr, see something that turns me on, and just jack off straight to orgasm. But after Monday, I decided to put myself back into denial for a bit. I’m going on a road trip next week and I want to be really horny while I’m traveling. The hornier I get, the more bisexual I get, and the more open to new experiences I am. Horny travel makes for some great stories.

Late last night I ate a gummy and it kicked in full force around 2:00 a.m. I slipped in a Progasm and had a lot of fun. I had several anal orgasms and a lot of hands-free dry orgasms while I was high, but I didn’t ejaculate so I’m still crazy horny. In fact, this is the most aroused I’ve been in several months.

Right now I’m coming down from the THC but I’m still edging. I have my big biggest butt plug in, almost 2″ in diameter, and nipples are standing out a good inch inside the suckers. I keep letting myself get soft, then look at porn and stroke myself to the edge. I edge an edge and ride it for a while, then take a break until I go soft again. I’ve been doing that for the last hour and a half and I’m absolutely fucking desperate to cum. I also have half a mind to get on Grindr and find somebody to go play with. I’m really losing my brain right now. It’s taken me over 45 minutes to write this for you.

At this point, I can’t think straight. I’ll leave it up to all of you. What should I do? Should I jack myself to an amazing orgasm and finally shoot my cum? Should I keep myself in denial but continue edging until it’s just too dangerous to keep going, then stop so I stay all needy and desperate? Should I go online and find somebody to play with?

What should I do?