Minor Milestone with the Helix Syn

Hey guys! I have been a lurker in r/aneros and r/prostateplay for a long time. About a month ago, I finally decided to take the plunge and buy myself an aneros. After doing some research, I decided that the Helix Syn seemed like the best toy and the one that was most recommended for beginners. When I first got the helix, I was super excited and tried it several times over a couple weeks, with little (if any success). I had a totally free day today, so I decided to have some fun. I thought I’d kind of journal what happened and post it here to see if you all might have any tips or advice for me for the future. Sorry in advance for the long post.

This time, rather than blitzing through clean-up (I prefer to douche before playing in the backdoor, I know it isn’t strictly necessary, but it helps me to relax) and getting the toy in as fast as possible, I decided to take my time and try and be mindful during the cleanup process.

I started with a warm bath. I put some lo-fi beats on and listened to them while relaxing. I washed my hair and body while relaxing and breathing deeply. After I was done with the bath, I cleaned up inside. After I was clean, I laid a towel out on my bed (again, personal preference) and laid down on it. I hooked my headphones up to my computer and went through the first Mindgasm lesson to meditate a little bit and get my PC muscles warmed up. After that, I took care to lube myself and the aneros up generously with a mixture of the beeswax/coconut oil/shea butter mixture from the forums and just plain coconut oil (mixing the two was something new I tried this time, as I have felt the way I’ve made the mixture is too thick and doesn’t lube well. I’ll use a higher ratio of coconut oil in my next batch).

I slipped the aneros in, laid on my back with my hands near my head and my legs straight out. I put on a video of a [super orgasm walk-through](https://thisvid.com/videos/aneros-super-o-walkthrough-leaking-a-lot-of-precum/) that I’ve watched before. I partially closed my laptop, and just listened to it with my eyes closed and laying down. I kept my PC muscles flexed at maybe 45-50% and just held that. It took a few minutes, but soon my muscles were trembling. It was difficult but I kept up the contraction. Quickly after the trembling started, more muscles started twitching, moving the aneros around. I can confidently say that these were involuntaries. There is no way I could have that much control over those muscles down there.

I kept it up for as long as I could, but I think I got too excited and lost concentration. It was definitely very encouraging to get some involuntaries going. Thus far, I hadn’t really had anything spectacular happen with the aneros except for some better orgasms when jerking off after failed sessions. Though I didn’t really get any farther than the involuntaries this time, I’m excited to continue experimenting in the future.

If you made it this far, thanks for sticking to it and listening to me ramble. I am always open to comments/suggestions/advice and would love to chat with anyone about these wonderful little toys. Cheers!