I am getting there…

It‘s been some wild 2 -3 weeks and today is probably the most intense and craziest day so far…

I‘m a single 49 y/o straight male who is used to watching porn and wanking off, almost on a daily basis.

It even went so far that I‘ve developed a temporary ED, simply because of numbing my natural senses and overloading my mind and body with way too many stimuli.

My porn kinks got stronger and more bizarre and I literally spent more time searching for the hottest flics than enjoying my wanks.

Last month I‘ve made a decision to get rid of all the old blocking and harmful behavior and to kind of „restart“ myself in several ways.

I‘ve always been open to anal play, prostate play and other stuff but all the dildos that I have bought over the years just did not do it for me and probably only have supported my fantasy as I wanted to get pegged by my gf – if I had one lol.

Well, somehow I stumbled across this subreddit and found „Mindgasm“ which definitely was a huge eye-opener. Right from the beginning I could „roll“ my PC muscles and leaked a lot. On the third day, I had the first longer P-waves – still veeeery low level of course.

Then I read about the Aneros and ordered Progasm, Progasm Jr. and the Helix Syn because I‘ve been horny as hell and wanted way too much, way too fast. A huuuuuge mistake!

Gradually and with a lot of backlashes I needed to learn to veeery gently approach this new topic and have a lot of patience to literally enjoy the whole journey, instead of aiming for the big O!

FOR ME the experience is best when I

– am fully prepped & relaxed (douche, empty bladder, breathing, „do nothing“, slight contractions…)
– have a loooot of lube (absolutely important to allow mobility of the massager)
– do not expect anything (just go with the flow)
– do not force myself with the progress

TODAY I had another go with the blue Helix, prepped myself as usual and had some good and very long lasting P-waves with muscle twitching all over the place. Since a few days now I am also listening to some binaural beats and/or my „new love“ Shibby.

Anyway… After 1,5 hours I just could not resist and simply HAD to wank off again – old me – but I couldn‘t get hard either. No good ending but I went with it.

My prostate somehow was not satisfied though and after some 2 hours of watching TV I‘ve decided to give it another try – without any toy, without any touch, only with binaural beats from YT.

And what can I say? My prostate was still in the mood and the frequency of that file simply ignited a pulsating rhythm in my crotch that allowed me to ride some very intense and very long lasting P-waves! One wave after the other.

A huuuuge progress when I compare it to the last few days.

I am still not there – of course – and probably still far from a HFDO or HFWO but I enjoy every wave that i can ride!!!

I am sooo greatful for the last 2 weeks and am looking forward to learning so much about me, my body and soul.

For those that are interested in the file that I used just some hours ago:

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And also:

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Give it a try :-)))

Thanks a lot for all the postings so far they‘ve been veeeery helpful to me.

—- pls. pardon any typos or grammar errors, I am not native in English but I guess you guys are open minded anyways… Cheers.

Source: https://www.reddit.com/r/aneros/comments/16jv9fp/i_am_getting_there/