An unbelievable feeling

So I bought the Helix Syn and Progasm a couple weeks ago after reading a crazy amount of praise and reading about the “Super O”. I have a good amount of experience with anal play. I own a dildo that I have fucked myself to a hand free anal orgasm before (with cum) although that hasnt happened for a year or so. I have come before from having my ass fucked too.

So I buy 2 Aneros because I can’t quite decide and I didn’t want to get one and be disappointed it was too small.

Session 1: I put the helix syn in and try working it. I somewhat learn to fuck myself with it, hands free of course, and it feels nice and I feel relaxed. After a while I decided the helix wasn’t giving me enough stimulation and switch to the progasm. It feels like a lot more direct stimulation but still doesn’t quite do it. I gave this session about an hour, but ended up riding my dildo and jerking off at the end.

Session 2: Basically the same as the first, except after 30 minutes I got impatient and fucked myself with the prograsm trying to achieve prostate orgasm. Ended up jerking off.

Session 3: Really lay out a lot of time. I’m pretty tired from getting up early for work and am relaxed. I put the helix syn in and start the contractions to fuck myself with it. This goes on for about 30 minutes and then I’m so relaxed i fall asleep on and off for a couple minutes at a time before jerking awake from the prostate stimulation I assume.

Then I take a call from my friend with it in. I’m not really doing too much with it, just letting it sit. It is probably in there an hour+ at this point. After the phone call I add more lube and decide to try relaxing again and fucking myself with contractions. I really focus this time. Notice every little movement of the toy. Let myself really feel it.

Little involuntary shakes start. Not strong but noticeable. I keep pushing out and then taking the toy back in. Little muscle spasms happen everywhere. I can feel every little movement of the helix. My focus is laser sharp on my prostate. Its getting harder to keep up the contractions because the pleasure is strong and my body wants to shake with each push or pull and I thrust my hips with it.

Suddenly it feels like I’m not voluntarily fucking my ass with the toy. Its fucking me. I give little contractions to prompt it along. I’m shaking. My breathing is sporadic and I’m moving around in pleasure. My heart is racing. Racing like it hasn’t in a long long time. This feeling is very new. I can feel something building stronger and stronger.

Its so new and strange and amazing that its distracting me slightly from the experience. My mind is being blown that this is happening and I’m thinking how right all of you were. This is breaking my concentration. I’m trying to focus on the pleasure and am mostly succeeding, but I can feel I’m not concentrating fully.

I try to keep the involuntary movement going but little by little it dies away and I’m back to trying to keep my contractions going.

I probably continued this session for another 2 hours trying to get back to that point. I would say I got near the involuntary fucking point a couple times but didn’t quite get it going.

But I’m so excited for next time. I can tell that feeling I had is just the beginning and that I am building toward something crazy… I’m so ready to have a full body shaking uncontrollable orgasm.

So I guess what I had was what you guys would call a small orgasm? Or maybe even just a little below that level. I dont think any cum came out this way, but I was way too busy to check. I forgot to mention that I achieved the amazing feeling in the recommended side position, though I did switch it around leading up to that point.

I guess my only questions are how much further do I have to go? And is the push out and then squeeze back in to create a fucking motion with the toy how everyone does it?

Now that its been over for hours im still enjoying the after glow. My ass feels amazing and I just feel very relaxed and stress free. Thanks so much for turning me on to these amazing toys.