This is just a quick fantasy that I've had in my head lately. I figured I might want to jot it down, and what better place than here.
Usually I'm not a big porn watcher…for lots of reasons, however erotic stories usually do it for me and get my mind working. However during a session I don't really want to read in most cases, so I'll read a little if I know I plan to have one later or something…my mind usually takes off after that point.
He and I are both naked…kissing. He's sitting in a chair…I'm in his lap facing him. My fingers entwined in his hair as we kiss deeply, passionately. His arms are around me caressing my back, holding me close to him. My chest is pressed against his, I can feel him breathing, I can even feel his heart beating. I'm sure he feels me breathing, and my pounding heart as well. There is a mirror across the room that we can see our reflection in. His erection is between us, hard, throbbing, and dripping. Without breaking our kiss I shifted my hips taking him into me. Now I'm skewered by his engorged manhood. I relax into him, around him. He's a very adept man when it comes to energy, so then I feel him "shoot" his energy into me. It feels almost like a jolt of lightening. I gave him his energy back, then mixed a little of mine in. The energy exchange continues for a while…
I've never gotten farther than that before my mind stalls out….and the image of us together just stays in my head. I have no idea why that image to me is so erotic…it just is.
Source: https://www.aneros.com/blogs/just-a-little-fantasy/
Images plus fantasy are more powerful than explicit porn. The literature and research out there supports that premise. You are doing good to keep such powerful arousal confined to your husband. You will make him one happy brother and in turn, he will pour his love on you.