I ended my current SR run at Day 18 yesterday. No apparent reason. I did not have any “blue-balls” and felt that I could easily extend this run to Day 21 and beyond. But sooner or later, I knew I would have to end it. So I masturbated very quickly in the bathroom and didn’t even have the chance to produce any precum. I was surprised that I had a large volume of cum, probably well over a teaspoon. Yes I did fall-into a refractory period and I felt it. Following church activities, I donned my XO “chastity cup” and retired for the night, not expecting anything.
Well! I awoke about 4 AM this morning with not a strong erection but a very strong feeling like I wanted to ejaculate again! Holy cow! My calendar says that I have “reset” to Day 1* but (I’m no expert in male sexual physiology) my body tells me that I’m still at Day 19! How can this be? (Now don’t get me wrong—–I love this feeling! But I always thought I would have literally have to go back to Day 1 and start all-over.) As I sit here typing this, I feel like I am full of semen, horny and ready to ejaculate (again!)
I do feel that there is some interaction with my recent wet dream—-I seem to have broken-through a sexual “threshold” of sorts. I also feel that somehow my prostate is involved in this feeling. I don’t know the biological makeup of my male hormones and how they interact with semen retention. But I know how I feel—-I am now extremely horny. I was scheduled for an Aneros session last night but with church activities still looming, I need to postpone that session for possibly tonight. I will see how I feel later on today.
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*My “real” calendar says that I am in Day 2 (not Day 1). But what’s a day? It’s all in the interpretation. (I “count” ejaculation-day as Day 1; others count it as Day 0).