It ended up well

Hi again, today I’m going to tell you about my last aneros session, but, before that, let’s go back to yesterday night.

After a very looonnnggggg day waiting for my now usual night session, I finally headed to the shower. I am getting used to cleaning my insides before starting a session, as it makes everything easier and I don’t have to worry about shitting myself everytime my ass does something. The thing is that some water was lost in my insides, everything will make sense later.

I finished taking my relaxing shower and went to my bedroom. There, I put 2 towels on my bed (this is going to be important) and I lay down with my prostate vibrator and bottle of lube next to me. The idea was to start the session with my vibrator and then change to an aneros session. Anyways, before inserting the toy, I decided to finger myself to stretch my ass and lube myself (as it is clean inside, I can really enjoy it). I inserted a finger I had previously lubed and I felt something wet was going out, but they were just some drops. Once I had finished fingering, I took my finger out and my anus contracted letting some water that had been God knows where get out. I must say I found it funny as I had never had this problem. I stood up, moved the towel in order not to lie down on the wet spot and continued playing. So, guys, be careful with anal douching if you are as newbie as me, water might go deeper than you think, hehe.

The next thing I did was to lube my anal massager and to insert it. It went in very easily, I took it out to add some more lube just in case, but I would have been ok even without it. I decided to relax a little bit before switching the vibrations on. It took me a few minutes to get ready, but there I was, looking forward to feeling those vibrations.

Last night I wanted to try as many patterns as possible, and so I did. I started with the one my ass preferred and, once in a while, I was changing the pattern. It really felt good, my prostate really enjoyed getting all that stimuli. At some point, I decided to flex my pc muscles to strengthen the sensations. My movements coordinated with the toy, I felt as if my prostate was hugging the toy, it really was amazing. My body started to recognize those movements and I stopped provoking them, since they became automatic.

Some minutes passed and my prostate was already quite sensitive. So I decided to take the toy out and head to the bathroom to try to take any remainings of water out of my ass. Afterwards, I lay down and lubed my aneros. I slided it in and started the second part of my session. I thought that my sensitive prostate would now feel the aneros much better, but the opposite happened. As my gland had got used to stronger sensations, I couldn’t even feel the aneros. Nonetheless, this didn’t stop me, since I continued to breathe and relax. I spent some more minutes until it was clear that the session was over, not even my nipples could generate a senssation strong enought to wake my sensitive prostate.

I took my aneros out and I decided to finger myself a little bit. My finger went in easily, as I was already lubed up and stretched. I started moving my finger inside me until I noticed that one part of my ass felt sore. I ignored it and tried to play a little more. I had a subtle but pleasurable feeling that made my whole body contract. After that, I decided that I was finally done with anal play for today. My ass started to feel a little bit sore, but the sensation disappeared quite quickly. I cleaned myself in the bathroom and tried to sleep.

Since I felt a little bit disappointed because I thought I was going to have a world breaking session, I tried to stimulate my nipples twice, but I was really tired and my body didn’t respond as it usually does. I have to say that this week I have lost a lot of sleep hours due to playing with my prostate and nipples, in fact, I slept less than 4 hours the previous night. So, I decided to sleep even if I felt a little bit disapponted.

This morning, I woke up at seven and I was feeling the urges to play with my nipples. While playing with my nipples, I usually relax or think about erotic scenes. This time, as the feelings weren’t that intense, I started to think about last night’s session. I realized that I really had fun with the prostate massager and my mood immediately improved. After some minutes of nipple play and scrolling through instagram, I felt the urge to have my aneros inside once more. I put a towel, lubed the toy and slide it in.

I was feeling very relaxed and I started to feel something I had been ignoring since I got my aneros. It was a very subtle feeling, but it was enjoyable, so, I focus on relaxing myself and that feeling. Some minutes passed and I started shaking, moreover, some waves of pleasure started to take my whole body. It was at this time when I realized that I had been having a wrong approach the whole time. While reading reddit posts, I created assumptions about how the toy should feel. This toy has not been made to massage your prostate in a hard way, it is not a vibrator, instead, it “whispers” and helps you obtain more pleasure if you listen to it. I “listened” to my aneros properly for the first time and everything changed. I started to feel one wave of pleasure after another. I then realized that I didn’t have to worry about keeping the pleasure coming, I just needed to stay relaxed, THAT WAS ALL.

The waves of pleasure kept on coming, one after another, each one with more strength. My mind started to talk to me to explain what was happening. The kind of pleasure this toy generates is not like the one most men are used to, I had to adapt to it by feeling it and breathing. I followed my own advice and the pleasure continued coming. I had finally understood what to do with my aneros and, most importantly, what not to do. After and hour or so, I decided to finish my session, as my parents had already got up and I didn’t want them to find me in that state, hehe. I can also say that during the session, I was able to feel an orgasmlike sensation. I don’t think it was an orgasm, since I would have known, but I am closer than ever.

This night I am going to try another session with my aneros again. It is possible for me not to have the same sensations as this morning because of my mood or mindset, but, I think it is normal and I won’t blame myself for not achieving something I’ve only done once. I think frustration is one of our greatest enemies while trying to experience new sensations, we just have to deal with it. After last night’s session, I was thinking about stopping prostate play for a couple of days, now, I just want to “be fucked” by my aneros. I think this journey is more psychological than sexual, in the end, our brain is the strongest sexual organ.

Now, I’m going to have some nipple play in order to have some fun. I will not look for a HFWO anymore, if it happens, it happens. After what I experienced I just know that this is about relaxing, enjoying and having fun, that’s the only thing that matters.