Had some progress and need advice

I got the Aneros Helix Syn V a couple of months ago and have been occasionally playing around with it working towards a prostate orgasm. I’ve had mild success before; a little bit of shaking during long sessions, but nothing to crazy and definitely no hands free o / super o.

I saw a post here saying that before your session it helps to edge for a little bit so I did just that. I jerked off for maybe 30 min and brought myself close 10 or so times.

I did this late at night and was in a very relaxed state, which probably helped a lot. After a bit of fun (no cumming, though) I decided it was time to start with playing with the toy. I took 10 or so min before starting to hit my weed pen and to make sure it had been a bit since I touched my cock.

Laying down on my bed, I lubed up the toy and after rubbing it against my hole for a bit I gently pushed it in. I started the session with the vibration off and just trie to focus on contracting. I also made sure that I tried different types of contractions; I saw a post saying that they didn’t have to be big ones and found that I had the best results with little contractions.

After some time I think I started having P waves. I was able to really and I mean really feel the Aneros sliding up and down my prostate. I also noticed that it was a very mental, almost drug like thing. This might sound crazy but with my eyes closed I started “seeing” waves. I don’t know if I can explain that any better but it was like ripples in water getting bigger and bigger. My breathing started to get really heavy, my dick was flopping around with every contraction both voluntary and involuntary, but that was it.

That happened a few times. I could tell I was getting close (maybe, or at least having p waves) but the sensation went all the way to my head. As in, I felt the waves in my head as well— I got almost a head high (like from nicotine), but I would describe the feeling as most like when you stand up really fast after not eating all day and loosing vision temporarily, where your head feels like it does then, and I had a slight ringing in my ears (but no vision loss of course) But I never surpassed the p wave stage. I took another hit of my dab pen, and the next time I was in the middle of p waves I turned the vibration on (lowest setting). It intensified the waves but that was it.

Throughout the session I tried a couple positions. But I found that laying on my back with a towel rolled up under by by butt/ power back, with my legs bent (ankles to butt style) worked best.

After maybe an hour or two of play I decided it was time to call it a night because I had class in the morning. I started touching myself again and absolutely soaked my stomach and chest in cum.

Interestingly enough, a few minutes after I came (the vibration was off again) I tried to contract my PC muscles again and I got slight pleasure from that.

I’m not frustrated because I had a pretty big breakthrough last night, but this leaves me craving a prostate orgasm because even the p waves were something I had never experienced before and they were amazing. I know there’s a lot online about not cumming for a few days or a week or however long, but honestly I’m horny college student so that might not be possible, lol.

Sorry for any grammatical errors — I wrote this on my phone in between classes because Im so excited to try again.