Ever changing definition

I recently posted about the pillow between the legs being the best advice I’d had yet. Well that has certainly led to a redefinition of what I’ve been experiencing over the past couple of years.

When I started my journey I went through the usual stages. Feeling nothing, to periods of intense contractions which I’d assumed were p-waves, to intense abdominal contractions which I’d assumed where some form of prostate orgasm They had been my measure of success to date and while some had a better feeling than others, they never really matched the hype.

I’d read somewhere that orgasm and ejaculation are different and that the orgasm usually immediately preceeds ejaculation. Breaking that down in my head and compartmentalising the two, I figured that intense pleasure just before reliance must be the orgasm.

With my new found positional knowledge and waking up to an empty bed the other morning I thought it was an ideal time for a little pleasure. I grabbed my Progasm Ice and quickly slipped it in, closed my eyes and relaxed. Pretty soon the involuntary contractors started and I quickly had my usual abdominal contractions. Happy with where I was at, I tried to get back to sleep. All of the involuntary contractions had stopped and I was just happy within myself.

Then I started getting this build up of pressure like my blood pressure was peaking. It would come and go so I started to really take notice of it and nurture it. I could tell it wasn’t actually my blood pressure. I wear a Garmin watch that tracks my heart rate and it was a steady 60bpm.

I had to call it quits at this point but I think I’ve had to redefine what my sessions are now measured by and I have something new to focus on.