Prostate orgasms are BS

Before sending hateful comments read my side first
Yeah so I can precum from fingering my ass. I don’t feel anything good or bad like not even any sensation it’s just leaking.
Here everyone’s stories are like I came so hard handsfree ass twitching bla bla bla.
On searching the internet there are no such videos as y’all describe. I really wanna try out what y’all experience but at this point I call it bs. No videos or proper video guides (Not asking anyone for their private intimate moments. Just share the links to the existing ones or just tell me what to search so that I can look it up myself. I have tried prostate orgasms, handsfree cum, prostate cum, etc but not really good videos as written in this subreddit) to exactly show how to do all just fictional texts.
No one shoots videos in this category so it’s highly unlikely anything as such happens since there is NO evidence.
Go ahead and proove me wrong. Not with your texts but real video footage
I really hope I don’t get banned for saying this.

Yeah and I’m just a beginner I started about 3 months ago with high hopes but nothing as result so here I am frustrated writing this post

EDIT: Thanks for this extreme post although I am getting hate in the comments (except some) the matured guys are really helpful and messaged me how to do it the proper way and correcting the mistake I am performing. Thank You guys for being so helpful💖