Where I am at on the journey

I am about one year in and I still haven’t experienced a Super O. I have a progasm, helix syn, and helix classic. I seem to feel more with the helix classic. I like the tabs best on the progasm but feel more with the helix size and shape. I usually pick the helix classic over the helix syn because I tend to feel the P tab more (I think because it doesn’t bend). I start my sessions really aroused which seems to help but I keep the arousal very high (w/ videos). I keep thinking that it will get me closer. The bad part of being highly aroused is that it sorta drives me mad and it makes me want to finish as soon as possible rather than allowing the aneros take me into the direction I need to go. If my arousal dips then it feels like I dont feel as much with the aneros as when I am fully aroused. I am trying not to chase it but at the same time encourage it. Does anyone else find a difficult balance between too aroused and not aroused enough? Also with respect to positions, the side position didn’t seem to do anything for me. I sometimes get the shakes when I am on my back but it’s not the most comfortable position. I worry if I dont keep my legs up then I wont have the maximum movement (legs down is more comfortable). Since the movement is so small/subtle, should I even worry about my position (as long as I am comfortable). My other favorite position is face down, however, I think when I get too aroused, my penis touching anything short circuits me into having a traditional orgasm (which ends the session). I also seem to have better luck on the floor vs a bed, I really haven’t figured out why. Any advice would be helpful. Thanks.

Where to go from here?

Lets see. Where do I start. A little over a year ago I got a progasm. I have “no experience”, but it looked well made and I thought, it’s so big it’s bound to hit whatever it needs to hit. I didn’t make much progress with it. So I read frequently about people changing aneros to fit them. So my next one was the helix syn. Despite being smaller, it hit a place where the prograsm didn’t (in a good way). I am pretty sure that it hit my prostate as I was thinking “so that’s what it feels like”. I tried the helix syn for a month or two and didn’t feel any progress beyond the first 10 mins. I wondered if the P-tab was too bendy and maybe I should try the helix classic. That takes me to now. I do think that the helix classic pivots better with the non bendy tabs. I think I felt more movement. It was pretty much the same experience though, 10 mins of “good feelings” and then nothing. The positive is that the 10 mins felt a little stronger than the helix syn. I try to be chill about it and not force anything, but I wait and wait and nothing builds.

I read several guides and it makes me wonder if everyone just has their own recipe to what works.