I started exploring a submissive relationship. I was denied for almost three days with some chastity. I got rewarded after my first 36 hours locked continuously locked by one of free play, so I chose my progasm.
I went to the loo, took a shower and relaxed for a bit. Prepared my things, lubed up the toy and the timer started. I pushed it in slowly, but since I was relaxed from my shower, it went in easily. I introduced it squatting next to my bed.
I put a cloth right where I placed my bum and layed down; pressed my feet to the bed spreading my legs as a woman giving childbirth.
After the first ten minutes it felt snugly pleasant and I started massaging my nipples in circles. Soon I felt as if someone focused their ministrations on the head of my penis and it kept going downwards, towards the prostate. I kept massaging and started thrusting the aneros using my pubic muscles, some shaking started, my legs wobbly as if I were raising something too heavy. I was distracted by it, so I checked my dick, just a bit of pre on its tip. I closed my eyes and focused on the head of my penis.
I imagined I took that “ball” and moved it up, and down, trying to make it bigger by my thrusting and my massage, eventually spreading it between my prostate and my tip.