Quite the Journey

**So**. I’ve been using one Aneros or another for about 9 years now. Breathing exercises, being calm and relaxed, making sure I have plenty of time, good setting, the whole 9 yards.

During that time, I’ve felt great things around my prostate, I’ve had powerful regular orgasms, I’ve seemed to get close to _something_, but, I’ve always felt like things were still focused around my penis (and specifically the glans).

I have also just fooled around with fingers and with dildos. I believe I have no anal hangups about this. I have supportive partners, we’ve even pegged (which I also just regular orgasmed after).

**Now**. Roughly a week ago I did my usual setup, had usual great feeling, etc. Then I had to get up to deal with something, and when I came back to bed, I just sort of flopped down, legs together, knees bent at roughly a 150 degrees, on my right side.

*Almost instantly* it felt different. More like I was being massaged from behind, rather than trying to massage myself like its always been. This feeling built up and built up. My hips started doing little thrusts by themselves and I felt more like I was getting fucked rather than trying to masturbate. My butt started to tingle unlike it has before, and I just sort of rode the sensation. It was almost like I was trying to stay on top of a knob of some sort.