I don’t know what happened…

Okay. First time poster here. (anywhere really) But I just tried by aneros for the first time since I had surgery down south of the border. I had only tried it a couple times before then, both with my wife, and couldn’t quite get comfortable with it.

4 months later, today, I get a wild hair in my derriere to give it a try by myself, sans wife, and see where things go.

Short back story: I have a bit of anxiety, obsessive compulsive features but I maintain and thrive in a successful life, generally without others knowing. A lot of this anxiety, lately, has focused around bodily sensations, heart rate, random pains, etc. I have worked hard to rid myself of those obsessions (by tackling/eliminating the compulsive side) with great success. I am also an avid meditator. Over 2000 days now. This will make sense in the story, I swear.

So. The Aneros. I do all the pre-game work getting everything at the border prepared for a full invasion, lay down, and storm the beaches…gently. The ship has docked, the torpedo has hit its target, the….okay I have the aneros in my butt right where it is supposed to be.

I throw on some great headphones, a good meditation track on repeat, and just lay on the ground with gentle little gyrations but otherwise very little to no movement. Just a bit of waiting.