Beginings

This is my first blog. I little about me and the start of my journey. I am a 53 year old heterosexual male. I have been married for 23 years and have loved every minute. I have always had a auto sexual side and my wife has been fine with that. I have "toyed" with anal play during some of my solo sessions – fingers – too awkward – bought a small butt plug – did not care for it. Several months ago I started fantasizing more about anal penetration and I started looking for an appropriate toy. After a lot of research I settled on the Aneros products – but which to get?
I was not sure what size would be good for me so I purchased the Helix Syn and the DeVice – I could decide which to use once I saw them up close.
My purchase arrived over the week end:
First impressions – The Helix Syn seemed smaller than I expected – but based on the reviews I still had high hopes. The Device was larger than I expected and much larger than the Helix – I decided that I would put the DeVice away until I was much more experienced, (glad that I did not purchase that 5.5 inch x 1.5 inch Anal Fantasy model that I was originally looking at.)