Author: goldenboy

“Re-Affirming My Maleless”

Background
I had a nice late-night session (although too brief) with my HIH 950. It auto-f****d me for about 15 minutes. I moaned the entire time. I was only wearing my Duke swimmer’s jock. When the session was over, I took off the jock and just put-on my nylon shorts. Then I went back to sleep. Or so I thought!

Meditation/Fantasy
During the time that I went back to bed, since I was not wearing a cup, I began to “feel” for my package. Nothing unusual about that. But I began to dwell on something that developed into a fantasy of-sorts, perhaps more of a meditation. Here it is….

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[Warning: This description includes sexually suggestive and explicit language. Reader be aware. This is what I remember. I won’t hold back on the descriptions.]
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As males, we must acknowledge our main purpose: We have a “duty” to make and deposit our semen.

We are designed to “leak”—that leaking of alkaline fluid paves the way for an ejaculation.

We must have erections—they are as necessary as our cocks. If they occur at an inopportune time, no problem! Let them happen! Don’t squelch them! Our cocks are designed for penetration into the female vagina. Don’t hold back, let it happen!

Are you in chastity? F**k it! Take-off that binding sheath and expose the male appendage with its raw power! Read more »

“I Wanted the SGX, But Reached for the MGX!”

Well, I made it to Day 7 of SR! Still no signs of blue-balls but man am I horny! I wore only my nylon shorts to bed last night and awoke about 5 AM with a very stiff morning erection. I decided to put-on my SD Ultra Pro Carbon Cup and soon after, decided on a session. I was thinking about the SGX which I have not ridden in a while. But when I went to get it, I reached instead for the MGX! Perhaps I wanted something a little larger and the MGX fit the bill!

After lubing-up and inserting, I began to experience what felt like a pre-ejaculatory feeling. Sure enough, my prostate was being “milked”. I felt the strong erection beneath the cup and so I decided to remove it. And when I did, I was amazed at the fluid that had already be pumped-out! A nice wet spot on the inside of the pouch and even more oozing out of my erect cock! Easily 4-5 drops’ worth. At that time, I honestly thought about finishing the job with a nice ejaculation! But I decided to remain in chastity for one more day (at least!) I like this High-T feeling that comes with SR Day 7!!

PS This was a relatively short session (about 20 minutes). But it seemed enough in that I expelled more fluid than I thought I would. I feel nicely “milked”! Read more »

“Yet Another Mindset For Chastity”

Background
I made it to Day 6 of SR but I’m really “itching” for an ejaculation! It isn’t easy! I know I must endure a couple more days. In the meantime, I wore my XO cup overnight. This morning, I contemplated another session, perhaps with the SGX. But instead, I opted to remain in chastity. I wanted to ejaculate so badly, but decided against it.

New Mindset
I don’t know where it came from but this mindset came over me like a fantasy…..My urologist recommended a treatment for me to help with my ED—–I am to wear a cup supporter with another “regular” jockstrap on top (to stabilize it). I was already wearing my XO cup, but it is rather loose-fitting. So I selected my Duke swimmer’s jockstrap with a nice, large pouch and put it on over the XO. When I did, it felt very secure; the cup could not move-around at all! I couldn’t cheat while wearing this combination! So I remained in chastity and at the same time, my ED is being treated! What an amazing feeling! Of course, I am still very horny and really want to ejaculate. But if I endure it and don’t develop the “blue-balls”, it should be an amazing day!

Afterthought
Continuing the “cycle” of abstinence followed by ejaculation, the ups-and-downs of testosterone level (verified by scientific proof) boosts my libido to the point where I can feel it. It may not be a “normal” occurrence for men but it is “normal” for me—-I like the side-effects of abstinence (chastity)*. I never feel any more “masculine” than when I continue to practice semen retention. Guys, if you’ve never tried it, you don’t’ know what you are missing! Read more »

“The Language Of The Soul?…..A Meditation”

[Disclaimer: This is my interpretation only. No connection whatsoever to others’ interpretations of the “language”, either by music, feelings or other means.]

Introduction
Perhaps a little bit off-topic, but it all started yesterday. I was brushing my teeth and looking in the mirror. And it suddenly dawned on me: I can only look at my face through the mirror! Think about it: “you” are never looking at “you” (like others see you) except through a mirror, another reflection, a photograph or a video monitor. That is because of the way things are.

We have a dog, and our dog never looks at himself in the mirror! Dogs are not vain that way! But he communicates just fine because our eyes meet and he understands what I am trying to tell him. Perhaps this is the way people communicate too?

Meditation
I wore my Mueller cup overnight and settled-down this morning (quite early and after a nice session with the HIH 950) to listen to some relaxing, soothing tracks. I continued this meditation…..

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It seems to me that the “best” way for people to communicate with each other is through person-to-person contact. When peoples’ eyes meet, there is a special connection there. If there is indeed a “sixth sense” I believe it is received and processed through this visual means of communication. Read more »

“Putting Out The Fire”

Introduction
I have been sleeping without wearing a cup. Just a nice pair of silky-nylon shorts. Feels great in the hot, humid weather. But one drawback (which affects all guys) is the NPTs* which I experience. Some of them wake me up, such as the one early this morning.

I awoke with a powerful NPT erection and found myself masturbating in bed. I am currently in Day 4 of SR and I guess my T-level is starting to rise. I felt myself getting too close to the PONR and I wanted relief any way I could find it.

Action
After using the lavatory, I still had this overpowering feeling that I needed to ejaculate. It was almost as if there was a (sexual) fire in my groin! Not literally, of course, but the imagery seemed very real. What did I do? Of course, I reached for an “extinguisher” — my XO “chastity cup” and put it on. And almost immediately—like water on a fire, the cup put-out the fire! My raging erection began to subside, and with it that overpowering desire for sexual release.

The fire is out for now; I can get back to sleep!

Analysis
This “sexual fire” imagery was very real. Of course, I utilize my “chastity cups” fairly often. But this is the first time I have “felt” and experienced this imagery of a fire. It seemed so real and in fact, as I was able to extinguish it, it was real! Once again, I have successfully utilized a common piece of male protective athletic equipment for another purpose! (If I were to remove the cup too soon, would an ember catch fire again? I better keep it on for a while!) Touche’. Read more »

“Guided By The Feeling”

Introduction
I often wonder: What is it that “drives” my prostate’s satisfaction? Why do I do the things I do to it? Such as Aneros sessions, “solo chastity” play, edging/surfing with or without ejaculation, nipple stim, cuddling with a sexual partner, etc. Is it just a desire for sexual pleasure? Or is there something more, something deeper, something hidden from plain sight?

Session
Just this morning, I was not particularly aroused. I am in only Day 3 of SR and not feeling anything special down in my prostate. But I had a strong desire to act on a session. I selected my HIH 950, lubed-it up with SSG and started the session. I told myself that this session would be beneficial for my prostate’s health, nothing more, and nothing less. But as soon as I started, I knew that once again, my prostate was very pleased that it was going to be stimulated. I had an almost immediate erection (I was wearing my SD Ultra Pro Carbon chastity cup). I tried very hard not to contract too much; but eventually, the auto-contractions took over and I couldn’t help myself. At several points, I honestly felt like I was going to ejaculate.

Towards the end of the session (which lasted about 30 minutes), my “inner voice” told me to take-off the cup and just lie on the bed. When I did, I noticed a good amount of precum on the inner pouch of the cup. I had an erection, played with my cock a little, and began to feel more pleasurable sensations from my prostate. My “inner guide” told me that this session was over… Read more »

“Not A Session But A Meditation”

Background
I am only in Day 2 of SR. That should mean low libido and low-T, right? Uh, somebody forgot to tell my body. Let me explain…..

I awoke not too early, only wearing my nylon shorts but no cup. I had a firm erection and began (almost without any forethought) stroking my male “parts”, almost like I wanted to ejaculate! I honestly felt like I could! And after a short while, I realized that I needed to “curb” this activity and so I decided to quickly put-on my Mueller “chastity cup”. And that put an end to that!

Meditation
Now, in bed again with about an hour before it was time to get-up, I began to meditate on our male ejaculatory system and how complicated it really is. Of course, we take advantage of our prostates with our massagers. But the complete system is rather complicated. The process of getting our semen out of our bodies consists of many “layers” of fluids, each secreted by a different organ. There is, of course, the prostate. But there are others, such as the seminal vesicles and the Cowper’s glands, which contribute vital fluids as well. All of these must work together (with their respective muscle groups) when we reach the ‘Point-Of-No-Return’ and the climax of ejaculation.

The male reproductive system is truly a work of art. So many pieces have to come together for one purpose: continuation of the species! It is a “system” honed over many centuries, many millennia. Every human male (and most non-human mammals) have this capacity; it is a “wonder of the world” IMHO. Read more »

“Sometimes In Sports, A Guy Just Needs To Wear A Cup!”

Introduction
Well, I made it to Day 6 of SR. I slept in my nylon shorts overnight and awoke not too early with an early-morning erection. Feeling nice and sexy, I decided to put-on one of my “chastity cups”. But I got the urge this morning to just go for a hard, tight, cup jockstrap like I would wear for sports*. The Bike fit the bill perfectly! It is the most supportive cup jock I have, and so I put it on. It holds everything in place quite well and does not move-around at all. I don’t even think it would allow a substantial erection to build-up within it.

Session
After a while of wearing it, I decided on an Aneros session, this time with the Eupho Classic. I like the Eupho but never know what it will accomplish on my prostate. Some sessions are good, others are hit-or-miss. Well, this morning, I was in for a treat! The Eupho (like the HIH 950) seemed to hit my prostate’s “sweet spot” almost immediately and after a short while, I couldn’t help but experience some auto-contractions with it, along with (and quickly) some moaning and large-muscle contractions. The Eupho is designed for maximum movement and that movement seems to hit all the right “spots” on and around the prostate. Like with the HIH 950, the Eupho caused me to feel the “pre-ejaculatory” sensations (near the PONR) which are beyond description! It is during this time that I believe my prostate is being “milked”. Read more »

HIH 950: The “Key” To Sexual Bliss

Introduction
I am now in Day 5 of SR and awoke early this morning with an extremely arousing erection. I wasn’t wearing a “chastity cup” overnight and so I found myself waking-up in a fantasy: my lover is gently caressing my package, including the scrotum and stiff shaft through the nylon shorts I am wearing. What better time then to have an Aneros session, especially since it’s been about 4 days since my last one?

Session
I lubed-up the HIH 950 and immediately began to feel the delight of sexual satisfaction. I couldn’t help but feel that this massager is literally a “key” to sexual bliss. From the beginning, it hit the “sweetest” of spots on my prostate and made me feel right from the start that I would ejaculate. What better feeling could there be? Regardless of the position I was in (left side, right side, stomach, back) the “key” was inserted and turned and there was no stopping the pleasure I was experiencing. This massager then was literally the “key” to my euphoria. How long did this feeling last? I will answer that with another question: How long is a key effective in a lock? You get my point! These sessions with the HIH 950 for me are the epitome of male sexual delight. This “key” unlocks all the pleasures and nuances of a prostate massage: moaning, involuntary anal and PC contractions, fantasies, muscle spasms, a PONR feeling and more. Read more »

“Report On A Nice Session……Without Aneros!”

This was a session without Aneros (Aless). Let me explain how it happened……

I was awake this morning and contemplating a session with the HIH 950. I went through the motions: I selected and put-on my XO cup and thought about lubing-up the massager and enjoying its pleasures. Then, something strange happened. I was lying in bed just relaxing and began to do some light kegels and began to feel a stirring in my prostate. I let my mind “drift” into the pleasure I was feeling. And before I knew it, I was experiencing some prostate O’s that had me shuddering and convulsing on the bed! Now it has been about 3 days since a “real” Aneros session. I feel that my prostate was “whispering” to me this morning. My mindset was right. Even as I am typing this, I am experiencing a nice, mild “chairgasm”. I can’t help but think that all of this is a direct result of my being “rewired”. To quote the Aneros Wiki: “…..spontaneous pleasure and non-ejaculatory orgasm become increasingly easy to achieve.” How true this was this morning!

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