Author: goldenboy

“A Transmutation Poem”

Feeling horny
Sexual encounter with my wife
Hard as rock 20 minutes, ready to penetrate
Decided not to, no ejaculation
Cool-down, go to bed
Wearing Safe-T-Gard cup to protect the head

3 AM. extreme erection, blue-ball groin
Session in the company of 950
Amazing feeling, immediate prostate fluid
Cool-down, guess what?
Blue-balls gone, now they are not!

Now Day 11, holding onto my semen, feeling great!
Can do it all over again tonight, can’t wait!

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How was I able to “release” the dreaded blue-balls feeling? I’m not totally sure now. When I decided to have a session with the HIH 950, I thought for sure that this would be a Super-T; I thought I would surely ejaculate. When I started the session, the 950 was pulled-in very deeply and seated itself against my waiting prostate. Looking at the prostate fluid expelled, the analogy I can draw is “squeezing an orange”! That is what it felt like.

Did I somehow “transmute” the sexual ejaculatory pressure into my prostate where it dissipated? It sure felt that way with this amazing session. Perhaps this is the “key” to stopping blue-balls in its tracks? Intriguing…

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“Transmutation & Embarkation”

Background
Wow! Two very “big” words indeed! But each represents a new awakening, a new “rebirth” along my Aneros journey. Let me explain….

Sesssion
This morning started-off with me in Day 10 of SR. I am feeling quite good, with absolutely no blue-balls (yet). I decided to do a morning session with Eupho. I achieved a lot of movement from the Eupho, just as I expected. Following this session, I began to reflect on a couple of things….

Transmutation
As I have noted in a recent blog:

“Sexual sublimation, also known as sexual transmutation, is the act, especially among some religious traditions, to transform sexual impulses or “sexual energy” into creative energy. In this context, sublimation is the transference of sexual energy, or libido, into a physical act or a different emotion in order to avoid confrontation with the sexual urge, which is itself contrary to the individual’s belief or ascribed religious belief. It is based on the idea that “sexual energy” can be used to create a spiritual nature which in turn can create more sensual works, instead of one’s sexuality being unleashed “raw””.

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What I am trying to accomplish is a re-channeling of my sexual libido into some other creative endeavors. I am doing this now by re-directing the sexual energy higher-up into my body. It is not easily done, especially at the beginning, but with practice, it seems to be working. The urge to masturbate, especially at higher days of semen retention (SR) is especially strong. A re-direction of this sexual energy is therefore needed. When this transfer of energy is accomplished successfully, the benefits are very rewarding indeed! Read more »

“Edging From The Inside-Out”

Background
Now in Day 8 of SR, I am feeling hornier than ever. I wore my Mueller “chastity cup” over a pair of silky boxers overnight. I arose around 4 AM and felt I needed a session. I selected the Aneros SGX and lubed-up with Slippery Stuff Gel.

Session
Before too long, I began to feel the “ridges” of the SGX working my anal opening and it felt amazingly good! But then, as the session progressed, something else happened……

I began to get the sense that I could be “ready” to ejaculate from this stimulation! It actually felt like an “edging” —- except from the inside-out! I don’t remember feeling this much before in sessions—-it honestly felt like I was headed for HFWO! What I did was move my hips back-and-forth in rhythm, again, like an edging, and the feeling so close to the PONR was incredible! I really didn’t want this to end. How long was this session? I believe about 35 minutes!

Could I have experienced a HFWO? Hard to say, but I know I came so close! Perhaps next time?

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“Guys, What’s Your SR Number?”

Many Aneros guys are practicing semen retention (SR) these days. I have been too for probably longer than a year now. I keep track of my SR “days” on a calendar; that way, I can determine how long it’s been since I last ejaculated and when I may be due for one.

I was looking for some “reference ” info. on SR this morning online and came across this interesting “article”. I didn’t see an author, so I’ll present it as it was written. I found it to be informative and very pertinent even to my practice of SR. Here it is….

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“Cold Turkey?”

“The last point I’d like to make is to think about how to approach semen retention. I know many men that, when they first learn about this and are convinced of its importance, decide to never cum ever again, from there on. 99% of them make it for one week or one month, and then through a moment of weakness or mistakenly getting to close to the point, ejaculate.

This fills them with shame, remorse, and a determination to do better next time, which starts a cycle of self-flagellation continues until the eventual mastery or completely abandoning the practice out of a sense of defeat. I know this by my own experience in fact. Read more »

“Don’t Be Embarrassed!……”

I don’t think I purposely suppress erections during the day, but…..

Today, my mind seems to be accepting the fact that I could have an erection during the day. I had one in the pool this morning; I had one while working around the house this afternoon (wearing my Bike hard cup for protection); I had one (actually combined with a chairgasm and substantial Aless) while on my PC this evening. What is going on here?

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Is there something in my subconscious mind that is accepting or denying these erections? I always have them at night because they almost always wake me up (while wearing a “chastity cup”). But erections during the day for me are not too common.

Should I continue to “accept” them, without embarrassment? I know that the answer should be “yes!” This will require a change on my part to “allow” these erections during the day, instead of only at night, when they may occur together with an Aneros session.

PS By the same reasoning, sex during the day could also be possible (with sufficient arousal)?

Intriguing…….

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“Imagine This!”

Background
I am in Day 4 of SR and in need of a session. I selected my HIH 950 because it always gives me a good ride. This morning’s session was no different. An explanation…..

Session
I am wearing my SafeTGard supporter with a Mueller FlexShield cup (instead of the CageCup). Before I start this session, I have fallen-into a fantasy, of sorts. I have developed a sense of amnesia and really don’t know what my cock is used for! (I don’t know the details of my sexual self). I don’t even know that I have a prostate! But I am told that it should feel very nice and so I allow the stimulator entry.

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It wasn’t too long that I am now feeling a nice “tickle” down-there and that feeling only got better and better. I squirm around on the bed, moan a little and feel something liquid coming out of my cock. It feels so good!

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After about 30 minutes, I am told that this stimulation session had ended and that the massager would be removed.

Outcome
This was a good session because it cleared my mind of everything! No expectations, no disappointments, nothing! My prostate was a “blank page” upon which could be written anything. This seems to be a good technique to use when wanting to remove all expectations from an Aneros session! It worked for me! It may work for you!

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“Male Chastity Explained: Absence of Touch”

Background
This blog was almost a “no-brainer”. But as I dwelt on it, it became more in focus and I continued the meditation. Here is where it led me…..

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I am only in Day 3 of SR (again) and decided to sleep in my silky boxers with contour pouch (also known as a codpiece). I began to think: why do I need to wear a “chastity cup” at all? I only have to make sure that I don’t start to play with my package through the silk. However, in my case, that was easier said than done, especially when a little bit of play resulted in an erection.

What did I do then? I decided to put-on my XO “chastity cup” on TOP of the silky boxers! This combination felt good but it also prevented me from fondling my male package. This meditation then continued to develop quite vividly….

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Meditation
Why does a male chastity device work? Why would a male want to wear one? Why would he allow another person (keyholder) to allow or deny him access?

What do a chastity cage and chastity “cup” have in common? The answer is quite simple! They both prevent a male from touching his cock! Read more »

“Slow Edging Masturbation Session”

Background
I slept in my SD Ultra Pro Carbon Cup overnight and awoke with a strong night-time erection. Now in Day 3 of SR, I didn’t want to have an Aneros session. What did I do then? I took-off the cup and put on a pair of silky Perry Ellis boxers with a contour pouch. I could see and feel my package through the thin fabric. And I started what was to become a 25-minute “slow edging” session!

Session
As nice as an Aneros session is, and I long for another Super-O, this slow edging session proved to me what being a male is all about: ejaculation! Let me explain….

I began this “session” with every intention to ejaculate. I know it is only Day 3 but something told me that I needed to ejaculate. So I began to tickle, fondle and caress my swollen member, especially the frenulum. My scrotum and perineum were getting very sensitive too. As I continued, I looked for a wet spot on the boxers and when I saw it, I removed them.

I continued with the slow edging, ramping-up very slowly to the PONR. There was no rush. I began to fantasize about sexual intercourse and how it would feel to penetrate. I would throw any ED to the wind! As I was getting closer to the inevitable ejaculation, I could feel and see my testicles start to pull-upward into my body; that is a sure sign that an ejaculation is imminent. Read more »

“I Gave This Session Plenty Of Time And It Paid Off!”

Background
I am only in Day 2 of SR and slept without a “chastity cup”. I awoke about 1:30 AM not especially aroused. But I had a desire for a session with Helix Trident. So before too long, I embarked. I put-on my SafeTGard Cage Cup for added protection.

Session
This session started out the usual way and I honestly didn’t expect too much from it. Was I wrong! It seemed the longer it went on, the more “body movement” the Helix elicited from me and with each new position, a greater pleasure developed. The H-T has a way of initiating auto-f**k and I could definitely feel the lateral movement. Did I experience any MMOs? Not sure now, but this fairly long (~45 minute) session certainly had me moaning. Then, yes, I think I did experience some “mild” MMOs. I am now feeling the after-effects of nice Aless.

Conclusion
I realize that I do not necessarily need to be aroused to have a great Aneros session. All I need is the proper mindset, which I had during this nice session! Even in the quiet moments, the Helix Trident is making proper contact with my prostate and no matter what else happens in the session, that simple fact can make the difference between a ho-hum session and one that can transport me to nirvana!

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“What’s An Ejaculation?”

Introduction
I am in Day 12 of semen retention (SR) and wearing my XO Procup “chastity cup”. I ask this question rhetorically because it’s been so long since I last ejaculated. It’s not that I don’t remember how, but rather how it feels. Let me explain…..

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Beginning last night, I began to have a strong “feeling” that I wanted something in my ass. Naturally, I couldn’t wait until my next Aneros session which couldn’t come soon enough. I have been having almost daily sessions now for the past 5 days with all of my massagers in rotation.

Session
Late last night, about 11-ish, I decided to have a session with Eupho Classic. This 25-minute session left almost nothing to desire since almost from the start I was erect and stayed that way. I have been generating a lot of precum with my sessions lately and this one was no exception. I certainly didn’t have any orgasms this time around but the precum production was good enough for me.

“After-Session”
After the nice session with Eupho, I still did not feel “satisfied” anally, so I whipped-out my seldom-used Mangasm Flux anal beads, lubed them up and inserted one-by-one until I felt a nice pressure on my prostate and, yes, more precum. For about 5 minutes, I relaxed into this feeling. Then, one-by-one, they came out—largest one first followed by the other two. Read more »