Author: goldenboy

“I Fell Off The Bridge To Tranquility!”

Sorry guys! I had every intention to walk across the “Bridge To Tranquility” again as I had recently done in a past session. But the SGX had other things in store for me. Here is the story….

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Having just had a wet dream a couple nights ago, I’m not sure if I’m at Day 2 (again) or Day 14! I’d like to think that since my wet dream ejaculation was not planned, that I am at Day 14 of semen retention. So I’ll take it and move on!

I have noticed less intensity in my night-time erections lately. Perhaps that is due to the wet dream. It makes sense. I feel like I am now in uncharted waters as far as my sexuality is concerned. I have not traveled this path before.

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I awoke about 4 AM with a moderate arousal and erection and I decided to have a nice, relaxing session with the SGX. I wanted to explore more the “bridge to tranquility” as I recently discovered. I lubed-up, inserted it and began to deeply relax. I imagined a large, black pool of water which I would soon immerse myself in. Since it was black, I could not see a thing around me. There would be no distractions and I would be able to relax completely into a mysterious “meditation” : just me and my Aneros SGX. Read more »

“This Fantasy Was Totally Prehistoric!”

[Note: graphic descriptions; readers be advised]

Background
While in bed wearing my Shock Doctor Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup” I fell-into a most unusual fantasy. Where this came from, I do not know. But it was vivid and seemed very real. So I’ll relate it here as best as I can remember….

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While in bed and awake in the early morning hours, I did not have an erection. Having just experienced a “wet dream” the night before, I really don’t think I will be ejaculating again anytime soon. I am currently in Day 13 of SR and feeling great! My “blue-balls” seem to be a distant memory for me now. Following the wet dream, I had an unusual feeling down in my groin for the rest of the day. Perhaps this is normal; I felt an overall “Aless” feeling in my entire ejaculatory system and for a while almost had what I could describe as “half-an-erection” and an “electric” feeling down-there. Things finally settled down by evening.

Anyway, back to the fantasy…..

Since the SD “chastity cup” keeps my package secure and out of reach of my curious hands, I began to fondle and caress the only part of my male sexual anatomy that was exposed: the perineum and thus access to the prostate externally. When I began to stroke, press and caress my prostate from the outside thus, I experienced a most unusual sexual fantasy. Here it is.

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Finally!! A Wet Dream!

I finally achieved a wet dream! Here is how it happened….

Classic Prostate “Milking” with the HIH 950
Following a relaxing walk across the “bridge to tranquility” (please see my previous blog) I had a nice session with the HIH 950. I wanted to use it to “milk” my prostate and it did exactly that. One difference during this session is that not only did I “do-nothing” but I cleared my mind from all distractions, including Aneros pleasures. When I did this, I immediately felt the tip of the 950 (shaped like a human finger) start to coax my prostate ever-so-gently. And it became apparent that my prostate was being edged! During most of this session, my penis was both rock-hard and then flaccid, and it continued this cycle perhaps 6 times. For each orgasm, I distinctly remember holding my “cup” and exclaiming ‘Oh S**t!’ (So much for tranquility!) During one of the erect phases, I felt a distinct “pump” of fluid into the pouch of my XO “chastity cup” which I was wearing. After about 35 minutes, I felt that this “milking” was finished and so I removed the 950. When I went to look at the inside of the pouch, there was evidence of a small amount of prostate fluid (I could tell it was not semen). I cleaned-up and went back to bed, still wearing the XO. Read more »

Male Chastity: “Roadblock to Frustration” or “Bridge to Tranquility?”

[Thanks to @Turnrow and @Harper for providing me the inspiration for this blog]

Male Chastity “Roadblock”
Self-imposed male chastity has been extremely sexually stimulating for me. Since I can’t masturbate or ejaculate while wearing a “chastity cup”, I am frequently awakened in the middle of the night with a powerful, raging erection. Then, I find myself squirming around on the bed for 20, 30 or more minutes, waiting for the erection to subside which it always does. Oh, how I wish, beg for an ejaculation at that time.

That period of time is very frustrating (obviously) for me. It is also very mentally challenging to remain in chastity, waiting at the roadblock, and not give-in to the frustration. Sometimes, I embark on an Aneros “journey” as well. But that can only increase the frustration due to prostate stimulation that does not result in an ejaculation (HFWO) either. And sometimes, I have to give-up and go-around the roadblock (“blue-balls” is to blame) and ejaculate. And that got me thinking…..is there another way to mentally “get through” this chastity “roadblock” in one piece and yet remain in chastity? I wondered and fell deeper into this meditation….

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I began to meditate on the difference between a “roadblock” and a “bridge”, and what I discovered was quite amazing. Let me explain…. Read more »

“Male Arousal: A Meditation”

Background
I had been meditating on this for a while early this morning following a nice 35-minute session with Eupho Classic. I am currently in Day 11 of my SR and still wearing my SD Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup”. I have been having fairly regular extended “arousal sessions” at night, triggered by my nocturnal erections and stimulation from my cup. These can last anywhere from 20 to 40 minutes. During that time, I feel very close to the PONR, to the point that I feel like I could have a spontaneous ejaculation at any time. But usually, I don’t. Those feelings triggered this meditation.

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Meditation
While lying in bed this morning, I began to dwell on the subject of “male arousal”. It is a fascinating subject, but mysterious and extremely difficult to put into words. I don’t know if I will be able to express my thoughts in sufficient detail this time either, but here goes anyway. Again, let me try a FAQ format…

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What is male arousal?
I began to think of male arousal as a “train” that only we as males can ride. It starts out at a station called “Erection” and ends at a station called “Ejaculation”. Oh, there is one more stop just before “Ejaculation” and that is called “Point Of No Return (PONR)”. But what stations are in-between? What “scenery” can be seen? How does one feel while riding the train? Read more »

A “Chastity Cup” Has Two Faces

[Note: This “internal dialogue” has elements that may be inappropriate for some readers]

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A male “chastity cup” as I see it has two faces. Which face you see is directly dependent on your arousal level at the time (i.e., whether or not you have an erection and the attendant sexual arousal feelings).

Let me explain….

Pleasant Face
The chastity cup always puts on a “pleasant” face when you are not aroused. After all, it is just a standard jockstrap with a hard cup. The cup nicely cradles your male junk very well since that is what is was designed to do. You can take direct blows to the most sensitive parts of your male anatomy without fear of damage. You know you cannot touch your junk and therefore you cannot ejaculate.

The cup feels good and can be worn almost indefinitely (all day if you care to). It can be sexually stimulating while wearing it. As long as you do not have an erection and are not aroused, all is well. Read more »

“I Did It For Chastity!”

I am currently in Day 9 of SR. For the past couple of nights, I have be awakened at night by an incredibly powerful erection. Last night was no exception. I was wearing my favorite SD Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup”. For about 20 minutes or so, I was feeling like I would have a “waking” wet dream (a spontaneous ejaculation)! No exaggeration! Every little squirm within the cup brought me closer to the PONR. Oh how I wanted, needed to ejaculate! While in male chastity, that is the ultimate reward, however it may be achieved! The previous night, I had the same feeling for well over 30 minutes! Sometime during that interval, I had either a dream or a fantasy that I was slowly being given a blowjob and it felt so real! I felt like she had me only a couple of strokes away from an ejaculation! Now during these powerful erections, I also felt a pressure building-up in my prostate. It felt like the “rocket booster” was ready to ignite and send me away into orbit!

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Back to the current night, I decided to have an Aneros session with the….? I selected the SGX since I had not ridden it a while and wasn’t ready for the MGX or even the Eupho. So I lubed-up and began the ride…. Read more »

What Is a “Chastity Cup”?

I decided to do an expose’ on “chastity cups”. My elective use of these “cups” continues in my Aneros journey. Some readers may not be familiar with the term or the device. I find it useful to relate the information in a FAQ style….So here goes….

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What is a “chastity cup”?
A “chastity cup” is nothing more than a common piece of athletic protective gear for males. It is basically a specialized jockstrap into which a hard protective cup is added. The cup is usually made of a hard plastic. Most of them have air holes for ventilation. These are frequently used by baseball players and umpires. Also, hockey players and especially goalies will wear them. In a nutshell, they are used to protect the male genitalia from injury due to sporting activities or other tasks where injury could occur to that part of the male anatomy. They are designed generally to be as comfortable to wear as possible. Some brands fit better than others.
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How did I discover them?
I discovered “chastity cups” during my foray into the world of male bondage as an outcropping of semen retention (SR). I explored male “cock cages” and owned several different designs. My favorite is the CB-6000S which I wore (on and off) for a period of several months. I was the keyholder. The “cups” however were much easier to manage than the cages since all that has to be done is put them on and take them off. Read more »

“No Contractions Needed!”

This session was different for a couple of reasons. Let me explain……

I am in Day 6 of SR and my testosterone is starting to ramp-up. I wore my Mueller “chastity cup” to bed and woke up about 3 AM with a very arousing erection. I decided for a session and sselected my MGX.

No sooner did I insert it, I realized right away that the MGX was starting to move on its own! It was quivering, vibrating and stimulating every part of my internal male anatomy. There was hardly any need for me to perform any kind of kegel. Honestly! All I did was lie-back and enjoy the ride. I did start moaning almost from the start. The MGX is designed to stimulate the entire anal cavity and that’s exactly what it did. I could feel it working my anus, my lower rectum and of course, my prostate.

When this session was over (I was surprised it was a full 45 minutes) I went to clean-up and when I did, I was very surprised to see (and feel) that there was significant wetness on the inside pouch of the cup! It was thin, not slippery, and definitely not precum. I did “feel” some pumping going-on during this session. I now feel very satisfied and secure, ready to take-on the day!

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“The Eupho Is So Gentle, So Stimulating…..So Insistent!”

The first “real” session with the Eupho! The Eupho lives up to its reputation. Almost immediately, it went to work on my prostate and wouldn’t let up. Now the Eupho does not “punch” my prostate; rather, it gently coaxes the p-waves and orgasms out. It is very insistent, however. You can try a “do-nothing” maneuver with it, but it won’t let you continue for long. One nice thing about the Eupho is there is a lot of movement: doing even light in-and-out kegels produces significant movement and all that movement ends up stimulating the prostate even more. It feels like a prostate “edging”. Is there a “better” prostate massager than the Eupho? Not in my book!

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PS I was not especially aroused at the start of this session; however, the Eupho took care of that too! I was erect about 5 minutes into the session. At the conclusion, there was ample precum too!

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