Author: goldenboy

“I Surrendered To My Erotic Fantasy”

Background: I have been experiencing almost constant Aless sensations for the past day. This is unusual for me lately; I did have a great session with my HIH 950 a day ago which resulted in several MMOs. I am in Day 10 of SR as well and beyond horny. I am wearing my SD Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup” and feel that I could experience a wet dream any night now.

I awoke quite early and wanted to listen to some erotic tracks. So I selected one for erotic dream/wet dream induction. I put on my headphones and settled-in to the relaxing sounds. Embedded in the music were some very quiet, subtle tones, every one which seemed to trigger an electric “pulse” directly to my prostate. I could feel it with every sound! Now I read that in order to have a successful erotic dream, it may be necessary to “visualize” what I want in the dream beforehand. So I thought about it and settled on an “erotic massage”. I have not actually experienced one but wondered what it would feel like if my body and especially my prostate could be “massaged” by a skilled pair of hands. So I continued to listen for perhaps 30 minutes or so and then went to go back to bed…….

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“This Session Went Deeper”

Wow! I was ready for a session, but I wasn’t ready for this. Let me explain……

I had listened to some stimulating binaurals for prostate and anal orgasms early this morning and was really getting turned-on. I quickly decided after about 35 minutes or so on a nice relaxing session with my HIH 950. Now I am considering getting an Aneros SGX, which I have never owned. After this mornings session, I believe I need to get one. Here’s why…..
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One thing I did differently this session was to insert the 950 much DEEPER than I usually do. I wanted nice, firm pressure on the acupressure tab which I achieved easily. As a side benefit, I got more direct pressure on my prostate. I turned-over on my right side and immediately (I mean immediately!) felt the presence of the massager against my prostate! I have not felt this before! I got an erection almost immediately. I felt “paralyzed” with pleasure right from the beginning! It wasn’t too long before I felt p-waves and what I would call “rolling waves of orgasmic pleasure” coming from my prostate. I was tensing-up my whole body and couldn’t release it. I knew it had to be an orgasm because I felt a “pumping” and a strong desire for a HFWO almost from the beginning. I felt like my prostate was really being “milked” during this session. No teasing this time! I had whole-body convulsions and was moaning. It felt wonderfully good! Read more »

“It All Started With An Erection”

I like wearing a “chastity cup” at night. So last night, while wearing my Mueller cup (which is very comfortable), I was awakened at about 2 AM with a strong erection. Now, these night-time erections in chastity are especially arousing because the erect penis doesn’t have too much room in the cup. So every little movement and twitch puts pressure on the part of the penis that can trigger an ejaculation and that can be mind-blowing! This morning was no exception and I was able to “ride-it-out” for probably 45 minutes or so. It is almost like an edging session, that feeling. I feel like I am caught in an erotic trap from which I cannot escape except through ejaculation. But, alas, the erection eventually subsided and I felt somewhat relieved. Back to sleep I went……..
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In a short while later, I was again awakened by another strong, powerful erection and this one seemed more intense than the last one. I should mention that I am now in a new Day 5 of semen retention and I guess my testosterone level is starting it’s ascent. Now, I don’t know exactly what got into me, but I had an extreme urge to don headphones and begin listening to some really stimulating tracks. So I started with some tracks for ED: that got me hard all-over again. But that wasn’t enough!! Being in a “chastity cup” I wanted to go-off but was unable to cum the usual way through masturbation. So I turned to binaural beats for ejaculation. I selected one, then another, and still another until it was almost time to arise! (I must have listened to at least 5 or 6). Of course I didn’t go-off but I wanted to. Call it a “death-wish” for ejaculation if you will! I wanted, I desired, I begged to go-off in my chastity cup! Such an intense drive I have not experienced in a long time! Man, am I horny today! Read more »

“Erections, Ejaculations, Orgasms and GPS?”

[Thanks to @rumel and @LXJ for providing the inspiration for this blog post!]

Now what could all of these things possibly have in common? I was relaxing and meditating this morning (no headphones please) and began to dwell on the importance of relaxation within our Aneros sessions. And it began to be very clear to me. Let me elaborate……

Erections
I can push and prod my penis and other parts of my male package into an erection, no problem! But the best erections occur when I am not even aware of them. For example, nocturnal erections while in chastity and they wake me up! Oh my! I can be in this erotic state for an hour or more!

Ejaculations
Yes, I can masturbate to my hand’s content, slowly or quickly and bring myself-off. But the best ejaculations occur from the “real thing” – sexual intercourse. The next best thing is an artificial vagina which complexly envelops my penis and makes it almost impossible not to ejaculate. Is there any better feeling?

Orgasms
I can embark on an Aneros session, lube-up and insert my favorite massager. Perform kegels galore and hope to achieve a prostate orgasm (perhaps even a Super-O!) But the best orgasms occur when I least expect them. Sometimes, they just “sneak” up on me during a do-nothing session but they can be mind-blowing nonetheless! Read more »

“My Prostate Had A Yearning”

Oh my! What an unexpected pleasure! Let me explain…..

I had been listening to some nice, soothing, erotic tracks for about an hour. I had switched “chastity cups” from my Mueller to my Bike (which gives a much more supportive and restrictive feel. And then I went back to bed to lie down. No sooner did my head hit the pillows, I had a very strong sensation that I needed a session. But not with my HIH 950. This session was to be with the Mangasm Flux Prostate Stimulator. I have not used it in a while and so I was ready for some prostate pleasure.

And the Mangasm Flux did not disappoint me! As soon as I inserted the smallest bead, then the next largest and finally the largest, I began to do some rapid kegels and immediately began to feel the effect! Now the Mangasm Flux definitely massages the prostate but it is very gentle (similar to the HIH 950). However, it didn’t take too long before I began to feel the p-waves! With every contraction, I felt more of a gentle “tickle” on my prostate (just like a finger) and the feeling was unmistakable. I wanted to go on longer but I needed to end this amazing ride since it is almost time to get up for the day. I honestly felt like I was headed for a HFWO with this stimulator! I wish I had more time to experience it. Read more »

“Semen Retention and Male Chastity: Libido Boost/Block”

I liken the concepts of semen retention and male chastity to male libido boost/block. Let me explain…

[Note: I know there is a parallel concept for females but I am only addressing male libido here.]

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Why do semen retention and male chastity seem to go hand-in-hand? I thought about it and came up with the “simple” concept of libido boost/block. What do I mean by this? The male libido is essentially the male sex drive. It is the feeling that compels us to perform our “masculine only” duty (forgive the directness) of ejaculating and impregnating a willing female. It really is that simple. Anything that can boost this libido is beneficial for our well-being and our sense of purpose. It is what keeps us males in a state of sexual “readiness”. Hence, male libido boost. [We as males have a collective libido that binds us together, but I’ll address that concept in a future post].

Now, bring-in the concept of male chastity. This is a male-blocking tool (again, forgive the directness) that prevents ejaculation by whatever means it is achieved: abstinence, locked cock cage, chastity “cup” or any other method to prevent the male from ejaculating. Hence, male libido block. Read more »

“Can’t Imagine A Life Without Chastity”

I’ll be the first to admit that I really love chastity! I like semen retention and that “horniness” feeling that goes along with it. In fact, I can’t imagine a life without it now. I regularly sleep in a “chastity cup” (which is a hard cup jockstrap) and it is arousing even when I don’t have an erection. Call it a fetish, but for me it reinforces my place in the world as a male. I find that the combination of semen retention and male chastity provides a 1-2 “punch” to my libido. I can’t get enough of it!

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I know that semen retention helps to boost my testosterone level after about a week and that helps with the horniness. At my age now (66) I am amazed that I am seemingly hornier than when I was 36!

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My Aneros sessions now mostly consist of a ~1 hour session (or less) with the HIH 950 which is not especially aggressive on my prostate. But I enjoy the feelings; they are very subtle and when the session ends, I can resume my daily tasks and not worry about a thing. I don’t have any “after-effects” from a particularly arousing prostate session (like with the Helix). Just livin’ the horny life!

PS I still have my CB-6000S male chastity cage but frankly, I haven’t used it in a couple of months! I find that the “chastity cup” provides enough boost to my libido that I don’t have to wear the cage during the day! I might try it out again soon, however! Read more »

“This Nice Session Had All The Right Ingredients”

It was time for a session. I had lost track of the days since my last one. I woke up wearing my Mueller “chastity cup” and had listened to some nice soothing tracks beforehand. I was ready. I headed-up to the bedroom, lubed-up the HIH 950 and quickly started this nice session.
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No sooner I started it that I knew this would be a good session; I was right! I started-out doing nothing, but that quickly developed into the massager wanting to do its own thing right from the beginning. I felt like a helpless participant. I began to have fairly quick auto-contractions and they quickly escalated into more arousal. I had several erections in sequence during this session and my prostate stimulation seemed to match. At one point near the middle of the session, I developed a tingly feeling in my feet and my hands and even felt a tingle progress up my spine (that one was unusual). I had abdominal contractions and general all-over body shakes. I had a definite discharge of some fluid from my penis and at one point (when I had an erection) I honestly felt that I could experience a HFWO! Because the 950 is shaped so much like a finger, I also experienced some nice erotic fantasies.
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As usual, the HIH 950 knows when to stop and so did I! I was surprised that the 45 minutes seemed to fly-by. Where did the time go? What else did I experience during this nice session? The 950 is a perfect gentlemen; he’ll never tell! Read more »

“Up and Down: Taking A Break”

I have learned with Aneros: you can’t be “up” all the time. You need to take a break once in a while. It’s okay; it doesn’t mean that your body and your sex drive have taken a big hit. It just means that your body is traversing through a prostate “cycle” of arousal, much like a penile arousal that comes and goes, especially at night. I am now in Day 4 of my semen retention and just came-off an incredible 12-Days of SR (ending with a powerful ejaculation). But now that that is over, I need to start-over with a new prostate arousal cycle and it takes time. But that’s okay with me; I needed some “down-time” to myself. Yes, I’m still into male chastity and still sleep in a “rotation” of “chastity cups” — in fact, I recently added two to my collection: a “soft-jock cup” by Shock Doctor (which is nice because I can’t touch my package directly but can “feel” it somewhat through the cup). And another (which I have not yet received) is the XO ProCup supporter. This one is supposed to be “the most comfortable cup you can buy” and I am looking forward to it!
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Lesson learned: To all my Aneros “buddies” still striving for a Super-O, take your time, relax, let your body lead you in the direction it wants to go. Even if you have experienced some Super-O’s before (like me), that was well over a year-and-a-half ago. Do I still want to have them? Yes, but I am not going to be disappointed if I don’t. Perhaps my body (and my prostate) are going through a long cycle of arousal. Perhaps I will re-experience that Super-O someday. But if I don’t, I won’t be discouraged. After all, prostate pleasures comes to us in many different ways. Take Aless, for example. There are ways to experience it sans a massager. Once you are in tune with your body, you can make great progress! You can experience a prostate “high” when you want it (even if you are at a “low” in the arousal cycle). Go for it! Read more »

“A Sudden Surge of Horniness”

I am in a “new” Day 5 of SR and starting to develop new “horniness” feelings. At night, while wearing a “chastity cup”, I feel so close to a wet dream or an auto-ejaculation. And today, during the day when I rarely have any erections, I am getting an intense “prostate-horny” feeling and actually a spontaneous erection or two. It feels like my body wants to ejaculate in the worst way. But I am still in chastity and will be withholding my ejaculations as long as possible. But this horniness feeling is quite distracting—hard to think of anything else! I would be very surprised if I don’t have a wet dream any night now…..if I last that long!

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