I am in day 8 of SR and super-horny! I pondered: Is now the time to go-off? I reached for my realistic vagina “sleeve” with the intention of using it to masturbate and ejaculate. I haven’t used it too much because it seems too difficult to clean inside. I honestly thought about trashing it after this use. But something told me to try to turn it inside-out. What would be the harm? And guess what! I was able to do so without tearing it! So I thoroughly cleaned it on the “inside” and sprayed some antibacterial toy cleaner on it. Good as new! Having “prepped” it, I figured: Why not give is a whirl?
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So I put some water-based lube inside the canal and just a little on my cock and proceeded to penetrate it. A little hard at first, but when it was in, it felt so good! Eventually, I turned-over on my stomach and began to lightly thrust in-and-out. OMG! It felt like the real thing! I started immediately fantasizing. I kept this up for perhaps 5-6 minutes or so, and even though I have DE (delayed ejaculation), I honestly felt myself inching slowly towards an ejaculation! By this point, I knew I had to stop or keep going until I came. I decided to stop while I was still in my SR-induced “high”. My sexual arousal remained untouched but I am feeling quite satisfied by the experience! Could I approach my wife with the same feeling? Intriguing……
Author: goldenboy
“This Session Didn’t Go According To Plan”
A very interesting session! Here’s the scoop…….
Here’s what was supposed to happen:
I am currently in Day 15 of SR and still feeling good. However, I felt this morning that it may be time for a release. So I switched to a swimmer’s jock and proceeded down to the family room where I began to listen to a stimulating track for ejaculation (I have used this before). After about 15-20 minutes, I had “primed the pump” and had a nice, full erection. I was ready. But then, instead of finishing-myself-off, I decided to remove the headphones and head back upstairs to my bed, and start a session. (Why I decided to do this, I don’t know at this point).
Here’s what actually happened:
I continued to wear the swimmer’s jock and slowly inserted the HIH 950. I began with a “do-nothing” approach. But something felt different with this session. Instead of contractions and clenches, I began to feel a general “pressure” feeling on my prostate. It wouldn’t go away; it felt like something was building up. All the while, I began to feel a strange sensation that began in my toes (of all places!) and then slowly moved to my feet, ankles, and then upward towards my lower spine. Yes, I felt it there. But that’s not where it stopped. Eventually, I felt it in the front part of my wrists (of all places!) I remember letting out a few moans during this time. I didn’t have any strong erections during this entire session, nor did I feel any liquid come out into the cup. When this session was over, I donned my Mueller “gentle chastity cup”. I think I’m ready to continue SR for another day!
“13 Going on 30?”
Another great session with the HIH 950! I slept in my SD Pro Ultra Carbon chastity “cup” overnight. Of course the nocturnal erections continue unabated and they feel so good through the cup. This session was different from the last one in two ways. First, I experienced many more whole-body shakes and “clenches” around the massager. Second, I experienced more of a “discharge” during the session; later-on, I discovered about a 1/4 teaspoon of “something”—-was it prostate fluid or something else?—inside the cup. And that leads me to the title of this blog: 13 going on 30? Let me explain…….
I am currently in Day 13 of semen retention (SR). That in itself is not unusual for me. But what is unusual is how I feel. I have absolutely NO blue balls or “heaviness” feeling in my testicles. Usually by now, it is only a matter of time before I am forced to ejaculate. But this time, I feel a “lightness”, a “fresh feeling” if you will in my balls. I know it sounds unusual, but my balls feel like it is only Day 1! I honestly don’t know what is going on. Is my body finally adapted to the regimen of semen retention? Is is preparing me for wet dreams? Are my prostate stimulation sessions helping the practice of male chastity as they are supposed to do? All valid questions—-but I don’t know the answers. All I know is that I will continue this SR course as long as possible. Of course, all may end soon enough. But I am prepared to ride-out this run for the long-haul. It is an incredible feeling!
“This Session Was Long Overdue”
This session was long overdue. Here’s how it developed……
I listened to a Shibby erotic hypnosis audio for a HFO. The imagery seemed very real and blew me away. I think I came close. I then listened to a nice, relaxing YouTube track. I felt the need to have a BM (I had been constipated for a few days, and this was the real first one after using a strong laxative, so this one felt really satisfying to me.) Right then and there, since I had an empty rectum, I knew I had to lube-up the HIH 950 and start a session. I was still wearing my SD Pro Ultra Carbon chastity “cup” with a pair of Depend Real Fit briefs (don’t laugh—-it works!), then my short PJs on top. I went to lie down and relax into this session.
As soon as the session started, I realized that it would be a good one. I had not had a session for over 2 weeks due to an intestinal ailment which now is resolved. Right from the start, I could not keep my ass from moving! I had involuntaries and p-waves from the beginning. At some point, I felt a strange “tickling” sensation on my prostate. All the while, it felt exactly like a finger in my ass, rubbing against my prostate. I honestly felt close to a HFWO. No moaning or body shakes this time around. Toward the end of the session, I did about 35 strong contractions as recommended by HIH for good prostate health. By the way, I am currently in Day 11 of semen retention and I feel great! No evidence of blue balls yet (I don’t know how I managed to pull this one off). All-in-all, a great session!
“Rolling The Dice”
My wife knows I practice semen retention but doesn’t make too much of it. She knows I don’t like to “go-off” unless I tell her. So last night, we had a cuddle session and I became hard as a rock. I was in Day 6 of SR at that time. Anyway, we began to cuddle and I found myself in front of her. The next thing I know, she has her hands near the opening of my short PJs and begins to carefully caress the glans of my super-erect penis. OMG! I am starting to lightly moan and she continues to do what she is doing. She begins to go lower on my package and I thought it was over. But (and I don’t know how she knows this) she must sense that I am close to the PONR and she stopped cold-turkey! (I could never stop this way at this point). She didn’t say a word but let me start to cool-down. And I did in about 5 minutes. After that, it was time for bed so I retreated to my bedroom and put on my SD chastity “cup” for the night…..
Why did I title this blog “rolling the dice”? Since I am subject to “blue balls” and don’t know when they are coming, her getting me too close to the PONR can definitely trigger it. So I just have to wait the day out now and see how I feel later on today. I definitely want to continue SR. But I may be headed for an ‘E” sooner than later!
“The Art Of Male Meditation”
[Readers, be aware….the descriptions are quite graphic….]
As I write this, I don’t even know if I will be able to put into words what I was feeling and thinking. I’ll try the best I can….
Background: I awoke not too early this AM and slept in my SD Ultra Pro Carbon chastity “cup” overnight. I switched to my Bike “cup” which is more restrictive and supportive. I go to lie down and relax with some tracks. But things were just not “clicking” this morning so I gave-up the headphones and just went to lie down and relax for an hour or so. I fell-into a meditation. Let me explain what happened…..
I began performing very light reverse kegels, occasionally trying a few “regular” kegels in-between. While doing this, I began to feel a nice stirring in my prostate and actually developed a few whole-body spasms. I felt ready for the next step…..
Now I don’t know what prompted this, but I began to meditate. The exact sequence I probably don’t remember now, but what I do remember is this….
While being confined to “chastity” in my Bike cup, I began to dwell on what is means to be male. I thought about testosterone and its effect on the male sexual response. I thought about all the various components of my male anatomy: my prostate, penis, testicles, and all the related “plumbing”.
“SR Day 12: How Long Can I Go?”
“Well, I am into Day 12 of SR and I have several observations to note. First off, I have absolutely NO blue balls feeling! I think I know why; I have done absolutely NOTHING to arouse my cock: no edging, no cuddling with wife, nothing! I learned a while ago that by not edging, I can go longer in SR. This will mean that I may be able to extend this SR run to 15, 20, 25 days if I choose to. However, there is a “minor drawback”……..Let me explain……..
I am horny! Not just the usual horniness that comes and goes, but a long-lasting, precum-leaking horniness! I have a strange feeling now in my cock, like I need to pee but I know I can’t. I have had more leakage within my overnight “chastity cups”. And when I came out of chastity this morning, I switched to a “regular” jockstrap for only a short time when I began “feeling myself up” and oh it felt so good! But it only lasted for a minute or two when I felt that I needed to go back into a chastity cup.
How long can I hold out this time? I honestly don’t know.
PS I have been doing regular prostate “sessions” with my HIH 950 this past week, probably 3-4 sessions in total. Have these sessions been helping me to achieve a longer SR goal? I don’t know that either but I hope so!
A “Prostate Edging” Session
Wow! This session easily tops any others I have had recently! Let me explain…..
While wearing my Mueller male “chastity cup” overnight, I woke-up aroused and ready for a session. I started this session in the usual way and basically “did nothing” for about 15-20 minutes. As I got further into the session, I tried different positions for my legs and knees. Everything I did felt amazingly good.
Further into this session, I began to get a sensation that I was going to ejaculate! OMG! A HFWO? But although I felt it, alas, I did not ejaculate. But this feeling must have gone on for at least 25-30 minutes. I can only liken it to a traditional penile “edging” session where you purposely hold-back an ejaculation until you can’t take it anymore. That is a little what this “prostate edging” session was like. I probably could have gone-on for a good while longer. I felt suspended in my “erotic space” and couldn’t concentrate on anything other than my prostate and all the pleasure it was giving me at the time. And isn’t that the purpose of an edging session, after all? So that is why this prostate “edging session” was so significant for me. Who knows what would happen if I was able to continue with it for longer than an hour? Would I have a HFWO? Would I have a Dry-O? Would I have a Super-O? There is always another session, another feeling to explore!
A “Chastity Session”
What is a “chastity session”? Is it similar to an Aneros session? Yes and no; let me explain…….
I chose to sleep in my Bike jock with Mueller cup and it was a great combination. I am currently in Day 7 of SR and (you guessed it!) I am horny again! While still erect, I decided to have a session with the HIH 950. I lubed-up and actually inserted it in the bathroom. Then I went to lie-down in bed. What came next can only be described as an idyllic, erotic journey. I discovered several sets of pelvic floor muscle groups which I contracted and relaxed, first slowly and then more rapidly. Later on, some of these were auto-f**k contractions and started to blow me away! Since the 950 is so subtle on my prostate (unlike the Helix, Eupho and others) I felt a continuous rise in pleasure. I don’t believe I experienced any Dry-Os this time around in this 1-hour session, but I did experience some all-over body shakes and tingles. Toward the end, I have fallen-into a fantasy. I am with a male lover and he is caressing my pecs, underarms and nipples. Ohhh! I feel it building-up even more in my prostate. After an hour, I felt it was time to end this amazing session. BTW, I never even saw my cock due to the fact that the chastity “cup” remained on the entire time!
“This Session Went The Distance!”
I was up at about 2:00 AM still wearing my SD “chastity cup”. I wanted a session and started it with the HIH 950 as I usually do. But something about this session was different. For one, I started to feel an unusual prostate “tickle”. And I noticed that the perineum tab was “more in play” with this session than in any others. This combination had all the makings of a Super-O!
After a while, I began to experience some auto-f contractions which felt much like the “old days” when I was leading-up to a Super-O! At some point, I felt “something” in the lower part of my spine…..then I felt a “tingly” feeling in my legs. This was followed soon-after by a “tingling” in my arms as well. If I completely relaxed, I could feel a building-up of sensations within my prostate, almost to the point of MMOs! Perhaps that’s what they were…..but very subtle! I noticed that my cock became aroused and then soft several times during this session. In retrospect, I liken this session to those which I experienced with the Eupho Classic! So subtle…….but able to blow your socks off! After an hours’ worth, I felt it best to end this session and relax in the afterglow of Aless. I am not disappointed in this session at all!
PS The SD “cup” stayed on the entire time.
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