Author: goldenboy

“A Different Mindset Makes All The Difference”

It was very hot yesterday (90’s) and just before sleep, my wife allowed me to cuddle with her. She is working through some personal issues and her mood is improving. But she said that even though it was hot, I couldn’t get “hot” with her—-and I knew what she meant. So I just held her close for about 15 minutes or so, all the while I had a strong erection. It felt so good! Anyway, I retired to sleep for the night (in chastity) but woke-up early this morning with an arousal level (on a scale of 1 to 10) of 10! I have been trying for a wet dream and felt like it could come any night now.

This morning I still have that strong arousal feeling and it doesn’t seem to want to let go of me. My cock is begging for a release, I know the feeling. The anticipation of some more cuddling (or more) this evening may be just too much for me today. I will try to hang-on as best I can. I feel like I could cum in my pants. This “mindset” is clearly real—-an analogy I can draw is the anticipation of a wedding-night! What could be in store for me later on? Will I cum in her? That sexual arousal feeling will last the entire day! I can’t wait!

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“Boy Butter Revisited!”

I received my new supply of Boy Butter today (via Amazon Locker—a very secure and private way to get it!) I had great success with it in achieving my first Super-O and am looking forward to my first session with the HIH 950. I just did a 50-minute session this morning using Slippery Stuff Gel and achieved what I felt to be numerous Dry-O’s. I felt especially good “reverse kegels” which seemed to be self-propelled! I know this was a good session because I had some involuntary abdominal contractions and my legs were starting to take-off on their own!

PS Never looked at my penis; don’t know if this was a successful milking session or not.

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“Male Chastity: Is A Wet Dream Coming?”

I knew something was coming. Last night, before bedtime, and out of nowhere, I started getting fairly extreme Aless. I didn’t even plan it. Why? For some reason, my prostate started to spasm and it felt good. Now fast-forward to this morning……I am in bed in my chastity cup and like usual, I have a strong erection and am squirming around, mostly on my stomach. I feel every twitch from the head of my cock. Anyway, I am only in Day 4 of SR but I swear it feels like Day 40! As I continue squirming, I distinctly feel like I am going to ejaculate. Then, it happened! I felt like I was peeing! I couldn’t stop it. Now I had just gone to the bathroom not long ago, so it couldn’t have been pee? But something was coming out! When I got out of bed about 15 minutes later, I removed the cup and was surprised to see that my cock’s head was covered in something clear! I touched it and it was clear but only partially sticky! OMG! What was this? The start of a wet dream? (or more technically an auto-ejaculation?) Or was it a wet orgasm (without ejaculation)? Now as a side note, I have been having regular lucid dreams but they are of a non-sexual nature. Perhaps if I continue on this pathway and think about something sexy before falling asleep, I may be able to trigger that involuntary wet dream! I can’t wait! Read more »

“Male Chastity: Locked and Cocked”

Having gone “in-and-out” of male chastity lately, and after a 19-day run of semen retention (SR), I was amazed how quickly and easily I went-off. It was actually too easy! And that got me thinking: is male chastity really the “cure” for erectile dysfunction? Now I have had delayed ejaculation (DE) for quite a while. But since I have been in chastity, I now seem to have more sexual confidence to be able to perform “whenever, wherever”. It is as if my locked-up cock is truly “cocked” and ready to go-off at a moment’s notice. In fact, my wife is complaining that I am too sexed-up and horny (like a lot of young guys). What is wrong with that? That is why, it seems, when I am locked-up in chastity, I just have this incredible “male energy” or more specifically, a male “sexual potency” that is undeniable. It is a blessing to have this amazing feeling at my age (soon to be 66)! And I will maintain this feeling as long as I am able!

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“No Exceptions, No Release: An Intense Male Chastity Fantasy”

Wow! This fantasy started-out in a most mundane way. It was about 2:30 AM and I am in Day 18 of SR. I thought I should do a milking. So I proceeded with a 45-minute session. But it wasn’t all that arousing. Perhaps I am milking too frequently? But these milking sessions do help me avoid blue-balls. Anyway, when this session was over, I got an immediate sense to return to my male chastity cup…NO EXCEPTIONS! I proceeded and then went to lie-down and select an appropriate musical track.

What came next was completely unexpected and yes, somewhat scary. Little did I know then that this fantasy has already begun. Let me explain…..

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I selected a track on YouTube which seemed appropriate: “2 Hours The Hottes Erotic Vocal Lounge – SPICY LOVE Relaxing Romantic Sensual Music” and it was without doubt the most fitting track for a fantasy ever! In a nutshell, I am transported to another place, another time. I believe that English is not even the language spoken. I am still in chastity but this time, there is a big difference: there will be NO RELEASE for me! That means that I am in male chastity 100% of the time, forever. I will never be allowed to cum again! This feeling was very pervasive and was very real. It completely caught me by surprise; I never expected it. But as I continued to listen, I feel a sense of inevitability that this was the ultimate male chastity fantasy and I am now a part of it. Read more »

“Something New For Me: Lucid Dreaming”

Was awake about 4 AM. I decided to listen to something new: audio hypnosis for lucid dreaming. Now I have heard the term lucid dreaming and was vaguely familiar with the concept, but never had any direct experience with it. Until this morning…….let me explain.

I searched on YouTube for some lucid dreaming hypnosis files that didn’t contain any binaural beats and found a few. So I settled-in, put headphones on, got comfortable and started listening. All was going well but some time passed and I was aware that I was still listening to the track.

[Fast-forward about an hour and a half]

I awaken with morning wood inside my chastity cup and guess what? I had been lucid dreaming! I remember vividly two lucid dreams I had this morning. The more interesting one was in an institution of higher learning. It was clear as a bell. I remember conversations, places, people, events. Amazing! Now the interesting thing is that I seemed not to have direct control over the content of the lucid dream, only the fact that I WAS lucid dreaming! I’m not sure if it is possible to “steer” your lucid dreams to a particular subject……I’ll have to research that later. But this experience for me was truly mind-blowing! I have heard about lucid dreaming but until this morning, I have not had any first-hand experience with it! Will I try it again? Yes, but next time, without the headphone and the hypnosis suggestions. I’ll see what results…. Read more »

“Male Chastity: Rebuke, Reward & Punishment”

Rebuke—My wife’s mood turned decided negative yesterday and I knew I would easily “slide-into” Day 16 of SR. I don’t know what I did but knew I didn’t have a chance in the bedroom. I awoke about 1:30 AM this morning again with a raging erection and a wet-dream feeling that I have had almost every night for the past few nights. I am wearing my hard “chastity” cup.

Reward—Slipping-into a living fantasy, I am given permission to remove my cup and switch to a tight brief (actually a Speedo square-leg trunk) with a towel inside to catch a release if it should come. I am told to go have some “fun” while out of chastity. What a reward! I quickly retreated to the sofa and began listening to some relaxing and stimulating tracks. (Now realize that I want to be in SR longer and so had no desire to ejaculate today).

A couple of the tracks had some lightly embedded binaurals for sexual stimulation and I thought I would give a listen (not too arousing). Good! But I must have relaxed too much and lost track of the time since the next thing I know is that I am fully erect and aroused listening to some ASMR sounds with a very cock-erecting binaural sweep. These were auto-generated by YouTube. I was not anticipating this. OMG! I am being stimulated now to a near ejaculation and I feel it approaching! I feel my groin starting to tense-up in anticipation. Is this what I want? The answer was obviously “no”, not now. So, difficult as it was, I stopped listening immediately, still super-horny. I began to try to cool-down and was instructed to quickly don the chastity cup again. I fear that I may have edged too far this time… Read more »

“A New Male Chastity Feeling: I’m Almost Begging To Cum”

I’m currently in Day 15 of SR and things have definitely changed. My wife suddenly is expressing interest in cuddling and more. Just last night, when I cuddled-up to her, she “teased” my cock a little bit until I was hard as a rock. Then, I guess because it was late, she “shifted into park”. I went to bed soon after, donned my chastity cup and fell asleep….

When I awoke about 6 hours later, with a hard-on, I was squirming around on the bed, and every little twitch and movement, especially on my stomach, felt like I was close to an ejaculation (a wet dream? an autoejaculation?) Whatever it was called, I am now feeling in my mind that I am begging for a release, an ejaculation. This feeling was so powerful that I began just writhing on the bed, but to no avail. I was still locked-into chastity and there is no escape for me. I can only think of this; everything else pales in comparison. How much longer will I have to endure?

I know that in my previous blog, I talked about the possibility of “tease-and-denial”. Little did I suspect that the teasing would not be self-imposed but rather come from my wife! Maybe she is playing the “chastity game” along with me? Whatever the motivation, my mind now is now focused on one thing and one thing only….I need to cum! I will do anything to cum! I will beg to cum! I am beyond horny! I am fucking desperate! Help me! Read more »

“Going The Distance In Male Chastity”

While in Day 14 of SR, I felt like I needed another milking. These milking sessions have eliminated the “blue-balls” syndrome for me and I feel that I can continue SR much beyond 21 days. This session was quite amazing! In addition to the regular P-waves, at some point during this session, I began to shake my legs and my feet. I felt things building-up to the level of a Dry-O and felt that with a little bit of additional stimulation, I could experience a HFWO! But I decided against it and just rode-it-out some more. Near the end, I did 30 strong-and-hold contractions as recommended by HIH. OMG! I began to feel a Dry-O all over again! But morning was approaching, and so I decided to end this amazing session.

Now I am thinking: in male chastity, “tease-and-denial” is all part of the game. With “blue-balls” taken out of the equation, am I now a candidate for some “teasing”? I think so. What does this involve? Many videos of guys in chastity show the cage removed, or the cock is teased and stimulated while inside the cage. Either way, this should result in some mind-blowing stimulation, just short of ejaculation. Since my “blue-balls” should not occur, I need not fear edging to a near ejaculation. I have not experienced this feeling in a while, and it would be an amazing addition to my male chastity play. Read more »

“Got Blue Balls? You Need A Milking!”

In Day 12 of SR. I knew it was just a matter of time before I developed “blue balls”. With the house alone for several hours, I decided to do a quick milking session with my HIH 950. It has not let me down so far!

I made sure my rectum was clear, then lubed-up and quickly started a 10-minute do-nothing technique. Do nothing? Ha! Within about 5 minutes, I was experiencing the so-called “auto-fuck” contractions and they felt so good! I attempted to continue do-nothing as long as possible, but within a short time, I found myself performing various contractions (hold/release/reverse). Right from the start, I am leaking fluid, so much so that I needed a tissue on the bed to catch it. Now an interesting note on this session: I noticed that when I was leaking the most amount of fluid, I was rock-hard, including my balls. After a while, however, my erection went away and so did the leakage. It was at this point that I felt my body telling me that was all the milk available today (it only was about 3 days since my last milking). I didn’t feel it was productive to continue the session any longer and so it ended.

Lesson learned: listen to your body (especially your prostate) during sessions; it will tell you what you will experience and will tell you when to stop.

PS The blue-balls went away within 15 minutes of ending the session! Read more »