Hey!
It’s been a while since my last entry but rest assured I have been keeping tabs on all you guys for inspiration, thanks. I’ve still been enjoying some wonderful sessions but I have noticed some subtle changes in my responses. I am also trying to train myself not to follow the same old routine for every session which seems to be paying off. For instance, my usual position for a session has been on my back, slightly propped up with a pillow or two, with knees bent and feet flat on the bed. I found this led to me tensing up my stomach muscles too much when things got going. Of course this impeded my breathing when I felt I should have been more relaxed. So now I adopt a more flat position which lets me release the tension in my abdomen, that immediately felt better. I follow the “do nothing” approach and just let things happen. Using my new position I became aware that when orgasms started I was really clenching hard on the Aneros, fair enough it’s difficult not to, but as the orgasm faded I was still holding it in quite strongly although I thought I had relaxed my “grip” on it. I was quite surprised how much more tension I could release and allow the Aneros some freedom to begin its work again. I am really concentrating hard on this as I find I can bring on the autofxxk response quite well. Also noticeable is that during a session I can go through many phases of different pleasurable sensations. A few times I have had the feeling of an ejaculation building as I approached climax, I could definitely feel the same pumping feeling that I get during ejaculation from traditional masturbation and ejaculation. So far nothing has occurred but it feels so close. I admit that on one occasion after a session I reallly felt the need to cum, I didn’t want to use my hands, I just wanted to somehow get as close as I could to the PONR and let my prostate take over. I found that if I positioned the edge of my duvet over my frenulum while laying flat on my back, any movement at all just kept things on the boil and eventually I felt that incredible sensation when a load is on its way. The resulting ejaculation came from deep within and was intense, and more productive than a normal one, it was strong with many pumps from my prostate. Although it wasn’t truly a HFWO, it has wet my appetite to experience a genuine one. As I am now about 10 days into SR and enjoying all the feelings that come with it, I am trying an experiment. Several times a day for the past two days I have been taking myself as close as I can to the PONR. It has been a torture of sorts but at the same time, so, so arousing, My thoughts are that by the time I settle in for my next Aneros session I will be bursting to cum, hopefully in a hands free manner. Whether I will be lucky enough for it to happen I don’t know, but in any case I will have had some fun trying. My arousal levels are so high just now that my prostate is demanding attention almost as much as my cock. I feel electrified and I’m buzzing with sexual energy.
Author: Harper
Switched off. Switched on!
I don’t know why, but for 10 days or so I had been totally disinterested in having an Aneros session or indulging in any sexual activity whatsoever. I really missed it and badly wanted to have some action but when the opportunities came along I felt switched off somehow. I wasn’t unduly worried and thought that when the time was right I would know. However impatience got the better of me and I decided that I was going to try a session regardless of how I felt, no expectations at all, just accept whatever came along. At this point I had reached day 12 of SR. Even as I prepared for the session I was unaroused, I usually begin leaking in anticipation. I opted for my MGX Trident and lay back waiting to see what happened. Much to my surprise within 10 minutes I was aware of some good sensations and was encouraged to begin a little nipple stimulation. Usually during a session, nipple stimulation gets my prostate fluttering and enhances the sensations. But this time I was presented with a really stiff and throbbing erection, some nice waves too. Then I had a sensation unlike anything I have felt before during a session, I really felt as if my prostate was squeezing and pumping as if trying to force out an ejaculation, my cock pulsed with each contraction of my anus and prostate and I thought I was going to have a HFWO. Sadly it did not materialise but not for the want of trying. Nevertheless I enjoyed the experience but refrained from ending with a TO, I wanted to let it build. So today, 2 days later I am thinking of trying a session tonight. Finding myself with a few moments of privacy late afternoon, I thought I might prime myself for the session with a little nipple play. Almost immediately I felt the same reaction as during the previous session, my butt was clenching, very firm erection and the same pumping feeling as before. Since then I have been incredibly horny and am leaking in anticipation. I am not sure how I have turned things around but I am somehow, switched on again.
A “rude” awakening
I awoke this morning a little earlier than is usual for me, mainly because a very firm member was preventing me from getting comfortable again. Before I knew it I was pushing the firm member into the bed and beginning to get a rhythm going. I stopped myself, I am not quite ready to surrender just yet, and certainly not in the drowsy state of an early morning. It occurred to me that this aroused state would lend itself very nicely to a quickie with whichever model I cared to use. I decided on my Helix Syn, I don’t know why. I have now 5 models from which to choose. I can’t explain how I knew, it just seemed right. Right from the off it felt good, I am in the habit of just relaxing into a session, letting things develop and see what comes along. Usually I am passive too and don’t initiate anything at all but within 10 minutes I found it impossible not to move my whole body around into different positions with a few hip thrusts thrown in. It felt as if I was attempting to soothe an itch deep inside, which we know is exactly what I was doing in a way. At one point I was literally climbing the wall, in a effort to get to that itch I found myself lying on my back with my legs up the wall and my head hanging off the edge of the bed. I have never been driven to these measures before, but I could not resist, this was the most physical session I can remember having. Strangely, it did not result in an orgasm or anything but the sheer physicality of it left me with some good feelings and endorphins were flowing. Actually, endorphins were not the only things flowing, copious amounts of pre cum were generated at the time. It makes a very good lube for a bit of nipple stimulation by the way.
A happy chappie again!
Well, after what has seemed like forever, order has finally been restored in my life again. Thankfully nothing serious or drastic occurred just some work on the house that over ran and became a bit stressful. It left me in no mood for much of anything and my sessions ceased for about three weeks. I did begin to wonder whether things would be the same when I once again was able to indulge, maybe some of the re wiring might have been undone, maybe I might have to go back a few steps and take some time to get back to where I was. During my enforced break I had ordered myself an MGX Trident and was looking forward to giving it a try. I was undecided though when the opportunity for a session eventually arose. Should I play safe and use a familiar model or give the MGX it’s debut? It just had to be the MGX, I was intrigued by those ridges at the base of the shaft and was anxious to try. Cut to the chase and all I can say is I had a most enjoyable session, nothing mind blowing just sweet gentle sensations and waves of pleasure. The thing I love about the MGX is that it doesn’t have a bulbous end near the base as the other models do which seems to allow it to be pulled in further, which is when the ridges can most definitely be felt, genius. I had a break the next day but began to feel the urge for a further session during which I opted for my Eupho Trident which always delivers something, on this occasion, once again nothing more than some gentle mini O’s and some blissful waves of contentment. On waking the following morning I was so incredibly horny I had to reach for the Eupho again and enjoyed a joyous 20 minute session. By now I am obviously very aware that nothing detrimental has happened during my spell of enforced chastity and I am happy to report that ones prostate does not forget. Quite the reverse it seems to me, I am up for a session anytime and feeling horny as hell. Tonight it shall be the turn of Maximus Trident. Isn’t the prostate a marvellous thing? In the interests of full disclosure I might add that after my first session with the MGX I ended the session by masturbating to ejaculation, well it had been 3 weeks! So now I am only at day 5 and already feel as if I might spontaneously ejaculate at any time.
When life just gets in the way.
I have been enduring a forced break from any Aneros or associated activity for a couple of weeks now. Some house renovations have been ongoing, none of it smoothly. I don’t get too stressed but find I have been just too preoccupied and distracted to contemplate any sessions. On top of this, I caught some kind of a flu bug that took me down for a few days. All of this has just kind of completely blocked any sensations of arousal or withdrawal I would normally expect after almost two weeks of SR and no sessions. It works but I can’t recommend it. However, I feel a reawakening! I am now bug free and hopefully the work is back on track. I am beginning to savour the thought of a well deserved and long overdue session. Just the thought of which model to choose has got me quite hard and horny. Maybe my Eupho Trident with its sleek lines and nimble ways or, my Progasm Jr that is none of that and quite frankly just f****s me from the word go. So, come Friday, or should that be cum Friday, I shall have to wait and see which one gets the nod.
One session a week. What’s that like?
Now I’m not complaining, far from it. Don’t get me wrong, enjoying almost constant sexual energy and rampant levels of arousal are just the ticket and I can’t believe my luck. But I do find it just ever so slightly distracting. I am carrying out my daily routine of prescribed exercise for an annoying sciatic problem and find myself unable to continue when a series of mini O’s launch themselves upon me until I end up laughing at the absurdity of it. I am seated at the dining table having lunch or suchlike, the chairs are quite hard I admit, sudden waves of pleasure surge through my nether regions, my facial expression must surely betray me. Nobody notices. I find myself watching the weather girls on tv, I have no idea at all what the forecast is. All I know is, they look pretty hot to me, and from a certain angle I am sure I can glimpse a nipple. I limp out of the room, surely the bulge in my shorts must betray me. Nobody notices. I made a decision to give myself a “cooling down” period and take a weeks break from all Aneros activity which usually consists of three sessions per week. From there I was going to try a weekly Aneros session and ejaculate as and when necessary. A week of chastity was not difficult for me, I have twice completed the 21 day challenge and made it beyond that one time. But how might I cope with no Aneros sessions and semen retention, I was already at day 5 when I began? After about 3 days things were ok, no strong Aless to distract me and I felt a bit more grounded. By day 5 I found I was yearning for the end of the week to come, 10 days of SR and no Aneros for days were beginning to tell. Although my horniness was ramping up by the day I found it was not quite as all consuming. Day 7 duly arrived, I was definitely needing my fix and I couldn’t wait to get started. For the session I chose my Eupho Trident, it performs wonderfully and has never disappointed me so far. The Eupho wasn’t so much inserted, more like swallowed hungrily. Within a few minutes I was in rapture, it felt ever so good to be back. The Eupho is the only model I own that seems to invite penis to the party, and on this occasion penis was only too happy to accept the invitation. Well he had been in solitary confinement for 10 days! Some wonderful dry O’s ensued while my cock was pulsing and throbbing in accompaniment. It was too much to bear and I couldn’t resist stroking and rubbing my engorged member, usually I forgo stimulation during a session, but this time it felt just right. I would stroke for a while and then stop and concentrate on the waves of pleasure from my prostate, then back on the cock for a while and so on. Inevitably I felt an ejaculation building and stopped short a few times but was edging ever closer. Then I knew I had gone too far and readied myself for the impending ejaculation. But it didn’t quite go as I expected. I knew I was going to cum, I could feel it making its way but, instead of spurting out, and apologies if this is just too much information, I witnessed the largest amount of semen I have produced in years simply flow out like it would never stop. What a sight. But still no orgasm, gently I teased my glans until I felt my prostate thumping and I had the most wonderful penile orgasm with more cum. Having barely gotten over that my Eupho seemed determined to have the final word as a wave of pleasure surged outward from my prostate. I felt well and truly drained, literally. Such a session I have never experienced. I think the reason for such a successful session might just have been that all of the pieces were there to enable it and they just fell into place on the night. Mainly though, I was well and truly ready for my Aneros session and seemed to build up the anticipation as I counted down the days, it felt the same as attempting SR. Interesting, I’m going to try it again.
I was supposed to be having a rest!
I decided that I would take a short break from my Aneros sessions and just let things settle down. As nice as it is to be continually aroused and enjoying Aless for a lot of the time, I found I was becoming a bit obsessive and it was quite distracting sometimes, in a nice way of course. So I decided to take maybe a week out and then rediscover the pleasure so to speak. Well that’s all well and good, but easier said than done. It was no problem for the first few days but then the horniness grew ever stronger and erections were persistent. I thought my best plan to gain some relief would be to masturbate, get it out of the way and start afresh. I remembered that I had not used my Fleshlight in a while so I made up my mind to indulge. I enjoy my FL and had almost forgotten how nice it feels to slip inside of it. A very pleasing orgasm and ejaculation occurred but then something quite extraordinary happened. After ejaculating I had the feeling I had more to give and noticed that my erection had not quite gone, as it would normally have done. I continued gently sliding in and out and eventually felt myself ready to cum again. This has never happened to me before in my entire life, the ability to cum more than once from the same erection is something entirely new to me. I ejaculated again with orgasm, incredibly I was still aroused and not yet limp. I wondered if I might manage to cum for a third time and kept on penetrating the FL. I felt another orgasm approach and as I reached the PONR it felt different somehow and before I could stop I squirted out a jet of pee. Luckily I clamped down and stopped the flow and the rest was held in the FL, thankfully avoiding an embarrassing mess. I can only assume that my Aneros practice had somehow enabled me to experience this remarkable thing. One erection, three orgasms, two ejaculations and a squirt. Not bad, even better as I am now in my 61st year. Oh and to cap it all, I had some subtle Aless most of the next day. I must try resting more often!
27 days, no ejaculation. How did I get here?
This hasn’t been an all out effort to avoid ejaculation at all. Once I got past around the 15-16 day mark when the urge was very very strong, I seemed get over the worst and since then it has become fairly easy with no great urge. Worryingly easy in fact. Unlike previous times of extended SR when it became almost unbearable. During Aneros sessions, erections present themselves but the urge to ejaculate is not strong. The satisfaction from the Aneros seems to be sufficient to keep me distracted. But an ejaculation is still something to enjoy and I am beginning to ask myself whether eventually I might lose the urge completely if I ignore any more prompts. Somehow I doubt it. But, just in case, I think the time is right to unplug the dam!
Wahay!
A departure from my normal routine.
Woke early this morning not only with a persistent erection and some mild Aless, but the horniness and arousal brought about by 20 days without ejaculating. There was no respite, however much I tried to ignore it. It was too early to get up but no way was I going to get back to sleep feeling like this. On the spur of the moment I decided the time was right to jump into a session. After asking for some advice on this very situation only recently, and heeding the words of wisdom from @GoldenBoy and @BigGlansDC, I had already made up my mind to try a session sometime when Aless was present, so as the opportunity had presented itself, I thought “yeah let’s go for it”. Now, I am a late evening kind of guy when it comes to solo sessions and have to wait until lights out before commencing. So an early morning session would be a departure from the norm. Quietly, I gathered together everything necessary and hopped back into bed. Given my drowsiness I might not have made the best decision when deciding which model to use and opted for a new addition, Maximus Trident. Once inserted I felt better and settled back to see where things went. It wasn’t too long before some pleasant sensations came along. Then the fight between the in muscle and the out muscle began, and for a while the thing was poking me vigorously. It became a little uncomfortable, the P tab was digging into me and I had to take the Maximus out. I will have to revisit the Maximus again, but it is not looking too good a fit for me. I replaced Maximus with the Eupho Trident. Immediately it felt more gentle, like a soothing hand stroking a puppies head. I enjoyed thirty minutes or so of gentle caresses then fell asleep for two hours. Some wonderful Aless has been in the background all day long. The highlight of my day came whilst doing some exercises given to me by the physio to help with some Sciatica. The exercises are called Bridges, as demonstrated in this video https://youtu.be/WowARnE-p0s. After the first set of ten I began to feel a faint orgasm approach. I am glad I carry out these exercises at home not at the gym, I think I may well have been asked to leave. In between the soft moans of pleasure I could not stop myself from laughing out loud at the ridiculousness of the situation. Those few short moments changed my mood entirely for the rest of the day. It may take a little getting used to but, I very much enjoyed my first ever early morning session.
Good sessions or just so-so, there’s always something to take away.
One of the many things that I have learned so far is that no two sessions ever seem to follow a similar pattern. Some might be intensely pleasurable while other times somehow it just doesn’t quite get there. Regardless, I have found that I will nearly always find something new to take away from the session. My last two sessions have been at both ends of the scale. The intensely pleasurable one came courtesy of my Eupho Trident a couple of nights ago. The Eupho has since become my favourite by far. Small it may well be but, it revealed a couple of new experiences to me. I have read that because of its design, a side to side movement can be felt, so I was on the lookout for that. But when it came, strangely, it felt to me that it was not the Eupho that was moving, more like I was moving bodily around the Eupho. Lying with my eyes closed I could have sworn that I was gliding from left to right on my buttocks, I had to concentrate hard to maintain that impression but it was very convincing. Another revelation came from the P tab. All of my other devices tend to sit with the tab just to one side of my perineum, I try to centre them but soon they have again drifted off to one side, I have never actually noticed any real stimulation from the P tab at all. So more from habit than anything else, during my Eupho session I aligned the tab on the ridge of my perineum never expecting what came next. It was as if someone had flicked on a switch. Within a few moments I became aware of what I can only describe as a surge of energy flowing right into my nuts and along the length of my now very enthusiastic penis. Just as I was coming to terms with this, the bar was raised again. I began to notice that my involuntary contractions were pulling the Aneros in and flexing the P tab which, in turn moved slightly downwards, pulling taut the skin on my scrotum and the base of my penis. It felt as if the Eupho was trying to masturbate me and work on my prostate at the same time. The sensations were exquisite to the point of being almost unbearable. I thought and hoped it might lead to my first HFWO but it was so hard to concentrate on all of the sensations at once as my attention went back and forth between prostate and penis. Eventually the session came to an end but I was left with some wonderful Aless that was humming away for almost 24 hours afterwards. In future sessions I am going to persevere with the alignment of the P tab now that I am aware of the possibilities. In contrast, last nights session with my Helix Syn never really got going. I’m not sure why, I think perhaps I was tired and should have postponed it until I was better rested. After 30 minutes or so I was about ready to abandon the session as I was feeling a little discomfort. It was then that I realised that I had been really clamping down on the Helix and maintaining the pressure for some reason, possibly trying too hard. Curiously I found it difficult persuade my anus to relax and ease the grip. As soon as I did manage to release it was immediately pulled back in again. This to and fro situation went on for a while until suddenly it became an automatic action, like rapid-fire. It only lasted for a few seconds before it all got out of sync, it happened once more before I called it a day. So, not the best session but, I have found something to work on now. I think I will dedicate a few minutes in every session to try and build up that response.