I have borrowed this analogy from one of @goldenboy’s recent blogs, thank you GB.
Looking into my own “well” these past couple of days I noticed that while it surely was low it was not completely empty, there was still something in there but, it was just out of reach. But it seems that Mother Nature has kindly been topping up the well while I was not looking and now find that it has almost been fully replenished. I can now dip into it and enjoy some of the benefits, a whiff of perfume, a pert pair of breasts as they dance up and down beneath a flimsy top, the thought of an upcoming session, all seem to quench my thirst a little but at the same time add fuel to the fire. Or is it just that Spring is in the air?
Author: Harper
Back at Day 1
Well, back at day 1 now. I might have just invented the 13 day challenge which I passed with flying colours!
At the last moment last night I decided to use my Progasm Jr instead of the Helix that I had in mind. I find the PJ just gets to work and is quite vigorous, and I felt that was what I needed. Being in such an aroused state meant things got interesting fairly quickly and for a few moments I had the sensation of being auto-f****d. After some wonderful spells of enjoyment I decided I was going to let myself ejaculate. I remembered reading about a method in the old version of instructions and decided to try. Here is an extract with the method.
Note: For best results, bend the knees close to the stomach, squeeze the scrotum between the inner thighs (you can cross your thighs to squeeze more) then stretch your legs so that the penis skin and the scrotum are pulled back toward the base. It seems like the penis itself is stretched out, increasing its hardness and sensitivity. You may feel some pleasurable tautness caused by the stress added to the skin. As you approach orgasm, you will feel a contraction-like movement within the testicles.
Some people have ejaculatory orgasms without penile glans stimulation. Sometimes, just the tension applied to the penile skin will cause ejaculation.
Friday 6.30am. SR Day 13
I composed this blog whilst lying in bed this morning having “endured”, if that’s the right word, two hours of joyous feelings. It seems that my body has decided to take matters into it’s own hands to relieve the pressure if I refuse to use mine. Time and again I have felt that unmistakeable feeling that signals an imminent ejaculation, without any stimulation at all from me. Flacid member, throbbing erect member, lurid fantasies conjured up from nowhere, all combined with dry O”s and a constant flow of pre cum. Had I been using my Helix or Progasm Jr, I would have recorded this as one of my best sessions ever but, it is all taking place without. Just how I have been able to keep myself from caving in and finishing myself off I do not know. I just want the sensations to last. Well, a bit longer anyway.
I know I am heading the blog with the number of days without ejaculating. However I did not set out with the intention of reaching any particular day. I have just done 21 days, prior the the new “count”, which I found much easier than this one. I thought it might be useful to record the day number and the level of horniness or arousal as the days pass. I am wondering if there is an optimum time for retention and the levels of arousal it brings. Maybe my arousal will recede slightly as I pass a certain stage. I am certainly hoping so as it is reaching a crisis point at the moment. I have a date with Madame Helix tonight, maybe she will soothe me. Somehow I doubt it.
Thursday 3.30am. SR Day 12
Due to a social engagement I was disappointed that I would have to forgo my scheduled Aneros session for Wednesday night. I was hoping it would help to alleviate some of the mounting horniness I have been feeling. I’ll never know whether skipping that session led to what followed later. I found myself having the following conversation with myself in the middle of the night, half wondering whether it was a dream.
I stir, feeling by the urge to pee.
No wait, it feels like I’m going to ejaculate.
Can’t be.
Well get ready cos it sure feels like it.
OMG! A tiny dry O.
Here it comes again, I can feel it rushing through the pipes.
Stop! What if it’s pee this time round?
Well my bladder doesn’t feel full but……..
Yep, better not chance it.
I scramble out of bed and put on some underwear. In any eventuality they will catch some of whatever it is. I settle back down. A fluttering feeling below, I am just on the verge.
Concentrate, careful! Slowly let it come.
I squirt a couple of drops of pee and leap out of bed.
Sh**!
Back from the bathroom, bladder forced to empty. Sleep.
Hang on, I think I’m going to cum.
What the heck!
Well it can’t be pee this time.
I’m not even hard.
A small convulsion and I am wet. It’s not semen but pre cum.
Am I disappointed? Hmm, yes and no. Let the horniness continue!
Where to begin?
Here’s the thing, where should one start with a blog? At the beginning would seem the obvious place. But now, 4 months into my Aneros journey I have already discovered and learned of things previously unimaginable to me. So I feel that now might be as good a time as any to give it a go. These 4 months have been a revelation and I can not imagine where things might go from here on in. Most of the things we are experiencing are very difficult to translate into words, so I might not always be able to convey my thoughts as I might hope. I can only try and contribute as best I can.