(Long post warning!)
Ok this may sound like a bit of a rant, but bear with me, I’m just really frustrated.
Started with reading about this awesome prostate stimulation. Bought a Helix. Stuck it in, waited. Felt good, some contractions, some waves, but nothing to write home about. Wanked to a (better) shot, rinse and repeat. Did kegels, can shoot pretty far and generally enjoy it.
This went on for about a year and since the “journey” never led to anything spectacular, I decided that I was probably incapable of having my p-moment. Ok, no biggie.
Then I ended up having a tantric session while travelling and had most awesome 90 minutes of my life. Five or six handsfree dry orgasms purely from prostate stimulation, waves of pleasure and awesome euphoria. So, I figured, I can do it!
Since then I spent close to a grand on all sorts of gear, Helix, Progasm, Revo 2, Pure Wand. With or without vibro. With or without lube. Porn or no porn. Contractions or do nothing. On all fours or on the back…. you name it, I probably done it.
Nothing. Not a single fuckng thing. What’s worse, even whatever good feelings I used to have at the beginning are not there anymore. I stick the Helix in and wait. Breathe. Nothing. Not even a tingle.
Go asking on forums and get answers like oh you know…. you need to connect with yourself… let go… meaning of life… energy… blah-blah-blah. Or better still: you should start smoking weed or drop acid, will definitely help.