Something just clicked

I was planning on making a post today about this problem I’ve had just about all year. During Aneros sessions I could vaguely feel the toy touching my prostate, but not that beautiful butt buzz I used to always get. Curiously, I could feel many of the secondary effects of the Aneros, but not the direct contact with the prostate that I love so much. I have been able to have occasional full bodied orgasms of varying intensity, but my prostate was never tingling, it was always more of a dull feeling that, while I could identify it, wasn’t as overwhelmingly pleasurable as I have experienced in the past.

Last night I had an amazing session. I had a difricult time relaxing at first, but once I did my butt started to tingle and buzz. I felt my anal canal *deeply* relax. I reached many dry orgasms and had one or two wonderful full bodied orgasms where I could feel warm pleasure radiating out from my prostate all across my body. I felt very contented and complete. It’s like I’ve been missing something for a long time and now I’m finally whole again.

It’s crazy how things can all of a sudden “click”! My butt has been buzzing all day which hasn’t happened in a really long time.

Hypnagogic Orgasms

Last night just after falling asleep I awoke to a scary monster floating above my bed. It scared me briefly but I shined my cell phone light at it and it went away. Upon trying to return to sleep, I noticed that I was about to enter the dream state. I took advantage of this by thinking sexy thoughts so that I might have an erotic lucid dream. I was very nearly asleep already and just as I was about to enter the dream I felt a body orgasm building. Strangely, I couldn’t feel where it was coming from. It was very amorphous. I had a soft, brief orgasm. I had a few orgasms like that one before they transitioned to prostate based orgasms. Ultimately it built up to my first legit aless super o. For the next hour or so I couldn’t fall asleep because every time I was about to I started to build an orgasm. 

I haven’t had frequent aneros sessions for the past few weeks and I also haven’t been masturbating. I don’t know if it had an effect, but I’m sick with a cold right now.

I would also like to add that sometimes I experience small orgasms while going to sleep, but barely notice because I’m so close to unconsciousness. I would have enjoyed this experience a lot more if I wasn’t so tired, sick, and worried about work in the morning.

I figured it out

I’ve been using the do nothing method exclusively for about a year now. For the past few months I’ve noticed a decrease in the sensitivity of my prostate. I figured it was for no particular reason and that it would come back. Lately I have had almost no involuntary contractions and very few dry os.

I’ve had some decent sessions these past couple weeks, but nothing mind blowing. Last night I decided to start contracting during my sessions and my prostate feels amazing again! I think that the do nothing method only works for me if my prostate has been sufficiently “energized”. I also now realize that my best sessions recently followed the day after I used a dildo, which confirmed my theory to myself.

Paingasm

I had a strange new experience last night that I think is worth sharing.

I have Crohn’s Disease. In my case that means I sometimes get painful abdominal cramps. As you can imagine this has a frequent impact on my sessions. When I get cramps that’s a signal that it’s time to take the Aneros out.

Last night I went for a session. I had some fantastic sensations with many dry orgasms and even a mild super-o. 30 minutes or so in I began to get cramps that normally would spell the end of the session. I was very much enamored in the submissive mindset so I decided to “embrace” the pain in a way, hoping it would pass. They got pretty painful, but I was still having p-waves. I let it continue until I began having a super-o. In my whole pelvic region and my gut I wasn’t sure if it hurt or felt good, blurring the line between pain and pleasure. The rest of my body felt very good as the orgasm was full-bodied. Many waves of shivering orgasmic bliss rolled over my body with intense pain still radiating throughout the lower portions of my abdomen. The pain actually felt really good but bad at the same time.

Aneros vs Manual Stimulation

I’ve noticed that when I am using my Pure Wand I know when I am about to have a prostate orgasm when the strokes of my toy make me feel a rather strong sensation of having to pee. The lead up to an orgasm with the Aneros doesn’t feel that way at all to me. Is it like this for you guys too?