Author: kcmz8

Semen retention, prostate milking, edging and back to basics

Dear blog,

I haven’t written anything for some time now. Summer was filled with activities and my libido has been low from time to time. After my last blog update I got into semen retention and managed to keep from ejaculating for at least three weeks in a row. I forgot the day count but counting days is not important anyway.

It is good to regularly release the different seminal fluids and I decided to try prostate milking. I bought a Njoy Pure Wand and on my first try I managed to squeeze out a few drops of “milk”. Oh, the joy when the prostatic fluid came out! However, I didn’t manage to squeeze out any seminal vesicles fluid and I decided to try another technique instead.

I tried edging with an Aneros device inserted. I played with my penis and balls and I learned when to stop just before ejaculating. When I was really close to cumming I paused for a short while. The Aneros device started producing dry orgasms, which grew stronger and stronger. The combination of penis play and prostate play was really fun! While being very close to the edge I could sense the Aneros device pushing into the prostate and by every dry orgasm there was a realease of fluid, first the thin white prostatic fluid and then the thicker greyish seminal vesicles fluid. It was very enjoyable when it was pouring out. However, the urge to empty more fluid is very strong and I eventually went over the edge and ejaculated. Somehow the release is very satisfying and I haven’t been able to successfully milk without a final ejaculation. Recently I have become stuck on this new way of masturbating. Read more »

Anal pleasures

Dear blog,

I have focused too much on my penis lately while trying to milk myself. Bringing myself to the edge of cumming is very pleasurable indeed, but I have failed to remain on the right side of the edge and my sessions have every time ended with an ejaculative orgasm. I really want to avoid the post-orgasmic prolactin increase in my body and I have now decided to focus on anal pleasures instead. Here are some notes from two very pleasurable sessions.

Immediately when I woke up one morning a few weeks ago I knew what I wanted, anal pleasure. After getting washed and ready I chose my favorite prostate massager the Nexus Ultra Si, which fits my anatomy perfectly. Before insertion I carefully massaged my anus with my finger and I felt from the beginning that this will be a great session. The insertion of the massager went smoothly and I had my first anal orgasm within seconds. I was so aroused! I ignored my penis completely throughout the session and I was greately rewarded. The anal orgasms were simply breathtaking! During that session I primarily focused on the anal sensations and not the prostate. Read more »

Anal pleasures – Part II – Tempo surprise

Dear blog,

Monday was an Orgasm Day! I woke up early in the morning, because I had planned a morning session for a special reason. I’m very interested in buying the Njoy Pfun plug and I read a lot of reviews. Some users think it is not big enough and that it has a tendency to slip out. Earlier on I have had the same problem of small and medium size prostate massagers slipping out. Now I have become used to bigger toys like the big ball end of the Njoy Pure wand and the Nexus Excel. Note to myself, I must retry the Progasm, which has been unused for a while because it did not feel comfortable inside me. Anyway, I chose the Nexus Ultra Si for the session, because it is of similar size as the Pfun plug and I had a test run. If I could hold on to it throughout the whole session I would order the Pfun plug. To my great joy my sphincter has now become strong enough to hold on to medium size toys even during quite strong contractions. I had a nice session and the Ultra Si delivered many pleasurable orgasms. I did the seven chakra points orgasm pattern and I reached a high orgasm plateau of full body orgasms. It was a really awesome Monday morning session, what a way to start a week! Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss – Part V

Friday! I finished my job early at my home office and I turned off the computer and my work phone. I had been horny all day waiting for the next session playing with my prostate. It was a horniness deep inside and I felt that my prostate really wanted some attention after four days of rest.

I prepared the session and took off my clothes. I chose the Progasm because I wanted something girthy this time. It filled me up nicely and I just “did” the “do-nothing” and waited for the orgasms to start. They did start, but I felt a little discomfort during the contractions. Finally my ass protested and pushed the Progasm out. What a dud session so far.

Well, I did not want the session to end like that. I chose another girthy prostate massager (of another brand) and I inserted it instead. It seems like this one fits my anal anatomy much better and there was no discomfort anymore. I lied on my back and the massager started autofucking me harder and harder. While orgasming I moaned heavily. Suddenly my nipples craved for attention and I started touching them gently. My orgasms became stronger and stronger and my moaning became louder and louder. The Super-O:s was finally so strong that I was screaming of pleasure!! The next morning my throat was still sore! Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss – Part VI – Rewired

Sunday morning! I woke up and I noticed that my penis was semi-erect. I touched it gently and I felt the rush of arousal. After emptying the bladder and the bowels and washing myself I went back to bed. Lying there naked on my back with my legs spread and my arms gently by my side I let the arousal build until I could feel it everywhere in my body. My nipples pulsated but I resisted the urge to touch them. I took a deep breath imagining the moment before orgasm and off I went.

After a few dry orgasms I started touching the erogenous zones of my body. My orgasms became more and more intense as I touched my hips, my inner thighs, my belly and my breasts, but I still left out my sensitive nipples. I touched my penis and balls and I continued to orgasm without ejaculation.

I noticed my scrotum was very tense, just like it normally is moments prior to ejaculation, but I did not ejaculate, no matter how strong my orgasms were. I guess I am completely rewired now, almost as if I have forgot how to ejaculate. My brain does not simply send those signals to the muscles that send the sperms into the vas deferens carrying them away from the testicles to the ejaculatory duct and urethra. All other orgasmic contractions seem to happen but not that specific contraction you feel when you go beyond the point of no return and start ejaculating. I can describe my dry orgasms as a pump running dry, except all that nice precum, that is being pumped out. Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss – Part IV – The Super-O

Last night I had my first Super-O! How do I know it was a Super-O and just not another strong dry orgasm? Trust me, when you have a Super-O you will know the difference! It’s mindblowing and your whole body will be orgasming. You will be Orgasm. It’s difficult to describe it in words, you have to experience it.

How did I get to this point on my journey? First of all I need to tell you that I’m a HSP (highly sensitive person). There are many drawbacks being a HSP but the great advantage is that you are able to experience the good things in life very strongly. I’m obviously orgasm-sensitive and I could quite easily, with a little training, reach the level of having Super-Os.

During my years listening to erotic hypnosis audio files I learned how to relax my mind and how to let my thoughts fade out while focusing on the hypnotist’s voice and words. The idea of HFO hypnosis is letting the arousal build until the point of no return when you can’t stop yourself from cumming without touching yourself. Your own mind is giving you the orgasm, in this case a traditional wet orgasm. Recently I learned that self-hypnosis itself is erotic and I could bring myself to orgasm even though the hypnosis session was not about sex at all. These experiences have been of great value on my journey towards the Super-O. It is all about relaxation and letting go of the control of your body. Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss

I would like to share my Aneros journey so far. I’m 49 and since I was a teenager I have masturbated regularly. During my life I have tried many techniques and sex toys and I have even made my own toys. About 12 years ago I discovered the world of erotic hypnosis and I became more or less hooked on it. I developed the ability to have hands free ejaculatory orgasms almost every session. It’s all about arousal and relaxation of your body and mind at the same time.

I read about male multiple orgasms and I really wanted to experience that too. I started blocking ejaculations but the constant edging and cooling down was too hard for me. I came too easy and I could not separate the orgasm from the ejaculation. About four years ago I got interested in prostate orgasms instead. I came across Aneros and I ordered a Helix Syn. I liked the feeling of having the Helix inside of me and it felt good to do the contraction excercises and massage the prostate. However, when finishing myself off, the pressure on my prostate was too much and the ejaculatory orgasm was even a little uncomfortable. I eventually lost my interest because I had no success of ever being close to a prostate orgasm and my Helix was left in the wardrobe for more than three years until this week. Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss – Part II

My Progasm Jr. arrived a few days ago. I really love the design of it and the shiny black color and I enjoy the full feeling of it in my anus. I have not experienced the K-tab before and it definitely gives an extra sensation up my spine. Now there are sensations in four different areas at the same time: the prostate, the anus, the perineum and the end of the spine.

The Progasm Jr. puts at more distinct pressure on my prostate than the Helix. My arousal easily increases until orgasmic level and the Progasm Jr. moves nicely in rhythm with my contractions. I get very long-lasting dry orgasms when the Progasm Jr. autofucks me! I read somewhere that we think of an orgasm as a point in time, something that happens to you. Instead, you need to think of orgasm as a state of being, in which the sensations can become more or less intense. With the Progasm Jr. I certainly experienced this new state of being.

During my sessions with the Progasm Jr. I rested for a while between the long-lasting orgasms and I let the arousal spread to the whole body without any heavy contractions. I now realize that this could be the way of reaching the Super-O. I feel I’m on the right path but I still have a long way to go. Read more »

Multi-Orgasmic Bliss – Part III

It’s time to sum up the last couple of weeks of experiencing prostate and anal pleasures. It’s been an amazing start on a new journey discovering new aspects of my sexuality.

Two weeks ago, on a dull Wednesday night, I remembered that I had bought an Aneros device a few years ago. Back then I was not mature enough to discover the potential pleasures it could bring. Yes, it did feel nice to have something inside my ass, but I never experienced the strong sexual feelings that I read about in the forum. That Wednesday night two weeks ago I wanted to enhance the feeling of a handsfree (ejaculatory) orgasm and I picked the Helix out from my wardrobe where it has been unused for a few years. When I inserted it, I remembered the nice feeling of having it inside and after a while I could let go and enjoy the handsfree (ejaculatory) orgasm. The prostate massager did enhance the orgasm and I thought that this device will definitely be a part of my autoerotic pleasures from now on. Little did I now, that the very next day I would experience male multiple orgasms for more than an hour! Read more »