I’m having some pretty interesting developments after a pretty extended period of not feeling like I wanna divulge in this. And I’m just trying to make sense of it.
So basically, I’ve been hitting this point where I’m experiencing new highs like tingling in random places on my body muscles getting stiff tightness in my abdomen etc. I know those are all good! But I’ve also been having this; clamping feeling. In my best attempt to describe it: It feels like my entire pelvic floor is relaxed, as if my Aneros is sitting in a sort of “gap”. It’s like a divot of sorts, feeling like it rests between my thigh muscles, PC muscles, and sort of “hooks” into place. It still moves freely, and I know it feels deeper than usual.
When this happens I’m getting this sort of involuntary movement mixed with I guess inner contractions, everything feels great and waves begin. Everything up until this point I’ve made sense of, but then the clamping can start after a couple of these. It feels like I’m going to orgasm and it’s into the area of feeling like it would if I let it, I try my best to relax, but eventually things do start to tense up. So I’m curious if anybody relates to this pattern, and if letting it just happen will result in a HFWO or more of a it’s just dry orgasms and I’m not used to the feeling. I feel like figuring this out might be my key to the metaphorical peak of my journey.